.: Semi Charmed Life :.

CPR

2006-11-25T15:19:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

Eh heyyy..!!

Just wanna apologise for the other day. During my CPR phase test.. Hahaha.. Now, I can actually look back and laugh at it. I was sooo foolish. So baby-ish. SoOo stupid. So paiseh..!! I'm soOo sorry if the ugly sight actually made u have nightmares..!!! *slaps self*

But, I'm okay now.

Been a hectic week. Projects and assignments completed.. Well, not actually all.. Only Psychiatric and CDP.. *Thank God for that* Errr.. I still have BHS project to do.. Well, its on the way and Buffay is doing most of it.. I mean, she's good at this I.T stuff..

They came over to my place today. Mala, Tribz, Mizah and Buffay. Did a little something on the project.. Took pictures with some medical toys.. Funny la I tell you..! I'm sooOo excited as to how its gonna look like; our final product! SoOo the cannot wait lor..!!

Ermmmm.. What else is there to say?

Last Monday, 20.11.06, in school, one of our guy friends in class suggested going back-packing in Sibu Island.. Or is it Cebu Island..? Not sure of the spellimg thoh.. And, there's actually some confusion on the place as well.. Whether its in JB or Sabah..? Hmm.. Guys, do your research first laaa..! How to go like that..? I soOo wanna go laa..!! I wanna go with you guys.. Imagine this.. . .

. . ..Back-packing along a deserted place, some where you're not familiar with.. Trekking from the sun rise till the sun set.. During the day, the sun will be blazing hot.. Perspire. Lunch will be made the primitive way.. At night, pitching the tent. Sleep under the clear, night sky.. Stars.. . .

*imagination running wild*

Guys..! Isnt it coOl..? I wanna go laa..!

Hmm.. Talking about this, I once had a dream.. We were going somewhere.. Unfamiliar place.. There was Mala, Me, Mizah, Tribz, Buffay and the funny thing was, Abu was there too..! We were like wearing 'baju kurung'.. We checked into a hotel.. Like ya..! One room! Very big..! There was actually several queen sized bedsin that one room..! Nicely spread out. There was even space for a bedside table on each side of the bed..! Seriously. Nicely furnished too.. But then, if I remember correctly, my dream was not in colour.. Black and White.. Hmm.. Interesting, right..? But at the same time, intriguing as well..!

Okay, enough about dreams, we planned to go to Escape Themepark at the end of this month..! Being the person that I am, I havent been there before lor..! (Ya! Surprise right..??) But its true..! I soOo wanna try all the rides there..! Seriously! The other day, when we went to East Coast Park, I tried the mini viking.. And I was already screraming at the top of my lungs..!! Can you believe it..? Like, eventhoh it didnt went up high, I felt this tingling sensation in my tummy everytime the viking went down..! My god..! I screamed and shut my eyes tight thinking that the feeling might go away.. But 'NO' it didnt.. Buffay and Jane was sitting opposite me.. So, obviously, they laughed at me when they saw my reaction..! Hmmm.. Okay la, fine..!

Lets go la guys..!! Tribz, Buffay, Hamizah, Jane and myself.. Prolly Abu as well.. We asked him on the bus the other day and he said, "oKay, lets go.." and he also said that "Dont shout la.." Like, what..? How am I not suppose to shout..? Abu.. cuberrr laaaaaa..! hahahaha..

About the back-packing thing, I hope, its still on! Gotta save money 1st! But me? My face? Save money..? hahahaha.. Hmm.. We'll see how la.. *smirk*

Hmmmmm.. What else..? Lets see..

Yati wanted to go to Bangkok after I graduate.. For a holiday.. Its gonna cost me like S$300+.. She said I have like 5 months to save up.. Like Hello..? Its easy for her to say la, coz she's earning now.. I'm like, struggling here.. Haizz.. Sometimes. .. . Argh!

Well, actually right, I wanted to show them (the gang - Buffay,Tribz,Mizah) something just now.. You guys, you know I have this 'diary' for Bongz.. Thought of showing it to you and maybe read it.. But, couldnt find the right time to show it.. Plus.. Shy laaa..! hahaha.. Gosh! One of these days, they will take my 'shy' and just shove it up my arse..!! wakakaka.. *ooOpz*

Never mind.. Some other day la. Perhaps.

Prom is gonna rock! Especially when we (Buffay & myself) are the organizers..! We're incharged of Logistics. We're gonna be the Moneygers! Thats how Mdm Liberty (our new CA) calls it..! hahaha.. So fun..! We've suggested either Masquerade or Retro Night..! We've sent out petitions. Will let you know of the outcome soOn! *cross fingerz*

Hahah.. Okay then, I guess thats about it. Promise I'll come back again with updates..! In the mean time, take good care of yourself..! Drink plenty of luke warm water..! Oh ya! How to get rid of phlegm..? I hate it!

Awritey then!

!Laterz!

P/s: Bongz! The more I see you, the more the feeling grows..! *blush*

2006-11-19T01:36:00.000+08:00

Aloha!

Ehem, ehem.. Assalammualaikum!

Hmm.. Okay, I'm not going to say anything about my absence.. Cause I dont have anything valid to testify..

I'm tired of blogging actually la..

But, at the moment, I'm have like sooooooooo many things to say.. Yet, I dont know where to begin.. Blame it on my procrastination la..! One of these days, I'm gonna get my just deserts laa.. Why am I soo Lazy..? Why cant I be like Buffay or Anyone else who religiously updates their blog every night or so..? Why must I be the one with this problem..? Hmm..

Anyways, Life is per normal for me.. Nothing exciting, nothing new.. Hmmm..

Jalan Raya with the Gang on Friday..! Although it wasnt planned well, we did enjoyed ourselves..! There were funny funny moments which truly was unforgetable..!! Seriously. The cockroach incident, us walking in circles to get to the main road.. Memories now.. But, one thing's for sure.. This is DEFINATELY NOT our last Raya Together..!!

Hmmm.. We celebrated our (mine & abu's) burfday at ECP the other day.. Played rounders and now, we are like hooked on that game..! Its super fun lorr.. Should try it once in awhile..! That is if, you have a good team la.. When we played that game at ECP, Hamizah, Zainab and Abu were in one Team and Buffay, Tribz and Myself in another.. Guess what, they cheated lorr.. But in the end, the 'good' always prevails..! We were crowned the Champions..! WoohOoo..!! haha..

There's a group shoot..! Oh ya.. Mala, didnt play Rounders.. Yeah, I know, what's new right..? hahaha.. She was on the phone, the whole day..! My god..! My ears would have been burnt due to the friction of the phone..!! hahaha.. Thats Mala, the Queen of Ghana for you..!!

God! I still have so manay things to say..!! But time is running out..! I have loads of assignment to complete..! Psychiatric Project havent even start..! Gosh! CDP project have not completed..!! Some more.. Ermmmm.. Havent study.. Exams are coming in just 3 weeks time..! Really slack la this semester..!!

I need to pee. Seriously.

Gotta go now..!

!Laterz!

P/s: Bongz! I like you! Why havent you noticed that..?? Argh!

Sunshiney Day!

2006-09-20T09:35:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Good Lovely Wednesday morning allz! Hahaha. You might be wondering why I'm here..? I don't know. I just feel like blogging something.

Yesterday at IMH was superb! hahaha. Yeah. Believe it or not. There was many many cute things I saw yesterday with my own eyes. And It actually touched my heart. To think that they are having this mental illness, yet they are so helpful to their 'own kind'. It set me thinking. Why we, abled citizens can be so cruel to each other whereas these 'aliG' residents can show empathy, care and concern to one another..?? It's truly amazing.

They can masturbate just infront of you while looking out of the window or be a copy-cat and follow your movements or just sing non-stop not knowing that they were out of tune or they can just pee infront of you inspite being restrained to the bed. Yup, I saw all that yesterday. haha. An uncle almost fell when he tried dancing..!

You should actually pay them a visit if you wanna know more about this people. Its a highly 'secured' area and it is truly safe! The staffs where I'm attached to is super nice. Too bad, no sightings of Haizad Imran. I heard he turned to 'Part Time' Nursing because of his acting career. Hmmm.. IMH isn't so bad you know..? I'm prolly gonna work there for a couple of years.

What about UK, you might ask again..? Hmmm.. Thats a tough question. I know I've already told everyone I know that I'm going to UK to continue my studies. But, Lets face it. I have no savings at all. Not even enough money to buy the plane ticket. Gawd! I wish I was born a royalty! Yeah. Nonetheless, I will strive. I will work hard and save up enough to go there one day!! But, as for now, I'm keeping the options open!

And as for my Elective, I chose Psychiatric Nursing. Its just Elective. I admit that I wanted to choose Oncology initially. But when I think again.. Hey, lets have fun! Be different. It's gonna be a whole new experience! Like I said, I love experiencing new things! And I'm gonna love it! I hope. *Fingers crossed*

Okay, I admit. I have not been keeping in touch with people like Mala, Sharon, Sue, Mizah.. Basically my classmates. And I know they will scream at me!! But that doesnt mean I forget them. I remember them. And I seriously cannot wait for school to re-open! I miss hanging out with them!

Hmmm.. Okay la. I'm going to ponder about my fate now. How's it gonna be..? I really dont know. I'm a lost ship. Or rather a lost sheep..! Shit la. I hate being in this state..

!Laterz!

Long Long Ago..~

2006-09-18T19:06:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum semua! (Kalau tak jawab dosa tau..!!)

I am so sorry for my long absence. If I tell you, you will definately not belief me la. But its up to you. Ermm.. Believe it or not, I have 2 reasons;

(i) Busy with attachment @TTSH
(ii) Lazy

Yeah. Just pure laziness lor..! Thats me for you. I just cannot afford to sit infront of my pc and update you with my life's happenings. (Not that I have anything interesting at all to share.) Imagine la. My shifts like shit la. Afternoon Shifts then next day, Morning shift. I had to change shift a couple of times during my last few weeks of attachment. Just because I had to attend meetings and functions in school. Its really tough, you know. When you have to get off work early and go back to school. And I still have to make up the time I had to leave. On some morning shifts, I had to go home at 1630hrs. Like..? Tiring right..?

There was a few occassions I had to go back to school for this Mr & Ms Personality Contest our Club AHS had. Well, the winners are both from BCT side. It was a tough competition but then again, our Nursing side didnt really put up a good show. So, the BCT winners won hands down. Plus, their supporters occupy like 3/4 of the seats in the auditorium lor..! And the competition depended on votes from the audience. What to do..?? Congratulations to C!AHS Mr and Ms Personality 2006: Azhar and Hidah.

And there was one occassion I was invited to a "Teachers' Day Prize Giving and Commendation Award Ceremony". I was like one of the 200 invited students. Only those with invitation cards can enter the Auditorium. Ermm.. Nothing much. Except the Reception was superb! Really superb I tell you. The food was great, the ambience was nice, the dessert counter was fantabulous..!! There was this Chocolate Fondue. (For all the lay-man out there, its actually a Fountain of Yummy Melting Chocolate and there was this spread of fruits such as strawberries, bananas, lychee, longan, kiwi and my fav Marshmellows..!!! All you have to do is, use the satay sticks provided, skew in the ingredients you want and just dip it in the melting chocolate fountain..!!!) I went for round after round after round after round..!! Kelly saw me..! I really enjoyed the food lorr..! I wouldnt mind going back to school everyday for that!

On a different note altogether, my attachment at TTSH ended last Friday. We did a Diet Board for our all time favouirite ward; 9D! It was black with silver and gold wordings..!! Wrapped in transparent plastic. Super duper nice..! Thanx to, your's truly, ME! hahaha. And of course, to Sharil who did the shopping with me. And trust me, when I said I wouldnt want to go shopping with him any more, I really meant it lor..! He is like super duper fussy lorrr..! Gawd! And, thanx to him also, we exceeded the budget!! In the end, I had to split the cost with him la..! Sharil, Sharil. I dont know whether to love you or loathe you..!! wakakaka. Well, in the end, it turned out okay la.. I think better than expected. Sharil himself said it was nice. And he also said that I have low self esteem or something like that. Cant remember the exact words he said.. NO Latifah hug the diet boards when she saw it. NO Tan said she's gonna keep it until the day she retired. Yup. That is how appreciative they were..!! And, Poh Chu (SAN) immediately used it! I was sooooo touched la!

Now, I'm attached to IMH. Today was my 1st day there. Abit shaky at first. But then, when I entered the ward, I started treating the patients for who they are, not because of their "illness" I began to feel relaxed..! I played 'Dam' with one of the patients there. The 1st round, I lost miserably. But the 2nd round, I won! hahha. Which was a surprise to me lor..! I never ever did win any 'Dam' game..! Seriously! hahaha..

Remember, In one of my earlier posts, I mentioned about this Dr. His name is AshOk..? Remember or not..??? Hmmm.. The last one month or so, ever since I changed ward, I didnt get to see him any more. But then, as though fated to meet, we met again today. At IMH. Yup! Irony. Surprise. Like, what are you doing here..??? Ermmm.. Okay la, I gotta admit, terubat jugak rindu di hati..!! wakakaka. That Noraini la, saw him 1st. She came to me and said.. "Eh, Irena, that Dr from TTSH kan..?" I was looking.. Where where where..?? Then, I saw him!! Like..?!?!?!?!?! Excited. Really excited. REALLY excited. I told Indera, Shanthani. And they both got excited. Like yeah. Started already la. I peeped here and there Just to get a glance of him..!! Then this Kelly.. She did something that was really shocking to me..! She started to shout out his name like really loud. "Ashok.Ashok.Ashok.ASHOK!!" Like..?? Then this Ashok also looked at our direction.. My god! I was sooooooo malu..! I must have acted like a fool laaa..!!

Another time, this Adibah and Shazzy played a prank on me la..! I was soooo naive to have believed them..! They went to ask Ashok for his number.. And they told me what happened. It was like real laa.. It was during our lunch time. I saw Adib & Ashok (both 5th Yr Med Students) eating at this cafe. Then Adibah wanted to get his number for me. I said okay. "Just dont tell him its me.." I told them.. They went in. A couple of mins later they came out. Shaken up. I took down the number. Luckily I didnt msg or call him. It turned out to be just a prank lor.. It was a fake number. They let the cat out of the bag on our way up to the wards. Which also happen, Ashok, Adib and the rest of their team was just behind us.. Started again. They started to call his names and like teasing me.. Like..?? What the hell..? Shanthani, Indera was laughing at me.. They told me my ears, face turned red.. Like hello..?? I thought you guys have a crush on him too..? Now they directed it all to me..? Of course I was blushing..? I didnt say anything. Just kept quiet. And all along, Ashok and Team was walking behind us..!!! Oh gosh! Then, Din heard him said.. "I've seen this group (us) somewhere.." Like.. Duh..!! We were in the same ward in TTSH..!! When, we went up the lift, Adibah shouted his name alot of times. She wanted him to take the lift with us..!! Like..? OMG! What will he think..?? Of us? Of me? hahaha. Gosh! But then again, It was alot of fun lorr..!!!! wakakaka.

Hope to see him again. I put this song especially for him..!! LOL.

Tomorrow meeting Sharil @ AMK MRT station @ 1145hrs. Going to IMH together. Hope I wont be late again like this morning..!! Believe it or not, the whole house woke up late today. Including my mum, my sis and me. Had to wait for my bro to fininsh bathing. Ended up, I meet the gang late by 10 mins..! Lucky they never left without me...!! Noraini was even later lor..

Well, thats all folks. Will keep you posted.

!Laterz!
P/s: Firah, I'm @ Home!!! Pape picit!

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2006-08-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

.. TemporariLy Out Of Service ..

Sorry For Any Inconvinience Caused

Oh Happy Day..~

2006-08-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Hmm.. Today was my last day at Ward 9B..! As usual, we bought a "Thank You" card for them.. Okay, its the thought that counts right..?? Yeah, a sincere though la, ehk..! *proud of self*

And, Today, I did Regulating of the drip..! And Guess what..? I took at least 20mins to get the exact 21 drops per minute lorr.. And My clinical Lecturer wasn't helping at all la. She just stood behind me and kept peering over my shoulders and she irritatingly kept saying, "Too Fast!" or "Too Slow.." Like what..? Thanks cher.. (But no thanks..!) *faints*

Morning shift was as usual, Busy Busy Busyyyy..!! Bathe patients, Bed making, Serve breakfast, I/O Charting, 4hrly parameters.. Gosh. No one helped me today.. Like I was totally on my own lorr.. But, thank god, I survived.. *Yippee*

In the midst of ward routines, I still have the time to peek at a Yr 2 Medical Student..! He is drop dead gorgeous lorrr.. Better and hotter than Adib! wakakaka.. His name, "Ashok".. Yes, he's an Indian.. Aiyahhh.. Why la..? What is happenning to me..? Firah said something about "Membelit" I agree la.. But then, isnt that Stereotyping too..?? Not all right..?? At least I would like to believe that Ashok is not that kindda person lorr.. What ever it is, he was like.. . . Talking to this Physio.. And I have to admit la, I felt abit Jealous lorrr..! Haizz..! Like, then again, before I ended my shift, he was doing his rounds again, and he Looked directly at me and gave me a smile..! Yeah..! YahhooOoo..!! At least something la.. I just wish that I have 2 more weeks in 9B..! Can I, please..? *Begging, on my knees*

** Why must there be separations..? **

Just as things are starting to "kick off" separations take place.. Then why do we meet in the first place..?? I was soOo freakin tempted to ask for his number lorrr.. (Not!) Or at least, a Signature with a "All The Best" note on my spatulla would do just fine..! *sob sob*

** I hope Shaz kept her word la.. **

After my shift, I met Firah... We ate at LJS Novena.. Just like old times..! The good old days when we still were at ITE Balestier..! Haizz.. Memories..! After that, we headed to United Square's Starbucks..!! We had dessert there..! Nicey nice..! We talked alot lor..! Firah even gave me advice on weight management..! As you all know laa, I'm ballooning..! And If I dont control, I cant get thru my door by Hari Raya..!! *Choy! Touch WoOd..!!*

** Thanx Firah! I still hate JOGGING lorrrrrrr..! **

Then on our way home, we saw this couple Fighting..! Like, not again..! Full of Drama la..! Shouting and hitting each other.. Malay couple some more..! Shameful sia..! Like, cant you quarrel some where else..?? Instead on the pavement just beside the road..! The guy was like tugging and pushing the girl.. Like, If only she fell onto the oncoming traffic..?? WTF am I suppose to do..??? I'm only a STudent Nurse laaa.. The most, I can dial 995 laaaaa..! As I was saying, the guy was tugging and pushing the girl around.. The food she was carrying was flung nicely onto the road..! Everything was a mess lorr.. Drinks spilled, burger got ran over by a car..!! Like, what a waste..!?!?! *?!&#%@*

** I hate Couples who Fight & Quarrel. I hate Guys Laying Their hands on Girls! **

Hmmm..! I dont know what this world is coming to..! World Peace is never achievable!

!Laterz!

P/s: Firah, My S&W Teacher's name is Yanto.. Now, then I remembered..! He's super CUTE..! Like goOberishly Super Cute..! *Melts*

Fark La..!!

2006-08-16T19:50:00.000+08:00

First of all, I would like to say.. . .

Fark You Laaaaa P.C...!!!!

Dammit! I think I have to reformat my farking P.C again and I will lose about ALL my saved songs, movies, pictures and all sorts AGAIN..!! Seriously, this has happened before.. And FYI, I ever lost about 1000+ songs..!! KNN..!!

Okay.. Okay.. Now, for the Updates.. . .

Updates. . . . Updates. . . . Updates. . . . Updates. . . . Updates

.LIFE.

Nothing Much. Still the same old boring your's truly.. ME ..

.ATTACHMENT.

Back at TTSH. This time around, I'm in Ward 9B..! The staffs there are like super NICE..! I'm not just saying it for the sake of saying it lor..!! Its really true.. Well, I still have like 2 more days left in the ward.. Still wondering what we are going to give them as a token of appreciation. Usually, we give "Thank You" cards lor.. But dont know why all of a sudden, our "great" Clinical lecturer told us to do something for them.. Like for example.. The previous batch made them a Customised Diet Board lorr.. Quite nice and Original.. But then.. What are we suppose to do..?? Like..? What..?? Huh..?? **Ponders**

.HOME.

Ermm.. My 3rd brother just celebrated his 18th Birthday two days ago lorrr.. We bought him a cake and then, the whole family went to Sembawang Satay Club for a feast of satay lorr.. Quite nice.. But then farking expensive lorr.. One stick costs like $0.60..! Like anywhere else they only sell it for $0.40 sakkk..! Day light robbery..!!! Farking arseholes..!! No wonder they are like millionaires now..!! *knocks head on keyboard*

.FRIENDS.

Ermm.. Its a sad week for us all.. Alot of close related people passed away..! Not just relatives.. Even our patients too..!! Okay, sensative issue.. Will not go on..!

Tried calling Firah just now a couple of times..! Couldnt get thru. Errmm.. Maybe she was online with her pals.. Well, my credits are running low this few days.. So, sorry girls.. Couldnt really msg you back..! Firah been wanting to chill with me again.. But then, now, I'm on attachment la.. Abit difficult lor.. This last few days, I was on the Afternoon shift. So couldnt find the time to go out and chill lor..!

Just now was called baack to school for Simulation Training..!! What the hell man..? Crap la okay...! Role play on Angina, COPD, AMI, Hyper/Hypoglycaemia, Poisoning laaa.. Aiyah.. What for..?? Like anything even registered in my thick skull...! What..?? **Hangs Self**

Met Sue, Sandy, Dillah, Yanti.. Those were all.. I mean, those are the only ones from my class turned up today..! I was like.. Expecting to see more lorrr.. But then.. WTH..?

.CRUSHES.

Like..?? Is this even a topic fit to be in here..??? hahaha.. Errrmm.. There's this super cute Chines Doctor lorrr..! Hmm.. You have to see him to know how cute he is.. With Goatee all.. Hmm.. **On Cloud 9**

Then, there was this MALAY trainee medical student. Like can you believe it..?? MALAY..?? hahaha.. Ya.. His name is Muhd Adib..! Like..?? What a name..??? Everytime he's near, we would say.. "Eh, have you seen ADIBAH..???" Like we really accent on "ADIB"..!!! Wakakaka.. Farnie la they all..! Simply love my team..!!

Shazwana...! Remember that day..?? You said "Adib" and his partner literally turned and faced you..!!! Like, I couldnt stop laughing lorr...!! Seriously..! Kelakar arr kao..!!

.MOTIVATORS.

Msg From Danny.. NDP Motivators' Appreciation Dinner is on this Saturday, 19th August 2006. Time is 1700hrs (5pm) till 2000hrs (8pm) @ ITE CE Function Hall.. Only Motivators allowed. No outsiders. Be in comfortable evening wear..!! Don't forget to bring your digicam along..!! And, please please please please COME WITH AN EMPTY STOMACH..!!

Simply cannot wait for the event lor..!! So missing the guys and galz of Cluster H..! Definately my CheeriOz is my priority lor..!!

Well.. Yeah, thats about it lor.. Short simple and sweet..!

!Laterz!

Baby Blues..~

2006-07-28T17:27:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Mother & Child Posting ended today at KKH Ward 34..! Overall, my 1 week stay was so-so only..! I especially Love being posted to the Nursery..!! (But its only like 1 day only lor..!) I bathed a 2 day old baby boy yesterday..! And I tell you, instead of me being 'kan-cheong' My cLinicaL Lecturer was even more worst than me lorr.. She kept reminding us not to drop the baby.. Like, HeLLo..?!?!?! Have you ever heard or read some where.. "ITE Student Drops Baby While On Attachment"..??? Like.. duh..!! No, right..? *faints* She kept saying that she have no babies to replace the mother if anything happens.. Like what..??!?!?! **faintsX2**

Well, ermm.. Where was I..? Oh yeah, so then, I only got a few Signatures for my posting. Like Assist in breast feeding.. Like..?? Huh? *Lost* And stuffs like that laaa.. The staffs there okay laa.. The ENs best kaki..!! Not forgetting SN Meizhen (blur-blur) she so cute..! She is the only one who abides by the Bun-up-Your-Hair Rule..! The rest all made the Hospital like as if they own it..! wakakaka.. I did Simple Wound Dressing for Caesarian Births.. It was cool.. Except that my hands were shivering..! My frenz saw it lor.. The so-called practices in the class errmmm.. Okay la, paid off.. Should have concentrated more instead of laughing and giggling with the gang during our hands-on sessions..!! kekekeke..

I cut the thread with a razor blade and its rather a funny one..! hhehee.. Donno how to describe the shape also..!!

Okay, then I got attached with a baby boy..!! He is the cutest little angel..! Never give problems, never cry (ermm.. not never laa.. Not often like the rest of the babies..) and the most adorable baby in the Nursery..!! Everyone knew him.. And since he has no name, we gave him a name.. 'DanieL'.. He is a Lodger Baby. Which means, his mum was actually d/c earlier. He is kept in the Nursery because he had this G6PD Deficiency.. In simple terms, it meant he couldnt consume anything that contains 'Sulphur'..! After about 13days in the Nursery, his mum took him home yesterday..!! Which means, no more Daniel in the Nursery..!! I soOo miss him just now..!! OhHhh My Daniel..!!! Where art thou..??

Hehehe.. This is a collage of Daniel..!! I Mish you, baby! Cute kannnnnnnnn..?!?!?!?!???

".. Kan ku Jadikan Kau Kenangan Yang Terindah Dalam Hidupku .."

Hmm.. I hate separations..! Why is it we are fated to meet and yet be separated in the end..?? How I wish I could adopt Daniel..!! Hmmm.. Life!

Yeah, thats a sad ending for you people..!! On a different note altogther.. . . Jeng Jeng Jeng.. Tomorrow is NDP Preview..!! Gosh! I'm like SoOoOoOoOoOoooOo the very excited lorr..!! WoOhOo..! Cant wait to meet up with peoples like Tribz, Buffay, Fatin, Taufik and the rest of the wacky gang..!!!! wakakaka..

Kay, dah dahhhhh..~

Laterz!

For SaLe..!!

2006-07-24T18:33:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!
Just A shOrt Entry For TOdaY.. .

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Waddup..?!

2006-07-18T14:48:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Hey hey..! Waddup peoplez..? Hope everything's going on just as fine..! Okay, okay.. Time is passing soOo darn fast nowadays.. Hmmm.. Especially during your school holidays..!!

Nothing much to blog today. Just that, I had super much fun during NDP's NE Show. The show is specially put up for all the Primary 5 students.. Guess what was the total strength at the stadium last Saturday..? 20,000..? Nope, guess again.. 30,000 you say..? Well, you're not even close..! Its 55,000..! Yup! 55,000 Primary 5 students and their teachers..! WoOohOoOo..! Can you imagine the cheers and laughter and smiles and screams and shouts..?? WhOa..! I can go deaf, geddit..? Nah, thats exagerating la..! hehe.. But seriously..! I have never ever seen a cluster of Pri 5 students as massive as that..! It was a superb experience..! I would never exchange it for anything in the world.. (Except maybe if you gimme enough cash for my expenses in UK..!) Wakakaka.. Yeah right.. I know that wouldnt happen..!

I was seeing RED all around me..!! Yup..! It was a cool sight.. There was even negros and ang mohs..! Coolness..!

Fatin wasnt there to enjoy it though. So sad..

But then again, We did have fun..! The students under us were so appreciative, understanding and attentive and inquisitive..! They were much interested in the cheering competition, the Kallang Wave and the Fireworks than anything that was going on, on the field.. When it was time for us to give-away the freebies, they were shouting and screaming at the top of their lungs..! I loved that..! wakakakaka..

Pics available for viewing. . .

NDP NE Show

Saturday, 15th July 2006

Photo was taken with our Mentor; Ivy.

Was taken with our Head Mentor; Danny. Look at the back ground..? Seeing RED right..? Now you know what I mean..??

Hehehe.. Another pic.. Look at the crowd behind us..! This bunch is from ermmm.. I forgot which school..! Now imagine that the whole stadium is like that..!

During the night event. We were much more interested in hogging the camera than what was going on around us..! Hahahah.. Buffay and Tribz quenching their thirst with a pack of Activade..! "A sip and you'll be Activated!" wakakakaka..

Look at the background of this pic..! Magnificent right..? This is just after the Grand Finale.. Some schools are leaving for their buses. While some are still caught in the Human Traffic Jam..! Us..? Well.. Lets just say we got on the bus late. REAL LATE!

After about 1/3 of the stadium is cleared, this was what happened.. We hog the camera. . .AGAIN...! hehehe.. Hmmm.. Where was I? Can anyone find me..? heheh

LoOK! LoOk! LoOk! Love this pic..!! Check out the background la, okay..? hehehe..

Ermm.. Okay, thats about it lorr..! Actually, I am still waiting for pics from the Chalet.. Like, when will I ever geddit..?? Anyways, the pictures you see in this entry is courtesy from our fren, Taufik aka Dany..! Thanx mate..! Appreciate it! hehehe..

Wait-a-min..! Just FYI, I reached home at 0200hrs on that day..!! Yeah.. Rock on!

Laterz!

Waddup..?!

2006-07-18T14:48:00.000+08:00

WHAt the heLL issue #2

2006-07-12T17:19:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Hey Hey People of Singapore..!! WooOohoOo..! I am like soOo GLAD that Chalet is finally over..!! Ermmm.. I dont know why but I feel as if a whole load of 'burden' has been lifted from my shoulder..! *Pheweesh*

Errr.. Lots of things happen.. I dont know where to begin..!

On the day before the chalet, I was working. Got home late at about 2200hrs. Lucky my mum had already pre-cooked the filling for the spring rolls.. Yeah, so.. I switched on my mobile and I received 7 new msgs. One of them read, she couldnt attend the chalet as her grandma had been hospitalised. Thats okay. Another one read I should do the Chicken for BBQ. And I thot to myself.. What..? At such short notice..??Seriously..? A couple of SMSes were xchanged between Buffay and myself. She agreed to come over to my place to help me marinate the chix and do the spring rolls. Okay. Fine. That went well. Then received a phonecall from someone saying that more people wont be able to make it. And these people are the key people to keep the chalet going. They were suppose to buy Ice and charcoal. I was super shocked. Okay, fine. One couldnt come as there was valid reasons. But just because her fren couldnt make it, she said she couldnt make it either.. Like, what the hell..?? Please lorr..!! I dont believe the crap..! If you want me to believe, prove it to me..!! *Crap!!*

Okay so, Buffay came over to my place at 0800hrs. She helped me with the spring rolls. My dad went to Cold Storage and bought the chicken. We defrosted the chix and marinate it bit by bit. It was 10kg mind you..!! We separated the chix into 4 different containers for ez handling.

I made 2 different types of spring rolls. One with crabmeat and the other with potato and mushroom filling. Both sell out fine. Or maybe its because the turnout for the chalet was good. Eventhough we expected all 38 of us to come, only about 28 did. And only 17 stayed over for the night..

We didnt sleep. We played games, watched the VCD we did for Mdm Liaw, presented the Parting Gift for her, swam, eat, eat, eat, ate, ate, eat and ate..! And ATE..!! We just ate..!! Lots of good food were laid on the dining table. We cant even see the table, for god's sake.. *exagerating* wakakakaka..!

Ya.. Ermm.. If only I had a video cam, I would record every moment of the chalet..!! The games we played, the forfeits.. It was superb fun..!! Seriously..!

Yup. This was the total turnout we had. I think its less than 28 lor.. In the middle is our beloved Mdm Liaw Sok Ying. She's holding up the Jigsaw Puzzle (the gift from us to her). She's leaving us on 27th July to be a lecturer at NUS..! Good luck cher..! Gonna miss you..!! (Photo courtsey of NuruL)

At 0430hrs, we decided to have a walk. Thot of going to the RED HOUSE, but, since alot of people disagreed, we decided to cancel the thot.. Oh, well.. Some other day perhaps..!

Haizz..! As you all know, World Cup is over. And thanx to Channel 5, I Only got to see 5 matches..!! Thanx arr eh..!!! (like NOT!!) And, I am still so sad that Germany lost to Italy.. And I am devastated that France lost to Italy too..! I am sad that Portugal lost to Germany too..!! Haizz..! Making this short and simple, I am sad that Germany, Portugal and France LOST..!!! Seriously..! Haizz..! And the stupid Channel 5 only showed 4 bloody matches..!! What the hell..? Might as well dont show anything..!! Crap sia..!!

I HATE ITALY. I mean, I did support them once a decade ago.. But now, with the likes of Grosso, Cannavaro (C), Zambrotta, Camoranesi, Del Piero, Pirlo, Totti and who could forget the-bad-guy-who-got-Zidane-the-RED-CARD Materazzi..!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gosh! Crap man! I hate italy to the core now. Face it Italy fans, they won by chance and pure luck! And the samurai-man Camoranesi was soooooOo stuck up that when he was offered a handshake after a tackle, he just selfishly refused... My god! This kindda people should just be burnt in hell..!! wakakakaka..

A Tribute To FIFA World Cup 2006

A collage by Me..! This is what world cup is suppose to be..!! TeamWork, Foster Friendship, sportsmanship and above all, LOVE for fellow rivals.. *cheyyy*

World Cup is about Friendship. Ballack (Ger) shaking Hands with Thuram (Fra).

World Cup is about Consoling fellow team mates when they are feeling down. Goalkeeper Barthez (Fra) is being consoled by fellow team mate Sagnol after France was defeated by Italy in a Penalty shoot-out. France 3 Italy 5.

World Cup is about Helping one another. Here, Klose (Ger) is being a good samaritan by helping to stretch fellow rival Zambrotta (Ita).. Look..! I dig this pic..! If only everyone is Like Klose, world cup would be the Friendliest game on earth..! True Sportsmanship!!

World Cup is about Teamwork. There is No 'I' in a team..!! I love the bond here. Team Germany for You..! WoOohOo..! I love you Germany..!! Better luck in 2010..!!

And who can forget his last world cup appearance would end up being booted off the pitch..?? Fark the ref..! Zizou does not deserve to be red carded..!! Zizou is the best and he will forever be the best there is..!! I totally suport what Zizou had done to Materazzi..!! Materazzi and his mouth deserved to be sewed..!! Go Zizou..!! We will miss you..!! Heck, I will miss you..!! Gosh, there goes a legend..!!

Two outstanding players. Goalkeeper Oliver Kahn (Ger) and Luis Figo (Por). This will be their last appearance on world cup too..!! Kudos to Germany winning the 3rd placing and Portugal the 4th placing. Germany won 3-1 to Portugal. But, this will not be Kahn's last game, he is still with Bayern Munich. Look at the bond. Eventhough they are from 2 different country, they showed Love for each other..! This is what world cup is all about..!! WooHoo..!! The match between Germany and Portugal proves to be the best ever for this year's FIFA WorldCup..!!

Okay then.. I guess, there's no use of throwing tantrums and showing my anger to my blog who no one visits. Might as well, I keep it to myself. C'mon lets face it.. Who would want to read all these crap I've just typed..? Huh..? Who..? Wakakaka.. Wait.. One last pic..!!

Yeehaaaa..!! Love this Pic..!! Yeah, you're #1 Zizou..!!

Okay then, hope anyone who visits love the Tribute I just did..! Although its nothing but, I hmmm.. I hope 2010 is just around the corner..!! France, Germany and Portugal will be back with a Vengence..!!

Laterz!!

What The Hell Issue #1

2006-07-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Whoa..! It is close to one month from the date of my last entry.. Check it out! I think this is what going to happen when I am gone for my attachment..!! Speaking of which.... . . . . . .. .. . . . Haiz..! It is that time again..!! Will be sent off to my clinical attachment 2.1 really soon..!! Arrghh..! Hate it. But then again, it means, NO MORE NOTEz, BOOKz and .. . . . . .. Jeng Jeng Jeng . . . .... .. NO MORE long-and-boring-have-to take-down-notes LECTUREz..!!! WooOohoOo..!!

Lazy la.. Nowadays, got nothing to bLog..

Just finished my Bioscience Paper this Morning..! I was hyper-active today that I took the 6am bus and it was only 6:45am when I reach the school's empty Cafe 1..! Yup! Semangat kan..?? wakakakaka..

I hope I did well for my paper this morning..! I want an 'A'...!! I seriously need it, okay..? And tomorrow, haiz..!! PCA paper..!! Hancur I tell you..!! I got my PCA test paper back the other day.. And guess what I got..??? A lousy 29/50..!! That is like Grade 'D' mind you..!! Gawd..! It sucked man..! Served me right for not being prepared..!! Even Mala achieved better marks than me..!! wakakaka.. Congratz gerl..!! When I fail, I fail miserably..!! Dammit! Like. . . ..

Okay la, whatever la. Cannot be bothered already. Received yet another letter from NYC. They say I am on the reserved list. What the heck la. If they dont want me, might as well come straight to the point, right or not..? I am not that hard up either, okay...! Haiz.. Should have given this opportunity to Sharil..!! Dammit! Why am I so the selfish..??!!!?!?!

Whatever laa..

Hmmm.. Upload pics for you guys la.. (",)

And. . . ... .. We were supposed to be STUDYING..?! Like hello guys. . . This is what happens when we go out "to study". EVERYTIME.

This is BUFFAY itching for a fight..! Look at her face..! kekekeke.. From Left: Mizah, BUFFAY, Queen Maha Queen & TRIBZ..! Look at how the Queen sits..? Really ada tokoh..! Hail the Queen of Ecuador..!! Wakakakaka..

I Simply dig this pic..!! Weeee..~

Photo taken by BUFFAY..! It was allegedly believed that the guy beside me is my "boyfren".. Like WHATTTTTTTT..??!?!?!?!? Puh-lease lor.. I have better taste.. wakakaka.. And our dear fren DANY can still believe the prank..? What..?? DANY said that the guy was his Senior in their Secondary School.. Like.. again, WHAT..???!?!?!? **faintz**

Okay la. Enough la. Save the rest for later.. hehehehe.. Ya, ya, yaaa.. I know the pics are all back-dated.. But, who cares..? If you care so much, why see..? Better run along now..~ hehehe

bLog again some other day..!

Laterz!

The Thinking Issue!

2006-06-14T21:16:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Well, well, well.. Here I am. After soOo long..! Hmmm..

I'm soOo in the thinking mode now..! I have no idea what is happening in my life now.. I am taking things soOo lightly.. Haizz..

Had Lotsa fun last night..!! Went to Jane's crib yesterday to be part of the World Cup fever.. Like heLLo..! I was contemplating whether to go or not but THANK GOD, I did..! I made the right choice..!! And to my surprise, my mum actually let me go..! Usually she would nag but yesterday, thank god.. She only said I was "menteL".. As usual, told the rest of the gang about this and they laughed. Thanx ar eh..!! Lucky my dad wasnt at home at that moment..! If not, I surely cannot go..!! Hmm.. Thanx Mummy..! Love you Lots! *hugz*

Buffay and Tribz kept calling and msging me yesterday, asking me whether I have already left my house or not... Like HeLLo.. I bathe at 2000hrs. Before that, I was doing my research about HIV & Hep B..! And I was like super rushing. By 2030hrs, I left my crib with my super heavy bag..!! And I was super early. I reached Bukit Batok MRT before the both of them does.. Wakakaka.. Went shopping at NTUC. Bought maggie mee, keropokz and soya bean milk..! WoOohoOo.. We are sOo HYPE about the sLeep-over..!! Jane brought us to her crib by bus..!! Just 3 bust stops from JP..! And her crib was like a mansion..! Super big, super nice.. I liked the place..! We made the place like our very own.. And of course, tongues started wagging..! We imagined of our Apartment in UK..! And about how MESSY and cLuttered it wiLL be..!! hahahaha.. Of course, I am always the neat one among them, okay..?? wakakakaka..

Jane fell asleep way even before the match between France and Switz ended..!! And she still had the cheek to say "Wake me up when BraziL starts playing.." Kanasai..!! Like HeLLo..!! We did try to wake her up.. She just shrugged us off..! wakakaka.. She also had this very playfuL cat..! To be honest, I'm like sooOo SCARED OF HER CAT. It was like super HYPER..! Running and jumping around alone.. I donno playing with what or who.. But that cat certainly has stamina..!! wakakaka. Tribz was like soOo super petrified of it..!!! Kept lOoking back. Scared that it would POUNCE on her..!! Luckily, it didnt. Well, It almost pounced on me..!! wakakaka. And as usual, I let out a short, loud, high-pitched shrill.. Yeah, I know.. Whats new..?? We saw Jane grandma..! And she was like soOoOoOo freakin' cute..!!! I love her..!! Yes.. I'm in love with Jane's grandma..!! hehehe.. And her lil bro was like the adorablest lil thing ever..!! He's so cute toO..! Met her parents and elder sis toO.. Hmmm.. Nice family la.. The next morn, her mom cooked Nasi Lemak as breakfast for us..! Altogether now.. "AwwwwWWww.. isnt that sweet...!" Thank You, cik..!!

Okay.. The match was fine. Tidbits all ready, comforter ready, pillows ready.. We were all set, glued to the TV. Comments were made.. Some were nice but MAJORITY was curses..!! Luckily Jane's parents didnt mind..!! The best and the worst match was when Brazil took on Croatia..!! We really condemned Brazil..!! Buffay and me. Tribz was like this HUGE fan of Brazil.. Like, do I even care..?? wakakakaka.. I'm sick of Brazil always winning the world cup..! Greece is not in..! Hmm.. Okay la.. R.Carlos is cute.. And Ronaldo really put on weight. We now call him FATTY RONALDo..! wakakaka.. And to tell you the truth, the linesman put on weight. The Manager put on weight. The coach put on weight. Even Cafu put on weight. My god.. It was like a night of "When The Fatties Attack"... Wakakakaka.. Tribz, cursed us. She said she regretted watching football with us..!! wakakakaka..

Sadly, halfway thru the match, I dozed off..! I had a case of "Double Vision".. Everything I set my eyes on, I see 2 of it..! And, without knowing it, I was on my way to "LaLa Land"..!! Buffay followed suit.. And Tribz was left all alone watching the match with Jane's cousin brother..!! My god..! That was soOo embarassing..!! Hmmm..

Slept like a baby, all of us..! Woke up at 0830hrs. Decided to skip S&W. Came in late for class. ToOK The cab from Tanah Merah..! It was really fun, okay..! How I just wish that we are living together now..!! That will be sooOo coOl..!!

I'm like soOo disappointed..!! Opened my mail box today. Received a letter from Yayasan Mendaki. Said I was not selected for the GCTYPA..!! How sad is that..? I was soOo looking forward to get a scholarship..!! Haizz..! Disheartened..! Really disappointed..!! Hmmm.. Well, its just not my luck lorrr..! Anyways, thanx Mdm Liaw for the opportunity..!!

I'm still confused.. Should I go for the SHIP..??????? Should I drOp NDP...??? Or should I drop the SHIP and carry on with NDP..?? Which one to choose..?? Having both is just soOo hectic..!! How..?? Shit la..! Havent I told you, I HATE CHOICES..?? I HATE MAKING CHOICES..!! No one is even listenning to me... Like HeLLo...!! Dammit!

In schoOl, had the opportunity to see something. Really shocked. But, I saw it..! I saw his eyes move..! Okay, its not much, but still, the way his eyes followed her, my god.. Felt like jumping down from the 6th storey just now..!!! Fark la...!!

Fark it! Laterz!

I'm BacK With A ConsOlatiOn Prize!!

2006-06-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Hey! I'm like back for a second entry.. Tak pernah2 semangat mcm ni..!! Wakakakaka.. Well, like the saying goes, "There's aLwaYs a 1st Time for EverythinG!" Yup yup..!! Weeeeeee..!!

Ermmm.. Lets see now.. Where you I continue from..? Ermm.. Went to ITE Bishan To meet up with Fatin n Taufik for NDP Training today. ToOk the chartered bus to the Stadium. And the stadium is like soOo small lorr..!! Seriously. Not ready at all. Like haggard and old. Hmm.. Do somthing about it please..! How to celebrate National Day like that..?? Hmmmm..

Sat in the bus for like 30mins before they finally decided to move..!! We reached the Stadium @ 1105hrs..!! Ermm.. Like aLways, briefing and more briefing by our 'LoST' mentor, Danny..!! Wakakaka.. *so bad me!!* Hmmm.. We got the feel of where we are gonna actually stand. The sun was blazing down on my back and I felt like I was roasted alive..!! Whoa..! It was soOo darn hot..!! I'm like soOo gonna get myself a visor and a pair of sunglasses..!! Weeeeeee.. If I have the $$ that is..! hehehe..

ToOk some weird photos with the rest of the gang..! Basically Tribz, Buffay, Fatin n Taufik.. And not forgetting Me tOo..!! wakakaka.. Here it is..

NothinG better to do.. So, we decided to FLirt with the Digicam, our next bestfren..!! hahahaha.. Like, what is up with my pose..??

Okay, Like I said, WHAT IS UP WITH MY POSE...?? I seriously need to take posing classes..!! wakakaka..

I especially LOVE this pic right here..!! LoOk at the Stadium..!! My god, seriously, They have to make a bigger, better, nicer, air-conditioned stadium..!! Yeah..!! Lets all sign a petition to that..!! Anyone with me..??

There was this Yr 1 Nursing girl who suffered from appendix or something. Her face was pale, she cant even move, cant even walk. All she did was hold on to her right lower quadrant of her abdominal area. Suspected appendix lorr..! We waited for the medics to arrive.. Like if there was someone losing blood, I think he would have died of bloOd loss lor..! Their response was like SUPER slOw..!! And they even had trouble openning up the stretcher lor..!! So unprofessionaL at all..!!! Seriously! They came after about 30mins of waiting anxiously. The girl nearly loss her consciousness okay.. I felt so useless, not being able to elevate her of her pain..!! Haizz..! I wonder how she is feeling right now.. I hope she's okay..!! *my prayers are with you*

Hmm.. Like I said, we wanted to go to study after NDP training right..?? hahaha.. We ate lunch first. At the usual place, Raffles Place Banquet and I ate the same thing again for the 3rd time..!! Ban Mian..!! Its like soOo nice..!! This time round, I totally finished to whole bowl..! I was soOo hungry..!! Turning Hypo already hor..!! Tremors already..!! Taufik and Fatin joined us as well..!! We talked crap..! Seriously.. We made known of our desire to go to UK for studies.. And, to our surprise, they LOVED the idea and are planning to come along with us..!! WoOhOo..!! And it started all over again..!! We are gonna get an apartment and live together..! We already diseminate the chores..!! And oh ya, all of us actually share the same interests lor..!! Which was soOo shocking..!! We love Synchronise Swimming and this Thursday, we are going to do it in our schoOl pOol..!! And we love to Travel toO..! We planned to go to lots and lots of places and a whole lot more of activities coming and all lined up already..! We are gonna bOok into a Hotel when there's late night NDP training..! All the 5 of us..! My gosh! That is going to be soOo coOl..!! Cant wait for that lorr..!!! We crap-ed for like an hour or so before making a move to Library @ Orchard to hit the boOks..!!

Met Hamizah @ Orchard MRT and went straight to the Library..! Got a tabLe for 6.. Studied for like a SHORT while. I only managed to memorise the defination of Hypertension.. Lemme recall.. "Hypertension is a common disorder characterised by elevated blOod pressure persistently exceeding 140/90mmHg." Yeah! Did it! WoOhOo..!! Yup, that is all I manage to memorise during our 'group study'..! I am soOo dead meat..!! Fark! I soOo need to study..!! My test is this coming Tuesday For gOd's sake..!! Hmmm.. What is happening to me..? Why soOo lazY ALL of a sudden..??

Anyways, headed to have dinner at around 1830hrs.. Decided to eat @ Swenson's but then the que was like sOoO lOng..! Change of plans. Headed towards Pizza Hut..!! WoOhOo..!! Pictures availabLe..!!

This was my 1st ever Vegetarian Pizza I've ever ate..!! And its not bad..! Love the buttOn mushroOmz..!! And cheese..! Who doesnt love cheese..??

Arent they like the cutest..??

DrumLets aLways Whet my Appetite..!! Hmm.. S$2.50 for 4pcs!

LoOk at that Cheese..! It TASTE as GoOd as It LoOks..!! Yummylicious..!!

After photo. This is what is left.. Huh..? U see nothing..? Precisely.. Nothing Left..! We practically swept clean everything..!!

Hmmm.. Although its simple dishes, not much, we did enjoy ourselves and We were soOo fuLL..!! We thank god for blessing us with gOod company and of course for the foOd he put on the tabLe..!! *amiin*

Our dessert..! Wakakaka..

A simple vanilla ice-cream

with Oreo coOkie crumBLe.

Yummy. ReaLLy nice.

Recommended by ME..! What..? Where's Tribz..??

Yeshh arr.. There you are..! Tribz..!! I sOoO dig thi pic..!! So nice. Okay la.. Give you some credit, you're a gOod angle-list.. wakakaka..!! (",)

Yayyy..! That is all.. Am waiting for pics from Tribz. The crayzee pics we toOk in the Library..! Wakakaka.. Different angles, different takes..! SoOo farnie..!!! Well, thats another story..! hehehe..

I soOo LoVE you guys..! Cant wait to go out again...! Heck! Cant wait to go to schOOl to crap around..!! wakakaka..

Laterz!

Good Morning..!!

2006-06-10T08:08:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum..!!

Rise and Shine!! Whoaa.. Guess what..? Its only 0800hrs and I'm all set, up and about to go to NDP training..!! WoOohOoo..!! Today, will be our 1st ever training @ the stadium..! Yayyy..!! Will be meeting Taufik & Fatin later @ ITE Bishan for our transport..!! Ermm.. Which means, I'm not meeting Buffay & Tribz till I reach the stadium..! Oh, darn..!! Hmmm.. But I guess, I have to be thankful that at least my other quirky pals will be there with me..!! Yayyy..!! Lets mingle, aite..!!

Woke up at 0630hrs this morning..!! And guess what..?? I miss the openning match of the FIFA world Cup between Germany and Costa Rica..!!! Darn! ShooT..! That explains it why I woke up feeling fresh and with a slight headache..!! I guess my pillow wasnt high enough..!! Hmmm.. I slept at 2200hrs last night..!! Weeee..~

My brO gave me $$..! Can yo believe that..?? He gave me $$ to buy my new specs..!! Yayyy..!! I'm gonna buy the Transitions glassess...!!! Weee..~ Yayyy..! So happy you know..!!! kekeke.. Looking back now, my life is not so bad afterall..! Wakakakaka..! Or should I just save the $$ ..?? I really should start saving already you know..!!! If not, where to get $$ for my plane tix to UK..?? Wakakakaka.. I guess... Glasses comes first..!! hehehe.. I'm soOo evil at this.. Talking about spending $$, I'm the first in line okay..!! Hmmm.. Okay, okay..

Later, after NDP training, we are GOING TO STUDY..!! Really study..!! I already made a pact for myself..!! Today, I'm gonna focus. F.O.C.U.S.!!! Try to cover as many topics as I possibly can..!! Yup yup..!! No compromise...!!

You know what..?? I got my results for my I/V Phase Test already..! And I got 'B'. And its a High 'B' for your information.. *Alhamdulilah*. You know what that means..?? 'Thats mean' I have to work extra hard for my PCA Paper this coming Tuesday..!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whoa! Tribz, Buffay & Hamizah got 'A's..! Congratz to them..! I'm also jealous of them okay..! Hmm.. But nevermind.. This setback aint gonna bring me down..!! I know I'm capable of better results..!!! And I will strive hard to get it..!! hehehe.. *cheyyy*

Ermmm.. Something is wrong with my P.C. Every 15mins, it will auto re-start..! Why uh..?? Now I'm using my dad's P.C in his roOm..! Haizz.. Dammit..!! Kanasai..!! Arrghh..!

Okay.. Gonna leave now.. Blog again some other day..!!

Laterz!

2006-06-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

I have alot of things to say but I just donno where to begin.. So, I just hope that this lyrics will give you a rough idea of what's going on in my heart and mind.. Cheyyy..!! Like real..

AlmOst Here
Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when
I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

Hmmmm.. Haizz.. I think I'm going thru a phase in my life.. I think I'm at my lowest peak now.. Haizz.. Why am I soOo weak..?? Hmm.. Today, I donated blood. We were there at about 1630hrs. And we left at 1900hrs. Can you imagine that..? Registration tOok us some time.. I also put down my name with the Bone Marrow Donor Program. I'm like soOo proud of myself..!! WooHoo..!! Tribz, Buffay & Rachel did the same..! Buffay was like giddy after the blood donation.. Pity her.. She was having a mild fever and yet she still went on with it..! She is a strong gerl..! hehehe.. Tribz was aokay. Like me..!! hehe.. The doctor who interviewed me was shocked when he got to know I last donated blood 3 years ago..!! Yup.. No fren to go donate blood la.. So, no motivation..!! hehehe.. Boleh Gitu ehk..?? kekekeke..

Had a mock PCA test just now..!! And I was like soOo damn lost..!! God! I soOo really need to buck up..! Pull up my socks..!! C'mon, Ina..!! Wahlao..!! How to maintain your GPA like that..?? Hmmm.. Tomorrow Mrs Lam already promised to let us know our I/V Phase Test results..!! Well, only the grades that is.. I guess its better than nothing at all.. At least I know where I stand..!! And guess what..? I only have less than 2 weeks to the major Exams..!!! And with the looks of the results I'm getting for my mock tests, I dont think I am capable of doing as good as in Yr 1..!! Wahlao..! How like that..??? Darn it..! Buck up! Buck Up..!! Please. Its for your own good toO..!! *shuddup la*

Deprived of sleep lately..! Kept dozing off in the bus..!! Hmm..

Do you like mirrors..? I mean, do you really look at yourself in a mirror..? Hmm.. I dont quite like mirrors. I mean, I dont stand infront of the mirror unless I was combing my hair and that would be 3 mins max..!! Yeah, something like that.. I donno why, everytime I look myself in the mirror, I see 'someone evil' staring back at me. Seriously! A cold, evil pair of eyes staring back me. Its soOo eerie. It gives me the chills..!! Haizzz..

Another one..!!

When You Believe
Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frailIt's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small, but still, resilient voice
Says help is very near

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

Okay, you may have noticed that the songs here are all back dated.. Okay, fine. I admit to that.. Lets dont look at the age, lets just read the lyrics and take it as it is. Its very meaningful, right..?? Hmmm.. My heart feels warm and heavy everytime I listen to these kindda songs..!! Will certainly post more song lyrics in here..!! Hmmm..!!

This Saturday's NDP training will be at the Stadium..!! Yayyy..! Cant wait for that..!! After that, we're gonna study..!! Yesh arr..! This time round, REALLY study, okay...!! I must! I will..! We will..! As usual, with who else..? Tribz & Buffayz!! Weeeeeee..!!

Blog again some other day..~ Tired and sleepy!

Laterz!

Something New!

2006-06-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Okay, today, I'm gonna try something different..!! Ermmm..

I'm gonna let you guess what it is.. . . .

Hari ni, is like any other day.. Except that ermmm.. I think, I did something wrong with Tribz. Tadi time lunch she was suppose to meet Mdm Liaw for something. She told us to wait for her in the Cafe..So, okay la.. Me, Hamizah, Mala, Rachel turun dulu ke Cafe 1. Macam biasa, it was packed! Full house.. Maklumlah, lunch time pe kan..? Mula2 Buffay and Jane ada sama.. Then aleh2 dorg ilang.. Tak tau plak, dorang went some where with Hidayah.. Then, Tribz pon datang arr.. Kalau tak salah, dia tanya apa ntah then someone said the Cafe is full. Difficult to get seats or something like that. I dont know kalau it was me who said that to her. And, kalau ye pon itu saya yg cakap, tak perasan plak saya terpekik kat dia. Then Tribz pon ilangkan diri. Me, Hamizah ikot dia dari belakang. Dia menonong jer jalan ke Cafe 2.. Time makan pon dia senyap ajer.. Then I asked Buffay. Buffay pon ceritakan. Hmm.. Entah la eh.. Aku ke yang pekik kat dia..?? Kalau aku pon, I just wanna say sorry. Tak sengaja pun. Entah la.. Macam ada GUILTY CONSCIENCE gitu.. Sorry Tribz!! *slaps self*

Aku ni pun maseh rasa serba salah sakkk..!! Haizzz.. Sorry Tribzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...!!!!

Okay, so, da dapat teka blom..? hehehe.. Blog dalam bahasa melayu arr..! Tak pernah2 kan..? Da rasa macam lain plak.. hahahah..

Buffay semua da ada plan nak ikot rombongan Bob & Abu ke KL seyy.. Aku rasa macam tak di-invited plak.. Rasa macam xtra. TerLebih. Macam tak diperlukan lagi. Macam pepatah melayu, Habis Manis, Sepah Dibuang..! Haizz.. Takpe la.. I'm okay.. I know with or without me, They'll be just fine.. hehehe.. Haizz..

Tadi aku dapat surat kedua dari National Youth Council. I'm shortlisted. Yeah. I'm suppose to be over the top. But my heart just sank. Deeper and deeper. Tak tau kenapa. Haiz. Tolong arr..! Apa kena ngan aku ni huh..?? Nak nangis tapi tak tau mcm mana.. Nak lari tapi tak tau ke mana.. Da macam anak ilang arah tujuan gitu.. Hmm.. Mana Firah? Mana Yati? Mana Mar? Semua senyapkan diri. Semua ilang. Sibuk dgn kerjaya masing2. Aku ni aje.. Still holding on to them. Clinging on to them. I just have to move on. Haizzz.. Sedih sak idup aku ni..!! Takde org tau. Kat luar Happy nak mampoz. Dalam hati, nangis sekuat2 nyer..!!

Tadi time balek pon sorang..! Mala entah ilang kemana. Malas nak cari dia. Asek aku je nak kena cari dia. Nak jadi independent arr.. Tapi tak bleh.. Tak bleh idup tanpa kawan. Tak bleh idup tanpa teman. Alah, senang cakap, aku tak bleh idup bersendirian..!! Tapi, da nak masok 22 tahun aku bersendirian.. I should get use to it by now.. Haiz.. Sejak kebelakangan ni, aku ni emotional sangat arr.. Kenapa arr..??? Tadi bus 969 bus panjang. Aku pon duduk arr.. Then, takde org duduk kat sebelah aku..! Sedih sakk..! Tengok arr.. Pasal takde org duduk sebelah aku dalam bus pon aku nak cerita. Tapi, entah la.. Kenapa takde org nak duduk sebelah aku arr..?? Aku ni, gemuk sangat ke? Sampai aku occupy the next seat? Aku ni, buruk sangat ke? Aku ni ada disease eh? Aku ni, makhluk asing ke? Aku ada 2 idung eh? Muka aku ni buruk eh? Aku ni tak layak duduk dgn org ke? Siak arr..! Haizz.. Depressing sakk..! Sedih siol..!! Mentek arr aku ni..!! AaaArrRgggGhhhHhh..!!!!!! *somebody help! Somebody help*

Semalam aku jumpa Xaq kat Eunos. Da lama betul tak jumpa dia. We had a good time. Aku sempat bikin Homework Bioscience while waiting for him. Okay la. Kita bergurau senda sampai pukul 2230hrs. Dia antar aku ke bus stop. Naik one straight bus 854. Sampai umah pukul 2330hrs. Lama sakk..!! Dalam bus tertdo buruk seyy..! Nasib takde org yg aku kenal naik..!! hahaha.. Bila entah dapat jumpa dia lagi.. Aku bilang dia, bulan depan ru jumpa lagi.. hehe. Maklumlah, kita semua busy. Dia kerja masok pkl 4 sampai sebelas malam. Kalau buat closing, sampai la pkl 12malam. Macam mana nak jumpa mcm tu..? Timing clash arr.. Semalam dapat jumpa pon pasal dia tak gi kerja. Malas. Pemalas. hehehe.. Haizz.. Yang itu hari, pegi umah dia, duduk tgk cerita Whose Line Is It Anyway. Ketawa mcm pontianak..!! kekek! Fun aarr..! Bila entah bleh buat gitu lagi..? Hmm.. Tengok arr mcm mana.. Kita kawan aje tau. Bukan lain2 yang anda semua pikirkan eh..! hehehe..

Nari, Fizah, my secondary school fren tunang. Erna msg tadi tanya aku pergi tak..? Kita bleh pegi sesama. Aku tolak pelawaan dia. Bukan nyer apa. Tadi sampai umah pkl 6ptg. Fizah tunang lepas maghrib. Rushing arr. Lagi pon, aku skarang ni tgh Exam week. Besok Geron test pon belum belajar lagi..! Seriously. Yr 2 aku flunk gila babi!!! Cakap pasal Test, Bioscience results are in..!! Aku cuma dapat 46.5/50 aje. *Alhamdullilah* Yang lain semua dapat pon bleh tahan..!! Congratz to them too..!!

Aku rasa aku nak give up arr..! Da taknak ada crush2 ni semua.. Aku tau diri aku ni siapa. Tak layak ada crush pon. LAin la kalau org macam NuruL merah. Dia tu lawa, kurus, pandai, siapa tanak..?? Aku ni..? Da La GEMOK, tak lawa, cakap selalu kuat2. Dalam bus, org yang pakai head phone pon boleh dgr suara aku yang lantang ni..!!!! Cakap je nak ubah perangai.. Tapi..? Bila? Takde difference pon..!! Aku tetap aku..! Org mcm Jane ke, dia pon sweet. Mesti ramai peminat.. Buffay? Hmm.. Kiut.. Tapi dia da ada Azry.. I'm happy for them!! Tribz? Dia da ada da.. *ahem ahem* hehehehe.. Mizah? Da tunang..! Happy for her too..! Hidayah lagi..!! Macam mat saleh! Features semUA.. Ada freckles..! Azah? Kiut jugak! Petite. Nice and jovial..! I like her.. Selalu buat hal sendiri jerr..! Mala..? Tak yah cakap..!! Mana2 pon org suka dia..! Skarang ni dgn BUS DARLING dia.. Tak habis2..!! Besok aku jumpa dia gi skolah..! Kat woodlands bus 168 @ 0625hrs.. Da nak kena kuar umah siang sikit..!! Takpe la.. Aku nak tengok brape hensom nyer bus darling yang dia selalu agung-agungkan tu...!! Da tinggal aku sorang lagi... Haizzzzzz..!! Sedih kan..??! Hmm.. Apa boleh buat..?? Ada crush dgn org tu, tapi tak berani bukak mulut...!! Bodoh nyer pompan..!! Pengecut! Badan jer besar! Hati kecik..!!! Dgn si Yanto tu plak.. Tak yah la cakap.. Impossible.. Dia tu setakat 'crush @ 1st sight' jerrrrrr..!! Ni dgn seorang tu, dari first day of school sampai skarang.. Haizzz.. Sudah la Ina, lupakan saje la..!!! Sedar diri kau tu..!! Aku maseh ingat lagi.. Dulu kat Ite Balestier pon macam ni jugak.. Aku ada crush dgn Ib. Tak berani bukak mulut..!! 2 tahun aku kenal dia, tak pernah bukak mulut! Padahal sama kelas lagi..!! Siak arr..!! Buat apa sakk aku idup kat dunia ni..?? Semua nyer takut!! Mati baik..!!

Tapi, pikir arr..! Aku kalau bilang pon, apa dorang bleh buat..?? Cuber korang pikirkan, lelaki would accept me ke..? Tak pandang ada arr..!! Then lagi imagine kau tu lelaki, kau nak ke aku ni..? Takde rupa.. Maklumlah, lelaki sekarang semua nak kan rupa..! And sanggup ke dorang memperisterikan pompan yang lebih tua dari mereka sendiri..?? Macam aku ni lagi, tak tau apa2 pasal agama..! *tapi sembahyang tu, tau laaa.. aku tak la teruk sangat!* Alah sudah laaa..! Tak bleh percaya dgn kata2 lelaki sekarang ni. Baik yang MUDA atau pun tua..!!! Sama ajerrrrrrrr..!! Alah, semua ni crap arr..! Ermm.. boleh dikatakan, Love to me, dont exist anymore..!! Aku ni umur da berapa sakk..!! Tak kan masih nak angan2 dgn lelaki umur adik aku sakk..! Lupakan pon cantik laaaaa..!! Da nak masok 2 tahun pon. It will NOT lead anywhere..!! Haizzzzzz.. Buat apa sak aku idup..!!!!!!!!! Haizz..! Sedih sakk idup aku nie..!! *sObx sObx* :'(

Da la, aku pon da bebel panjang ni.. Sambung lagi bila2 masa..

Selamatz!

Cleaning Power!

2006-06-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Well.. Lemme see now..! Ermmm.. Okay, the sole purpose of me being here today so late despite of me having class early tomorrow morning is because why..? I wanna post some pix I toOk today during catering..!! Weeeeeeee..~

Many people might not know what I'm working as during the weekends..? Well, the answers are all here..!! You will get all your FAQs here, now, today.. LoOk..!!

*DirTy DisHes*

Yup, I'm a dishwasher for wedding and other functions as well.. *Not including Funerals* We dont do Funerals yet..! Just Look at the amount of dirty dishes we had to do today..! They always come in piles..!!

My bro helping me out with the fork and spoons..!! Today was different. We had to work double. The plates they used for today's wedding are all porcelain types.. Not only they are heavy, they are also BREAKABLE. In total, we broke 2 spoons, 1 plate and 2 dessert plates..!! Whoa.. Not by me though..! hehehe..

Hmmmm.. More dirty dishes just waiting to be scrubbed..!! Thank god it wasnt me..! Wakakaka..

Our Cleaning Specialists for today...!! Clockwise from Left: My bro; Hakim, my sis; Ani, Brothers; Lon and Lan..! Wakakaka.. Very hardworking seyy..! Although they talk non-stop, their hands are also moving..!! Talk about Multi-Tasking!! hehe

LoOk at my silly brother..!! Posing with the cleaned and dried plates and utensils..!! Way to go bro..!! What would I do without you..?! hehe..

Still wondering what I'm incharged with today..?? Hmmmm.. Make a guess laaaaaaaa..!!

There you go..!!! FORK & SPOONZ!! Haizz..! Its hard work, really!! These are all washed, cleaned and dried by yours truly; ME..!!! wakakaka..

This is like, MORE fork & spoonz!! The ones in the tray just came out form the sink..!! My hand hurt, okay..!! wakakaka..

After all have been done, check out our 'cleaning area'..!!

We cleaned up the area..! Is it clean or what..?? No particles nor sediments in sight..!!

Nicely stacked!! Like, I am soOo proud of my team for the day..!!

*SiLLy PiCs*

My beloved mum with the Gang..! Like what's up with my bro..?? And Ani is holding a rock, if I'm not mistaken in her hand..!! Huh..?? What?!

Okay.. Like they are the Camera Hoggers for the day..!!! This pic is taken with Kak Suzanna, the function coordinator of Maria Le Caterer..

There's only ONE word which can describe the guy in black..! "Cray-Zee" wakakakak...!! Seriously, he's a nut! Loves to joke around with us and believe it or not, he's the Incharge of the Banquet Services they offer..!!! They are like, top notch to say the least..! Compared to others I've worked with, no team can be compared to them. I repeat, NO team...!!

Okay.. Now lets see what we missed..!! Managed to take a couple of shots of the Function Hall before the event started.. And It looked like this..

Nice right the dais..?!?!?!? Today's theme is Deep Red..There's a mini water fountain on each side of the dais.. Take a peek at the close up..!!

Reminds me of peace and tranquility..!! Nice effects..! But then again, when the DJs play the music, nothing can be heard..! wakakakaka..

The table where guests can take their plates from..! Hmmm.. Simple and nice..!! Love the colour..!!

I dont quite like this table here.. Its tOo reddish..! They should incorporate the wave pattern, following the dais.. It would look much more nicer lorr..!! But then again, if this is what the bride & groom wants then its theirs...!! hehe..

Hmmm.. okay then, that is all for the pics today..!! Hope you enjoyed it.. hahaha.. Well, gotta go bathe now.. Tomorrow, I'm schooling.. Gotta look fresh..! I cant wait for school tomorrow..!! Can go meet the gang and talk crap again..!! Yippeeeeeee..~ wakakakaka..

Laterz!!

2006-06-03T00:10:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Well, as promised, those were some of the photos we took @ Hamizah's place..! ahakz! Really had a good time. One group would do their project in her room while the other group would do it in the living room. To cut the story short, we conquered her house..!! hahaha.. Salihin, with his specialty, S.L.E.E.P..! Even in his sleep, he carved a smile. Cant help but get a snapshot of him..!! wakakaka..! Ermm.. I know I have a boring blog layout, so.. just bear with me la.. I'm not a computer genius okay..! hehe.. Hope you enjoyed the photos..

Hmmm.. Today, I can say, was definately not a good day. Although its a Friday.. Haizz.. For one thing, I heard something 'not nice' from a close pal of mine about someone. I was soOo crushed that I just had to delete his phone number from my mobile phone contacts..!! Hmm.. That is just me.. I acted on impulse. But its just me. I just had to do something to make me feel better and during that time, deleting his number seemed the right thing to do.. Haizz..! If you asked me, I dont regret it. Hmm.. Then again, haizzz.. I'm just soOo disappointed lorr..! Did I do the wrong thing..? I got reprimanded from my close pals for doing that, okay..!? Hmm.. I know they care alot for me, but, I dono laaa.. I'm silly! Foolish! How could anyone ever imagine this thing has to happen..? Haizz..! Damn. I feel soOo stupid now..! And, as things happen, it leads to another.. I blurted out.. "I cant wait for attachment to start. I cant wait to go for the Ship thing. I cant wait to mingle more with Khairul." Tribz took it soOo hard that she stopped talking to me there and then.. When Jane told me the story, my stomach felt like it was squeezed from inside by a really powerful force..! Haizz.. During the wait for my meeting to start, we ate in Cafe 1. That was when I openned up and told them that I deleted his number. They started to ask me a series of questions that I found difficult to answer. I told them the truth. I simply couldnt take it anymore. I had to speak out. I felt depressed. My mood changed. Haizz..!

Thanx you guys. I really appreciate it, what you did for me and all.. I donno what I would have done without you guys by my side..!! To Tribz, as I've said it before, you're my inspiration. If there's anything that kept me going, It's you..!! Honestly. Buffay and Jane, you're like my younger sisters..! I love you both..! Kak Hamizah, no need to say.. Love her to bits, man..!!

Nots well it ends well. While waiting, we saw Yanto. With a gerl walking close behind him. He went to get bread or something. Then, he walked pass our table, turn to lock eyes with me and guess what..??? He W.I.N.K.E.D at me..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What..?? And the best part was, Tribz saw it too..!!! Whoa..!! I knew I said that I was sooOo over him but when he did that just now, he set my heart afLutter..!!! Hmmm.. Old sparks coming back..? Wakakaka.. Nah.. Lets just put it as it is. But, if he were to wink at me again, why not..? Bring it on! Chey..!! I was soOo darn shocked that I turned to look at Tribz a few times. She was as shocked as I am. She kept asking me, did he just winked at you..?? Whoa!! hahaha. Well, at least not eveything that happened today dampened my spiritz...! Thank god. If I received another blow, I would just jump down from the Esplanade..! Ataupun lebih rela masok Batu Belah, Batu Bertangkup..!!

Hmmm.. Went to visit my grandma in the hospital just now. She was scheduled to be in the operating theatre at 2000hrs. But it was 2230hrs that they finally wheeled her in.. Everyone was there..! And It seemed that before I got there, there was a little commotion between my relatives. Haizz..! Problems are never ending I tell you. Every where I go, There bound be family disputes.. I just hate it..!! Haizz..

Better stop here. Catering during the weekends..!

Laterz!

P/s: To Tribz, Buffay, Jane, Mizah, Mala, Azah & Dayah.. Que Sera sera.. What ever happens, I hope we will still be the best of pals..!! Our frenship means alot to me..!! *sobx sObx* Lurve you guys loads!! (",) **huGz**

Low Life

2006-06-01T07:34:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Okay, so you've heard me saying this before, but just for the record... I'm very b.u.s.y. Yup, yup..!!! Haizz.. Life and school just don't match, if you know what I mean..! I go to school everyday just so that I can meet up with my crayzee bunch and talk crap with them.. Make fun of people and just be ourselves..! But then lessons and boring lectures had to come and they just end sooOo damn late. Everytime I get home it will be like, gosh, I'm like soOo freakin' tired.. Just dont have the energy to switch on my pc, go to my parents room and switch on the modem and sit and wait for my pc to load.. Haizz.. Its hard work you know..!! wakakaka..! I hate being me..!! And ermm.. Yahh.. I hate being me..!!

Alot of stuffs happened..!! The last two weeks was total torture..! Now I know why they said Yr 2 is different form Yr 1..!! Haizz..!! I had my I/V Phase test..!! And I think I did okay.. There's still room for improvement, if you know what I mean..! wakakaka.. Well, our teacher said nobody failed so far..! There's still one more batch left.. Their Phase test will be on this Friday..! Wishing them the very best..!! *ahem ahem*

Ermmmm.. Lets see..~ Oh yaaa.. Didnt go to NDP rehearsal last Saturday.. Was beat! We went to Hamizah's house to finish up our project..!! Speaking of which, I am SO proud of my group..!! Our end product was like THE NICEST ONE AROUND..!! Seriously.. This is not bragging, okay..!! If you saw it, you'll know what I mean, if you know what I mean..!! wakakaka.. I have the cover page, will post it here..!! Then you decide for yourself okay..!! Farking Nice..!! I LOVED IT..! Kudos to Buffayz & Greenz for their effort..! And not forgetting to Jac TANZ for the info she gathered...! It really helped..!! wakakaka..!

This time round, our theme for the project was 'Magazine'..! Isn't it awesome..!!!???!?!?! We did a topic on Healthy Aging..! And just take a look at the price tag of this mag.. It actually cost S$320K..! Its actually the price of our education in UK..!! Any takers..?? We included newspaper articles, facts and fun pages.. Just like a real magazine's content should have..!! And the fun pages were really cute..!! Its about jokes about elderlies..! Ermm.. If I post it here, the wordings will be tOo small for your naked eyes to see..! wakaka.. So I guess, lets just skip it..!!

Ermm.. where was I ..? Oh! We went to Mizah's place and her mum was like super nice..!! She had titbits for us.. I mean it. Every 10mins, there will be new food items for us.. There was Keropok, Belinjau, Kuih Apam, jempot2 and Mizah even cooked us Spaghetti..! WoOo..! Ermm.. we toOk pictures at her place tOo..! Will upload them here for you to see..!! wakakaka..

Be back later with the photogs..!!

WalkathOn Pix..!

2006-05-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum..

First and foremost, I would like to inform you that, I am really really really, I mean, REALLY tired..!! ahaha.. I just came back from work and I'm beat..! Seriously. Woke up at 0900hrs this morning. And by 1000hrs, I was out of my house heading towards Bedok Reservoir..!! Haiz.. And Guess what..? I have not touched my books for like the whole week now..! Havent even start revising for my test this coming Friday..! Gosh! I am soOo gonna fLunk my exams..!!! Shit!

We will leave it at that.. I'm here for one sole purpose..! To post pictures of my Walkathon at school.. To tell you the truth, It was really a LAME thing..! We walked around the school compound.. Like 2 km..? And.. May I ask what is the purpose for doing that? What's the rationale..?? Huh..? Like Hello..? I have better things to do, okay..!! hmm..

Anyways, no point in grumbling.. I did turn up for the event and its all over now.. To those who didnt, Thank god..!! Its pure waste of time lorr..! You didnt miss anything..!! Okay, here are the pix..! Enjoyz..!

Arsehole Laydees Alert..!! Weeee..~ Its kindda weird calling ourselves Arseholes..! Ermm.. Can we like change it..? To ermmm.. 'Saints' instead..? Nurses are suppose to be saints okay..! hahaha.. 1st pic: Those who were present..! Only like 21 turned up..?? I think so.. 2nd pic: 'Baby Aishwarya Rai' & The real Baby..! hahaha.. Maotz! 3rd pic: Us again.. Like duh! They like to hOg the Camera, okay..! And 4th pic: Do you need any more introductions..?? Guess not!

Weeee..~ My ward mates..!! Just simply love working with them..!! Mieza, IPON, Joy and Kak ShariL..!! They rock the ward, man.. Trust me..!!!! kekekeke..

Hahahaha.. Look at that bored faces..! We were like suppose to do warm up for the walk and look at their faces..??!?!?! Wakakaka.. Look at 'thats means'.. Really not interested look..!! Like.. What are you doing there in the 1st place..?? Ermm.. he chinese fellas from my class..! Yup.. That was all..! And Look at Buffay..? Im sure she's not gay..! And Jane, nice pose..!!! Love the enthusiasm..! Should join a Drama Group and put that talent to good use, I'd say..! hahahaha...

Who else..?? Ermmm.. Seri..!! She's like soOo cute..! Changed her hair-style..! And it really suit her..!! Way to go..!! No need to say about Kak ShariL.. He just loves to pose.. And I mean, really LOVE..!! Bimbo..! kekekekeke

Okay, that is it..! Ermm.. Gonna post more photogs of the place of my work tomorrow or whenever..! The place was totally glam..! Took a couple of nice pix just now..!! Oh what the heck.. I'll post it now..!! Its soOo nice..!! Take a look..!!

The Dais

The Dessert Counter

Sitting Arrangements

Something xTra

Devastated!

2006-05-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Haizz.. I donno where to begin.. I'm devastated. Heart Broken. In despair. Helpless. Lost all hOpe. Haizz.. There's particularly 2 reasons as to why..

1. Last Wednesday, I was soOo loOking forward for my S&W lesson.. I wasnt like this before. So, I got to the stadium as usual. Changed into my p.e attire and sat at the stadium waiting for my new teacher. There was no sign of him. Time was already 0810hrs. Still not there. Haizz.. Then I saw Azlan came out of the staff rooM.. Then I got to know that my new teacher wasnt going to take us for sports and wellness that day.. U couldnt imagine how disappointed I was.. Hmm.. Okay, and thats that.

2. My favourite singer on American Idol was voted off yesterday..! Elliot Yamin. He is like the cutest and had the best voice of all the other 2 singers....!! Haizz.. What? You dont know who Elliot Yamin is..? Haizz..! Here, I have a photo of him. Take a Look and digest it carefully..!!

Isnt he the cutest..? He is, okay..!! Look at that grin..! Aarrghh..! Why cant he stay..? Why does he get to be voted off..?? Why cant that TayLor 'old-hag' Hicks get the boot out of AI..?? Elliot has the best vocals okay..! He lost by a mere margin..! He onLy got 33.06% of the votes..! I tell you, if I was living I America then, I would have gone all out to vote for him, okay..!! Haizz..!! My Elliot 'yummylicious' Yamin..!!! Haizz.. If he were to cut an album, I would definately get it..! My support is yours Elliot..!! You go, Baby..!!

Had the best time today. Went out for lunch with Buffay (& hubby), Tribbiani, Hamizah and Mala..!! We ate at Banquet Raffles Place. As usual, I bought the Fried Fish Homemade Noodles..! It was super nice..! Esp when you eat it with the cili padi..!! Wow! Kick! haha.. After that, we went to Suntec City.. Headed straight for La SENZA.. Bought undies..!! Nice! Gonna buy more when I get my pay..!! hahaha.. Then we headed for the cinema..! We watched Over The Hedge..!! It was funny. Really worth my $$ spent..!! Cool..! Ermm.. Took some photos..! Okay wait up. Gonna post some here..!!

Yeah.. Aint this nice..? At the Esplanade and the gurls showing off their paper bags full of u.n.d.i.e.s. WooHoo.. Nice one gerls..!

Heyy..! More pics at the 'Durian'. Though you cannot see much of it. But believe me, we were there..! haha.. Ermm.. No points for guessing who is who in that 'butt' picture..!! hahaha..

Yeah.. I like this one..! The scenery is nice..!! I loike..!! I loike it aLot..! haha.. Ermm.. You guys are the bestest pals anyone could ask for..!! Tribz, Buffay, Mala & Mizah..!! Lurve you gaLs..!!

Today actually made up for the sadness yesterday had caused me..!! haha.. And ya, guess what..? Met an old classmate while we were shopping for undies just now..!! She saw me first. We hug and embraced each other..! It has been a long time..! She had a bad sore throat and so she couldnt speak much. We xchanged phone numbers and are planning to go out sometimes.. Before we left, we hugged again..! Gosh! I miss her..!!

Okay okay.. Tomorrow there'll be a Walkathon in school.. Haizz.. What pure waste of time..!! hahaha. But nonetheless, ermmm.. can see 'him'.. hahaha.. I'm sure you know who I'm talking about, right..?? hahahahaha.. Yeah, its between us only, kayz..!! hahaha.. Okay, gotta stop it now.. Just now, Mala almost got to know the secret. No thanx to Hamizah..!! Lucky Sue was quick to come up with a story to twist the already 'twisted' story..!! hahaha.. *phew*

Okay, I'm done.

Eh, not yet.. Forgot to tell you.. I woke up early today. At about 0715hrs. Like that was really early. Went to the polycLinic for a check-up on my lump. The doctor refered me to TTSH. My appointment at TTSH will be on Thursday, 25th May 2006. Damn. And I have Bio Test just the next day.. I have to go for a biopsy.. Haiz. Life..!! Pray for me its not malignant..!!!!!

Okay, now, I'm doneded..!!

Laterz!

The cat IS out of the BaG!

2006-05-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

Peace be Upon You.

Hmm.. Alot of things happen in schoOl today..! Not that I'm complaining but.. How I wish there wiLL be more days like this..!! hahaha.. Where should I begin..??

Okay.. Lets begin from the time we were deciding where to go for lunch.. A gerlfren of mine insisted we go to Cafe 1.. But the rest of us wanted to go to Cafe 2 where its less crowded.. Some more it was like lunch time and Cafe 1? Dont expect to have any empty seats..!! And yet, she really insisted to go to Cafe 1.. Haizz.. How stubborn can someone be..? Why not just foLLow the crowd and give in once in a while..?? Haizz.. Sometimes, I simply dont understand her.. Oh ya.. Before that we were even squabbling during our PCA Practical lesson..!! And It draged on till Bioscience lesson.. Haizz..! But then again, sometimes I pity her tOo. She can be a good fren tOo.. That is what I feel.. I dont know about the rest..

Okay that is that. Ate Bee hoOn soTo at Cafe 2 with the rest of the gang.. Ermm.. Azah, Hidayah were there too. Usually they are the ones to accompany my gerlfren to eat at Cafe 1. But since Bob and Abu were there too, and so is Rachel, they decided to sit with us on one table and have their lunch.. Its like killing 2 birds with one stone.. So, then our poor fren had to eat alone in Cafe 1.. Pity right..? Haizz.. But I think she went to eat with Merah's group..! Since she is quite close to one of the gerls nowadays..! I just hope that we didnt o.f.f.e.n.d her in any way.. And Yeah, so yesterday, Buffay and Trib and Hamizah suggested to stay back after school today to do some revision.. I heard them suggesting it yesterday, didnt really thot that it was confirmed.. And our dear gerlfren again said that she wasnt informed.. And when I asked her during our lecture, she just flatly declined.. I think she is disgusted with us.. Or atleast, with me..?? Haizz.. Ermm.. What ever it is, we are still frenz...!! I hope *cross fingers*

This Friday is a Holiday..! Its official..! WooOohOoo..!! But sad to say, Saturday, we had to come back to schooL for a stupid Marathon..! Yup.. Like am I suppose to run..? Hello..? You're asking Bingz to run..? I wont run until the cows came home or the cats grow horns..!! So yeah, My saturday is burnt..! Event will be starting at 0800hrs.. But then Buffay, Tribz and myself will be having our NDP Motivators' Rehearsal at 1000hrs.. So that means, we can go half way..!! Weee..~ I just love the NDP Motivators' Rehearsal..!! Last week, we learnt Balloon sculpting..! Tribz was soOo afraid of the balloon bursting that she held it like very far away from her.. If she could detach her arms, she would have done it..!! hahaha.. This week, I think, we will continue on the balloon sculpting lesson..! We made poodles, swords, flowers, parrot in a cage and loads more will be taught this week..! I wouldnt want to miss it..!! WooOoHHhOoo..! With a group like CheeriOz, you can just drOp dead laughing..!!! Buffay and Tribz keep saying that our leader is cute..!! hahahaha.. Like.. hello..??!?!? Na uhhh..!!

Where was I again..? Oh yeah, we went to eat.. Mizah brought tuna and Buffay brought one loaf of bread. Tribz brought titbits and cherry tomatoes..!! It was like a mini picnic in Cafe 2 after 5 just now..!! hahaha.. Loved it..! Thanx you guys..!! And I as usual, just ate and ate and ate and ate..!! hahaha.. Until I went to poop in Cafe 1's toilet..!! Hmm.. Thats a different story altogether..!

As predicted, we only studied for like 30mins max and the rest of the time, we were munching and talking crap...! About fantasies, what-ifs, crushes, swimming, jogging and of course who can forget UK..?!?!? hahaha.. And, I donno what came over me just now that I actually told them who my crush is..! Haizz..! Okay, it ends there, okay..!! So, now they know..! And they keep teasing me about it..! Not that it felt bad, ermmm.. It just tickles my funny bones..! hehehe.. We were there until 2010hrs..

Then an incident happened.. There was this gerl who was like limping.. She fell during S&W and her left leg couldnt be straighten out. She cant even stand up on her own.. She went to the toilet with assistance and when she's done, she was like sitting on the toilet floor. She couldnt get up..!! Hmm.. Tribz grab some ice. Mizah sacrificed her towel. We put the ice on the towel and wrapped it up at the gerl's calf region.. We told her to bear with the cold for atleast 30mins and after that to remove and do her proper cool down routine.. Haizz.. I hope she gets better..!

Got home at 2130hrs just now. Finished up my Bioscience homework and *poOf* here I am..!! Okay, I think Im done for today..!

Tired and sleePy!

Laterz!

P/s: S&W tomorrow..!!!! Gosh! Oh ya, speaking of S&W, I just heard the hottest, sizzlest news just now..! But this had to wait..! Gonna hit the sack now..! Chiao~

Argh!

2006-05-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

Peace be Upon You!

Haizz..!! Damn. I hate Projects..!! I really hate it..! Some more when you're suppose to do it in small groups..! Come on la..!! Whats wrong with having 6 or 7 people in a group..?? Its less burden okay..!! haizzzzzzz..! Damn schoOl..! Damn everything and everyone in it..!! ((except the Arsehole Laydees & Mr *ehem ehem*)) Damn the management toO..!! Haizzzzzz..!! Damn! AaarghhhhhHhh..!!! Damn You! Damn Me..!!

I feel like shouting at the top of my lungs now..! I soOo wanna jump down from the 30th floor of a hotel or some place..! I soOo wanna be dead now..! If I have a samurai sword now, I wouldnt hesitate to use it.. . .. On Myself..!! Damn..! I wanna squeeze my brains out of its juices..! Like practically sawing my head open, using the pen-knife to cut open my skull, take out my brains and just squeezing it dry..!! Or maybe, use the sledge hammer and knock my head out of its place..!! Get run over by a 40tonne truck whereby the only way to know its me is to do a DNA sample..!! Haizzzzzzzz..!! Screw yOu!!

Surfed the net hoping to find anything about healthy aging..! But, nah..! Nada zip..!! Nothing!! Damn the net!! Haizz..! How to finish project like that..?? Its like due in 2 weeks time..??!!?!?!?! This is crap! I am crap..!! Sick of crap! Sick of myself..! Maybe its not a good day to bLog!!

CraP oFF!

Peaches & Cream~

2006-05-12T09:54:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Hhaahaha.. Amaciamzz..? Ada baik tak..? hehehe.. Okay, Ermmm.. Where should I start..? Lets seeeeeEeee..~

I am officially a Year 2 Student now..! haha.. Yayyy..!! It is certainly not as ez as it looks, okay..? The time now is really short.. It has been 2 weeks in school already and in two weeks to come, I'll be having my first Bioscience Test! And, no revision is done yet..! Planning to go study with Buffay and Tribbiani after our NDP training tomorrow..! The venue is still tentative.. Hope everything falls into place..! I dont want to end up sight-seeing or talking crap tomorrow.. But with Buffay and Tribbiani as company, I already have doubts..!! hahahaha...

Like all the teachers have said, Year 2 is really not ez..!! And its not! Seriously! I am feeling the pressure now.. Can you imagine? On the 5th Week (which is like 3 weeks from now) we will be having our first Phase Test..! On I/V priming and all those silly stuffs..! I dont understand why they must teach us the ancient steps which are now not needed..! Like, in the hospitals, they teach us a different thing and in school, a different thing.. Then whats the use of that? Like really no motive..! In hospitals, majority are using the slipshot kindda work.. If that was what the S/N taught us, then that is what we are suppose to follow.. If not, our credibility will be questioned..!! Like, what the hell..? Ya laaa.. I know we are just an Assistant Nurse after all..!

Okay, enough of this shit..! Ermm.. What else is there..? Hmmm..~

I was nominated for the 'Ship'.. Nothing is confirmed yet until I have been interviewed and selected..! But if I were selected, I will have to stay in school and continue with my academics for PCB.. That means, when my whole class goes off for the Clinical attachment 2.1, I will have to stay in school for another 3 months..! That means, joining another class..! After my academics done, then I'll be leaving for 6 months attachment!! Can you believe that..? 6 months of attachment in Hospital..! Already 3 months I'm complaining.. What more 6 months..?!?!? Madness I tell you..!! I'll go crazy..! Damn. Thinking back, I would rather not go for the 'Ship'..!! But its a once in a lifetime opportunity..! Seriously..! I'll be on board a ship and rounding the ASEAN countries in 50 days..!! There'll be homestays, cultural visits and all..!! Its some sort of like Student Exchange Program..! Who wouldnt want to go..?? If you were me, would you go..?? Do you mind separating from your classmates..?? Do you mind going for 6 months attachment?? Haizz..! I hate choices..!!

Hmmm.. On a different note altogether, ermmm.. I donno if I should tell you this..! I think I have a crush on someone in school again..!! hahahaha.. No points for guessing who..!! Yeah.. What about the old crush you might ask..? Hmmm.. He's still there..! hehehe.. Maotz!!

We have a new S&W teacher...! And he is like WAY better than Azlan..!! Not just in looks, but also in everything else..!! hahahaha.. His name, Yanto.. I was told by Mala (The Permanently Sick Chicken as told by Azlan) that he is the eldest in the family. Had 2 other siblings. Now on attachment as a trainee under Azlan. And the money he makes here is important for his family.. I think he's undergoing a financial turmoil.. (Who doesnt?) And they said he's like 21 years old..? Are you sure..? 21?? Hmmm..

Okay, NuruL Merah pinched me at the bus stop..! Bruised okay..! And I didnt get a 'Sorry' even..! Hmm.. So pain some more..!! I told the rest my skin is sensitive to pain, yet they dont believe me. They even gave me the disgusted-get-over-yourself Look..!! Can you believe that..? Hmmm..~ Frenz.. You cant live with them, you cant live without them..!! hahaha.. But I did pinch Merah back.. I donno if there were bruises.. But I think there wasnt..! hhehee.. Kalau ada, sorry ehk..! hehehe..

Oh yeah, after, S&W, we had our shower in the indoor sports stadium..! It was so damn difficult to get to the toilet there. Believe me, alot of obstacles..!! Finally when we got into the toilet, we straight proceeded for our baths..!! Yanwen even got into the female toilet with us.. We let him bathe first.. hahaha.. After he left, Buffay and myself went into one cubicle.. We showered and I let her feel the lump in my breast.. She said it was hard.. Damn. I should go to the doctor for a check up..! Is it malignant or what..? Haizz..! Lets just hope its not..!

Cramps and aches..! Yup, that was the present we got from our new S&W teacher..!! Thanx alot. I'm enjoying the pain..! (As told by Coach Luke) hahahaha.. We all have the same style of walking..!! Getting up the bus was a chore to me..!! Coming down the stairs was not ez at all..!! Darn it..!! But nevertheless, Enjoy the pain guys..!! It will never come again..!! Hey, and Mala as usual, been exempted from S&W...! Haizzzzz..! MALZ..!!

Hahaha.. Okay okay. Will upload more photos soon..!!

Blabbing too much now.. Will blog again some other day..!

Laterz!

Pix!

2006-05-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Mar & Yati..!! Click the link below to see the pix..!!

Firah, take a Look on what you've missed..!! hahahaha.. Too bad you couldnt come along..!! Next time then..!!

At long last, I got the hang of my digicam..! Thanx to Merah..!! hahaha.. Lurp u gerL..! Thanx fer the help, eventhough I was the one who solved the problem..! hehehe..

http://s35.photobucket.com/albums/d163/Cinderena/OuTinGz/

Enjoyz!

P/s: OnLy managed to upLoad 1/3 of the photogs. My batt went dead..! Will upload the rest when I've bought the batteries..! Thats a promise..!! hahahaha.. :P

Pics!

2006-04-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

So you have heard that the Progress Package $$ is in..! Those who are eligible were seen queing up at the ATM machines as early as late last night..!! Yup!

I bought a Digicam..!! Yayyyy..!!

Came across these pics while I was scavaging.. Sure brought back sweet memories..!!

This was taken in Trolak, Perak. Was our last night there. We had a scrumptuous BBQ dinner..! Was good. Had fun.

And This was in the Hotel itself. This was my group. My team mates. Well, Only some of them (standing behind). I miss Mr. Sugumar!!!!!!!!!! Gosh..! He's the one sitting far left.

This was all of us. From the students to the teachers to the instructors to the Hotel staffs. Was like a one BIG happy family..!!

Another one.. Cher, where you looking..? The camera is in front la.. hehe

Ish..! Siak! Mar's face loOk darn eviL..!! hahaha. Where am I..? Yeah, you can only see my leg..! I was apparently 'bullied' by them..! They knocked me down..!! Thanx guys..! Mish you all arrr..!!!!

Familiar place..? Going home time, just outside the MRT station, couldnt remember which one thoh.. Look at Mar's face.. Why the glum face ehk..? Missing someone from Perak is it..? Hhehehe.. Ooops! Me and my big mouth..!!

Each group had to perform. So, this is the rendition of Bon Jovi's hit single, "Its my Life".. Hahaha.. Macam paham ajerr..!! Singapore Idols wannabes perhaps..? Judges how?

Yeah, my days of being a Student Councillor has ended.. This was during year one. Look at how geeky I was..! My god! Look at that hair..! I simply look horrible..! hahaha.. Miss you guys loads..!! Remember we would spent most of our time in the SC room..? Gosh..!! I miss those days..!!

My Year 1 Pals..! At the esplanade during our lunch break..! God..! You proll seen me saying this before but what the heck, I miss you people..!! Hmmmm..

Okay.. Nostalgic moments..? Enough of that. I just wish that everyone in the pics above are in the pink of health. And enjoying what they do best..!! Insya'allah, kalau umur panjang, we will meet again. Singapore is a small country..!! hehehe

I wanna buy crocs..!!!

Blog again some other days la..

Laterz!

Lay-Zee TuesdaY afTernOon.

2006-04-25T18:04:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

Bismillah Hirrahman Nirrahhim. Hmmm.. I'm thankful to gOd today. I'm a happy gerl born into the world about 21 years agO ++. I was born into a very supportive, close-knit and encouraging famiLy. I am soOo bLessed right now..! Thank the gOd abOve!

Ouhh Kayyy.. I just bought a new pc. InteL pEntiUm 4 ProcessOr with 40megabite hard disk space and bLah BLah bLah.. I'm not an expert on this kindda things. I just wanT a simPLe and worKabLe pc which is easy tO use, hassLe-free, oNe which can surF the Net, scans, prints anD one which never wiLL give me proBlems..!! My dad assemBled it fer me. It's like his 'forte' to assemBLe pc. He tOok cOmputer cLasses as a waY of upgradinG himseLf.. BuT, since its brand new and stuffs, I have difficulty accessing certain websites and running certain programmes.. For once, I cant even go into radio nOw..!! Haizz.. What a waste.. *sadder* hmmm..~

Well, today, nothing much. Bought a new tee. haha. The sleeves are kindda shorT. So, you can basically see the two-toned skin coLour I have since I toOk up swiMMing with a cOupLe of cLose pals frOm schOoL.. And now, 3 months Later, I stiLL have no freakin' idea hOw tO swiM.. Thank u very much! Yeah.. No worries about that, mate..! haha

My mum have been bugging me to go jogging every evening..! My god! Sometimes, it just gets to my nerves..!! HummPhh..~ Yeah, yeah, I know I should shed a cOuple of pounds, but, aiyahhh lay-zee arrrrRrr..~

Yeah, bloG again sOme other time uh

Laterz!

Its Payday!

2006-04-23T21:05:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum allz!

Alhamdulilah. Finally, my pay has made its way to my bank account. NOt all of it though. But what the heck, its better than nothing...!!

So, yeah! Guyz. If you still have not gottenn the news, Our PaY iS iN..!! Yayyyy..!! But should I remind you again, NOT aLL of it is in..! Only worth our 9D work-load..!!

Hmmm.. My brO has this kind of allergy just now. Very big and itchy 'mosquito bites' could be seen aLL over his body..! At first, it was only his arms. It spreads to his body, groin, legs and even face within hours. So then, I brought him to see the doctor at a nearby 24hr Clinic. I really pity him. He kept scratching and scratching and scratching and it only made the situation worst than ever...! I felt so useless not being to ease the itchyness.. But, what could I do..? I'm a mere student nurse.. I had to drag him to see he doctor.. At first he disagreed. Then, after awhile, he said okay.. When the doctor saw him just now, the doctor was shocked too..! It was really terrible, I tell you.. And again, he kept scratching in front of the doctor.. The doctor gave him a jab.. And some oral medication.. And it actually costs a .b.o.m.b. hahaha. Seriously. He's actually allergic to squids.. And all kinds of other sea food.. At first, we only 'smoked' him. But that doesnt work.. He got 3 days MC. But he still have to go back to camp tonight. As he was on course. If he forfeited the course, he will be down-graded to a Storeman. He doesnt want that. hahaha. Pity him la.. But just now, when we got home, I immediately fed him the meds and put on the cream the doctor has prescribed him earlier. Alhamdulilah, the itchyness and swelling subsides.. He's alot better I can see.. I hope, he continues the regime when he's in camp.. Insya'allah, everything will be smooth sailing for him..!!

Went out just now with my family again.. We ate out.. Hmmm.. It seems that this time, the weekends seems longer than usual..! I like that! Can spent sometime with my family.. Hmm..

I think its high time for me to get a new mobile phone..! My current one is giving me .p.r.o.b.l.e.m.s. I donno whether its the battery or the phone itself. It seems that whenever I charge my phone, the battery wont last as long.. I bought a new battery already.. And its still the same.. After about 5 hrs, the battery will go flat..! Why is that so..? Is it my phone? Battery? Or is it the charger itself..? *wondering..* Darn it! Got to get my hands on the Nokia N70 phone..! Can someone sponsor me that..?? hehehehe

Hmm.. One week left of my vacation..! And guess what..? I have yet to open up my Tabbner and do some reading..!! hahahaha.. All talk and no action..! *screw me* Yeah.. Lazy arr.. The thought of openning up such a thick book to read is just toO depressing and demoralising..!! hahahaha. Someday, I just will. I'm just biding my time, thats all..!

Okay then, I guess this is IT.

Laterz!

HecTic VacatiOn!

2006-04-22T12:05:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Hey! Guess what?? You remember I said that I've finished my case study..? Hmm.. It seems that Mrs Yeo was not happy about it. On it, she wrote, "See Me!". hahaha. Yeah! Reminds me of the times I was in primary school.. So, yeah. Went to see her without delay! And she told me that my Nursing interventions were all wrong. Well, not all of it. Out of 5, I only got 2! The rest were out of points she said. Hmm.. I still cannot get it right, it seems.. Why? Should I ask this question to myself..?? Yeah, so, she explained it again to me.. And guess what..? It goes in one ear, and out the other. I'm sorry for not being a worthy student!! hahahaha

Yeah! Surprise, surprise!! My pay is still not in yet!! Went to check it last night. But the ledger balance on the ATM screen only sadden me more..!! Haizz! Pathetic I tell you..!! Even my pay for Ward 9D was not in! Well, they gotta have a very good reason for the delay..! I'll be expecting a total of $390/- from both wards. I expect it soon.. For busting my butt there for 3 months..!!! Hmmm.. How about the rest of you? Got your pay already..??

Hmm.. Yesterday was fun! Went out with my family (excluding my 2 bros). We went to the Pasar Malam @ Khatib. My mom is a nut for Vadeh! Every trip to the pasar malam and she will be trotting to the vadeh stall first. After she got what she wanted, she would say.. "Okay, come, lets go home..!" Then I would go, "Huh..? We just got here..!" And the little squabbles would stop when my dad interferes..!! hahahaha.. Funny people they are..! And, oh ya! The pasar malam here in Khatib got this very 'special' Nasi Lemak stall. Its called the 'BoOn Lay POWER Nasi Lemak'. You can see a long (and I mean very long) que at the stall every night..!! We tried it yesterday. Brought the Nasi Lemak to the beach. And, I can say thats its only 'OKAY' food. My mum can do better..!! hahahaha.. Nothing can beat mum's coOking.. Agree..??

So, we went to beach yesterday. Not to swim though. My dad have been craving to go back to his olden days. To ermmm.. what is it called.. Ermmm.. catch fish with the large net. Like the fishermen used to do it. Ya.. Thats it. Okay. He managed to catch little fishes and crabs. Hahaha. Okay la whatever. My mum throwed a fish at me and it landed on my chest. With the fish still alive and obviously gasping for air, I screamed and screamed at the top of my lungs, frantically trying to get the fish off me..!! My dad, mum and sis just laughed at me.. Thank you very much..!

It rained on our parade. Packed things up and left the place. What a letdown.. We were there for only 2 miserable hours.. Hmm...

Later, going out with my mum again to an Engagement ceremony.. Haishh.. Hmm.. Yati msged me last night. I replied to her msg. Waited for her reply and it never came.. Haizz. Yeah, I know.. She's been wanting to go out with me and Firah.. But, I just cannot for the time being la.. Financial's a bit tight! No thanx to my stupid pay..!!! Dammit!

Hmm.. Okay I guess. Till here.

Laterz!

Die MF DiE!!

2006-04-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Ignore the title. It just came to me. hahaha

Hmmm.. Lemme see.. Today was really fun! Well, it would be more fun if the others turned up..!! Thanx to those who actually keep to their words by turning up. People like, Hamizah, Mrs Avril Yeo, Kak Tuminah, Seri Amalia, Noraini, Azah, Maria, Bett and myself...!! Yup, it was like a 'Gerls day Out' kindda thing.. Bett was as usual, woke up late..! I had to call her like soOo many times (she put her mobile on silent mode). It was finally at 1040hrs she msged me back!! haizz.. Bett, bett, when are you gonna change your ways, gerl..? hahahaha..

We arrived at Sakura International (Down Town East) at about 1210hrs. Went in. Mrs Yeo was so sweet. She paid half of our price. Per person was actually $$20/- nett. But we only paid like $10/- each! WooOoohoOo.. (Saper yg tak datang tu RUGI la kan.. You know who you are..)

I tried the raw OYSTER! And I can safely say that it shuckz! I hated it. The taste, the smell.. I wonder how the ang mohs can take it with just a squeeze of lemon.. I bite the whole thing and there's all these juice that squirted in my mouth.. It was terrible. I was traumatised. Really! Eeeew. That moment on, I vowed not to take any more oysters. hahahah

I went back to college yesterday. Did a really big poster for AHS. Bukh designed it. Ermm.. I seriously think that I can come up with a better one, thou.. No offence Bukh! **Wicked grin** hehe. We stayed until it rained heavily. Indera was as usual late! Had to wait for her in the cafeteria for like 20mins. I hate waiting!! Time for me is precious, okay..!

Ermmm.. Khairil Md.Yusoff came to the college with two of the vendors from ITE Balestier.. (I was formerly from there for those who still didnt know). He acknowledged me. I just smiled. At least he's not arrogant or what. At least he remembers his roots. hahaha. Okay, what am I babbling. Ermm.. I think he looked tougher than the days in Balestier. He looked sickly then. hahaha. Anyways, he looks great! Was abit star-strucked to even congratulate him.. That was the end of my 2-minute encounter with a star..

I have yet to upload my neoprints.. hmm.. Lazy la.. I dont have a scanner in my room. Its all in my parents room.. Hmmm..

I'm not allowed to go out of the house tomorrow.. Or the day after.. Or the next or the next.. Haizz.. Lets just say, I'm grounded. And, it was I who grounded myself.. Hahaha. Its the holidays man..! Should rest at home.. Maybe I'll open up my Tabbner to brush up on my theory.. **Dreaming** hahahaha.. But I must go out with my pals..! It has been a long time! Oh ya! Speaking of which.. I've watched Take The Lead. Movie starring Antonio Banderas. Its soOo kewl..! Can I take up ball-room dancing tOo..?? hahaha.. Who am I kidding..? But I want..!! **Quarelling with self** The movie is soOo sweet and touching. Its all about dreams. If you dare to dream, anything is possible..!! Cheyy! Did I come up with that phrase myself..?? hehehe. Can I watch it again..? And this time, I'm not paying lorr.. hehehe.. I wanna catch a free movie..!! WeeeeeeEeee..~

I think I have babbled enough. Save some for tomorrow. hehehe.

Laterz!

!!Breaking Lose!!

2006-04-17T19:14:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Where should I begin now..??

Okay, startin' with the old news. I was selected for the NDP Motivators! I belong to Cluster H for Hungary. (Well, Buffay, Tribz & Gaya got in toO!) Yeah, so, at least I wont be lonely during our rehearsal. Our group members suck..(maybe its a tad toO early to say, but yeah, they suck!) Full of nonsense. I know, probably they are youths with no direction in life..!! They made a hell lot of noise in choosing the leader for the group.. They self-volunteered..! Without looking left or right, they just stood up and encourage the frenz to be leaders toO..! Wah Lao! So, thick skinned sia..!!

Ermm.. What else.. . . . *pondering*

Oh yeah. Now's my vacation week! But hell.. I still have to go back to college for briefings, meetings and whatever have you.. There's pros and cons la, of course.. Wont be sitting duck at home without nothing to do.. But still, the school..?? Hmm.. Better than going back to the wards, I would say!! hahaha.. (Am I even cut out to be a nurse like this..??)

I got an 'A' for my Clinical Attachment. *Alhamdulilah* All my hard work and perseverance paid off for this one year..! Gonna strive hard for my 2nd year! Make sure my grades wont fall and keep being active in my CCAs.. Speaking of which, I havent been going to Cairnhill.. Gosh! Been concentrating on Eunos Primary School lately.. Hmmm.. Did I tell you that the Red Cross camp is postponed to June..? And there will be another camp organised specially for Nursing Students.. Ideas came from Student Councillors and our Vice President from Club AHS! Wee..! Looking forward it..! They said its gonna be in May! I just hope that this time round, it will follow the plans.. I'm in the committee, so lets just pray that our proposal will be accepted by the higher authorities..!! The only concern is $$BUDGET$$..

Went to Bras Basah (Art Fren) with a couple of my frenz.. We bought the stuffs for our CCA Roadshow this coming 3rd of May! In all, we spent quite alot. We exceeded our budget..! Hahaha.. This is what you get when you put 3 gerls for shopping! hehe. We took neoprints as well..!! (of course, the $$ was from our own pocket!!) Turned out quite okay.. They forced me to let go my hair instead of tying it up in a ponytail.. Damn! I loOk so ugly..!! I brought them to my favourite makan place when I was still studying in ITE Balestier. (Its still is, now). They loved the food there..! Its been a long time since I last ate there with Mar, Yati n Firah..!! Boy, I miss the times we were there.. As usual, the place was freaking crowded..!! The service was still okay..!! The frenly people there, really made me feel welcomed..!! hahaha.. I'm glad Bett & Indera loved the food there..!! That was what mattered most!

Will upload the neoprints later..

Tomorrow I will have to go back to college to do the stuffs for the roadshow.. Will be meeting Bett and Indera again.. Yayyyy..!

Ermmm.. had Catering yesterday.. Everything was fine when it rained heavily towards the end of the event..! So, then what else..?? We tOok advantage of the situation and played in the rain..! Everything was wet! EVERYTHING! Even my undies..! Luckily I was wearing my sports-bra! The t-shirt I was wearing was kindda see-thru material.. (Yellow, sort of my uniform..) Yeah! It was fun! My cousin laaa... He soOo naughty!! I sprayed water at him, whenever I had the opportunity. In the end, he begged me to stop..!! Being the goOd cousin I always am, of course I didn't!!! hahahaha.. Serve him right, lorr..!!

Hmm.. okay then think I've blab toO much now. Maybe more tomorrow or whatever..

Laterz!

GoOd FOr Me!

2006-04-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum aLLz!

Guess, what? I'm Like soOo happy today..! Wanna know why..?? I finished my Case Study which I have been putting off since last week..!! Its a BIG accomplishment for me, okay..!! *Congratz Self*

And, I've also e-mailed the Minutes of Meeting for 5th April 2006. It's actually due on the 26th April but, hey, hey... I done it today..! Used up my weekend to do it, you know.. Not like some people who would go clubbing and waste their time doing nonsensicle things..! hahahaha *no offence, yarr*

Its been like one week since my last entry.. I have nothing to tell, thats why la,I didnt update.. My fren at work said this to me, "Go and update your blog la.." and I just told him, "Aiyahhh.. Lazy laaa.." and I laughed it off.. So, now, presenting myself.. My rants..

Seriously, I have no input today.. Maybe some other day laa.. Tomorrow, I have a catering project.. Have to wake up early.. Guarantee bz as hell tomorrow. Lucky for me, Monday, I'm on afternoon shift.. Wont be as tired.. (For once, i'm appreciating the power of Afternoon Shift!) hahaha..

Okay, okay.. Gotta go now.

Laterz!

Like WoW!!

2006-04-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hey! Came across these pix while surveying the net for my make-over..! I think its really gorgeous..! Anyways, if you wanna see more, do feel free to click on the link on the right side of my page..!! The before and after photogs are awesome.. You can really, literally SEE the difference lorr..! But I doubt there's any make-over services available here lorr.. Guess, I just have to keep on looking..!

If you have any places or websites which provides make-over services, please do let me know, aite..

And That Was IT???

2006-04-01T21:20:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Ermm.. Well, what can I say? I was suppose to go for the 'audition' in school today.. Yeah. Audition as they call it.. It was suppose to start at 10am lorr.. But we were late a couple of minutes..! Thanx to Tribz & Buffay lorr..! Still can take their own sweet time drinking the stinking MILO in Cafe 1..!! hahahah.. (no offence arr..)

I woke up late too. Set my alarm for 0700hrs this morning but I heard the alarm went off at 0720hrs..! Overslept by 20 darn mins..! But, its okay.. I left the house at 0815hrs. Board the bus at 0830hrs. Reached Tampines Bus Interchange at 0900hrs. Waited for bus 31 for like 15 long mins..!! Reached the school at 0925hrs..! Thank God for that..

At about 0940 like that, Tribz, Buffay and Gaya came..!! That was when they bought MILO and toasts..! The thing was suppose to be in the Function Hall but there was last min changes (as usual). The new venue was at the stadium. When we came, they already started.. The crowd turn-out was really bad..! Not even 100 came..! Last week was more..! I dont know why this time round, less people came.. As I was saying, we were separated into groups of 15 students each.. The 4 of us were in the same group! (thank God for that..!) When we first came, Tribz, Buffay and Gaya wanted to turn back when they heard the word 'AUDITION'. It was me who knocked some sense into their heads..! We were given numbered stickers. Filled in a form. And we played some games.. The Squirrel & Hunter game and 2 questions we thrown to us.. (1) Why did you want to join in the NDP this year..? and (2) Why do you think you should be chosen..? And yeah, I simply say whatever came to mind..! After that, It was done! Just merely 35mins..!! Seriously! That was it! And they will let us know in 2 weeks time..!! Haizzz.. Whatever it is, I hope im in!! hahaha..

I hope that the 4 of us will be IN!! *fingers crossed*

After that, Iwent home lorr.. Nowhere to head, with no plans in mind.. I went home straight and help my dad cook.. Haizzz..

Nothing to blog now.. Bored as usual..

Blog again later lorr..

Laterz!

P/s: I pray a speedy recovery for a fren's mom who was warded in CGH!! *Aamiin*

Oh ya, had the weirdest dream of my mates, Nora, Fifi, Azni & Ayu!! God, I soOo miss them! Its been soOo long since we last met! Hope they are in good health and spiritz!

Okay, okay, Ciao!

Is it Me or. . . . ?

2006-03-31T18:15:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Gosh! It has been a Long time since I last update anything in here. Well, apart from being busy, sheer laziness came over me. The thought of typing out my rants were just tOo depressing..!! So, well, here I am. Sitting aLone in my rOom in this lazy, rainy, Friday evening with nothing better to do.. One thing I'm happy about is that TGIF lorrr..!!

It has been a grueling 2 weeks in my new ward and There's onLy 1 word to describe it..! *iT SHucks!* Well, its not exactly 1 word, okay, okay, 2.. But its true lorr..! No doubt that the patients are extremely nice and all, but the staffs... Ermm.. It takes us about 1 week to get use to them and the ward routines..!! Its not like the normal C Class wards we have been working in all along lorr.. Its a B2 Class ward and there's no such thing as 'the changing trolley' or the 'turning charts'.. Everything is impromptu..!! And oh yeah, the meals are served slightly earlier..(by 1/2 an hour!)!!

So far, okay la.. The ward staffs are slowly but surely talking and mingling with us and we sort of build the rapport bit by bit, little by little.. (The feeling just grows on you overtime..) Yeah, some staffs are really nice like the HCAs and ANs.. The SNs are very pretty.. And oh ya, the ward is very disciplined..! All those with long hair, are all tied up in a bun..! Like literally..!! Serious! The NOs are good and friendly too..! There's this one male NO.. He's like okay lorr.. Sometimes can be kranky (I guess he must have woken up from the wrong side of bed lorr..) And sometimes, he's really nice..! (Maybe malam dapat, kot..?!) hahaha..

Mrs Avril Yeo is good too..! By now, we should at least cover 42 of our skills in our LogbOok.. (But, as for me, I have 46! Not that im showing off lor, Im just proud of myself..! haha) So, yeah.. Still have one more case study to finish..! And, during the 2nd day of attachement, there was a complaint by the male NO about our students bathing and using the patients' towels in the ward.. Not only that, the towels were not even properly disposed of after use..! And me, as I was appointed as the leader, of course got a 'scolding' from Mrs Avril Yeo.. Haizz.. But in the end, all's well.. The culprits apologised to the NOs and to the teacher and to me.. So, I guess, its fair enough lorr.. And they were 'banned' from showering in the wards again..!!

And now, guess what..? Something really exciting is happenning in our ward..! VRE Outbreak..!! YahoOo..! So its like everyone in our ward is on Contact Precaution..! When we enter the cubicle irregardless what we do, we have to don our aprons and gloves..! And even when taking parameters, we have to don our PPE. After each patient, we are suppose to change our gloves and do a handwash..! (Medical handwashing, mind you..!!) Yeah, its a bit taxing.. But I guess, its fun and It really kills the time when you have nothing to do.. hahaha..

Will update you on the goings on in my ward again soon..!!

Laterz!

P/s: 2 more weeks left before our Vacation..! YahoOoOoOoOOoo..!!

Congratz Taufik..!

2006-03-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

Congratulations To Taufik Batisah for clinching the 'Most Popular Male Artist' in the recent Anugerah Planet Muzik (APM). The award show was shown 'Live' from Suria last night.. Stunning performances by Taufik himself and not forgetting to the rest of the artists..! Ahli Fiqir also won the 'Best Album' award..! Congratz to all our local artists..!! Wishing you continued success in years to come..!!

NDP Motivators Needed!!

2006-03-25T13:47:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Event Name: NDP Motivators Recruitment Excercise

Date: 1st April 2006

Day: Saturday

Time: 1000hrs (10am)

Venue: ITE College East Function Hall (Admin Block, 3rd Level)

Calling all 'Lively' & Enthusiastic students of ITE College East Simei..! There's vacancy for NDP Motivators which are badly required for this year's NationaL Day Parade..! They are recruiting about 320 students from ITE from all over Singapore.. This is a chance for you to mingle with the rest of the ITE Colleges..! Meet new frenz and a whole lot of experience for this once in a life-time event..!! So dont lose out.. First come, first serve basis..!!

**Please be in decent t-shirt and jeans/bermudas when you report and with proper shoes..!!**

There'll be allowance given for each day of practise which is NOT inclusive of free meals during each practise...!! That means, you'll be given $$ and also food everytime you come for practise..! So, why wait..? Get your lively bunch and get down to ITE College East, Function Hall this coming Saturday..!!

This msg was proudly brought to you by..

iRena

For the Longest Time.

2006-03-16T17:18:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

Hmmm.. I know you've heard me say this millionz of time but, I shall say it again..! "Time is passing soOo slowly this week..!!" Damn! Its onLy Thursday..! And This week is no exception! Tired as HeLL. (Only the DeviL Knows!) Haizz..

Monday & Tuesday, I had PMS! Not becoz I was having my menses bUT was due to someone in the ward..! To be honest, a staff nurse!! Her name is MAHEAS. She is driving me nuts! She's driving everyone nuts!! My god! If you're attached to TTSH Ward 9D, beware of her..! She's like a staff nurse and yet she DIDN'T DO ANY WORK except WRITING HER STUPID REPORTS!! She would ask me to prepare the changing trolley, prepare the sponging trolley, prepare the dressing trolley.. And lets say if I forgot to bring something for the trolley, she would ask ME to get it..!! And, oh ya, you are NOT ALLOWED TO GO TO OTHER CUBICLES eventhough your colleague need help. And basically, I HAVE TO ROT IN MY OWN CUBICLE ALONE..! Break time, was worst! Make sure there's an A/N TO COVER HER ASS! Make sure there is someone to do her bidding while SHE JUST STANDS AT THE ENTRANCE OF THE CUBICLE AND WRITE HER DAMN, FARKING REPORTS!! I tell you, she and her reports can ROT IN HELL FOR ALL I CARE..!! (One day, I'm gonna shove all the reports up her arsehole..! God knows when..) I'm like freakingly fed-up with her..! Even the rest of the staffs hates her..! And with that attitude, who doesn't..?!?!

Ermm.. Wednesday, was better. Had lots of fun working with a senior assistant nurse..!! Oh ya, Tuesday was my only afternoon shift.. (I had to change shift on Wednesday to morning as I had to go back to school for a presentation..) So then, it was soOo tiring. Monday Morning shift. Tuesday Afternoon shift. After that had to rush back to school. Reached home at 2000hrs. Wednesday morning shift again..! Can you like believe that..? Its like soOo dumb!! Can I like have permanent Night shift when I pass out..?!?!? Today morning shift again. Tomorrow morning again. After that had to rush down to Eunos Primary school for the Mobile Library thingie.. My god! Can I like quit..? Quit AHS, Quit Nursing, Quit CSC, Quit LIFE..?!?! Haizz.. Can I just sit at home and help my mum with the household chores instead..?!?!

Hmmmmmmmm..

Okayz, gotta go and do something for Mdm Liaw.. Haiz..

Laterz!

Satisfied

2006-03-12T20:02:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Hey y'aLL! Ermm.. Its me again.. (duh!) I just came back from catering just now @ Tampines.. Ermm.. Well, actually I had my bath already.. Got home at 1845hrs.. And I'm simply happy..! Got my pay from my dad..! haha.. But then, with bills to settle, I'm left with half of it now.. *Shuckz* But its okay. There'll be lots more projects to come so I guess, it shall be enough to cover my expenses.. hehe.. Gonna spend my $$ wisely from now on.. Not to splurge on unnecessary items.. (Maybe my eyelash curler had just gotta wait a while more..)

Ermmm.. Tomorrow, morning shift.. Haizz.. But I guess, its better than noon shift!

Hmm.. Should I rebond my hair or perm my hair..?!? Any suggestions? Or should I just cut it at shoulder length..?!? I'm bored with my face laaaa.. Gonna spice it up a little..! But not now laa.. I'm just planning it.. But then again.. My face is a gift from God. I should be thankful for it. haha.. Okay, okay.. We'll just have to wait and see..

I'm bored now. With nothing to blog. Maybe I should just LO.

Laterz!

Thank God Its Friday!

2006-03-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum aLLz!

Hey y'aLLz! I'm soOo beat! Time really pass by soOo slowly this week.. My leg is aching and I have a migraine on Left side of the brain..

Hmmm.. Went back to schoOl just now with Bett, Indera and Mdm Juliana. My presentation, rock the house..! I have got to admit that I was shaky when I walked up to the podium.. Ermm.. My voice was shaky, my palm was sweaty and I was like soOo freakin' nervous..! Haha... But in the end, I guess it aLL turned out quite alright.. Mdm Tan was "proud" of me. She said it was a, "good job, well done.." Haha.. Luckily there was Navin to back me up.. He's quite calm and composed, unlike me, I was a wreck in time for a nervous breakdown. Its been soOo long but I have yet to overcome my fears of public speaking.. haha.. Low self-esteem la people.. That's me..

Well, after all the other groups have presented, there was refreshments for us.. Fried Mee siam with fishballs and wantons.. And Fruit punch. Not bad laa.. At least there was something I get to look forward to when I reach school.. hahaha.. Ermm.. The new batch of Nursing students.. Well, I guess I only got to know most of them on the surface and so its not very professional to judge them.. We shall see their progress in time to come.. For now, they are really a "loud" bunch..! hehe..

Hmmmm.. Got home at 1830hrs.. Bathe, ate again and ended up watching t.v.. My eyes are like soOo heavy now.. Can I go to sleep now..??

Should I buy the eye-lash curler..?? haha..

BLab again some other time..

Laterz!

P/s: $$ wiLL be coming in this weekend! YahoOo..!!

Who's having an affair now..?

2006-03-08T17:25:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Whoa! Work was really fun today. Had no idea why.. Maybe its becoz I was attached with the S/N which I can click well..! Just to name some.. Yanxia, Moi Kim, Song Xiao, Kak Nakia, Kak Endang, Kak Norizah, Candace.. They are really good nurses. They are my role models for now..! Its a great experience and sheer fun to be with them in the ward..!

Hmmm.. Nothing much happen today..Ermm.. I guess, you dont need much excitement for the day to be fun..! And, oh ya! This week is passing by ever soOo slowly..! Its only Wednesday!

Met Mdm Juliana today for a short briefing about the AHS presentation slides. I can see why Bett & her are soOo close to each other.. They both just love to "talk cock"..! And I can see also that they have similar personalities..!! hahaha.. I think Mdm Juliana is a fun-loving teacher..!

Bett wanted to organize a Camp for the new students. Isnt that fun? And Indera wanted to organize a sort of an adventure day.. Exploring into the unknown.. Like SFOGS and Dimensi ke 4 kindda thing. And I thought to myself, "Wow! Isnt that fun..??" And here I am stuck with CIP! Doing something good for the Community. What fun is there..? Haizz.. I'm always stuck to something I dont fancy.. Why is life like soOo freakin' unfair to me..??

Whatever laaaa..

Laterz!

Tiring Day!

2006-03-07T16:38:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

The weather's a bit cloudy now. Wonder if its gonna rain any time soon.

Today is a very tiring day! Morning shift again. Alone in 1 cubicle of 6 elderly patients. 2 with Ryles tube feeding. Hmm.. 6 patients and I'm grumbling.. What if I pass out as an A/N? I'll be incharge of double the patients.. That would be Double the headache..!! haha.. Wahhh.. Like this, cannot make it seyyyy..! Anyways, Today, i'm berry berry happy..! Wanna know why..? Jeng Jeng Jeng (suspense music playing again..) Well, it's simply becoz I've signed the Competency column for NGT feeding..!! muahahahaha.. Okay, okay, its not a big deal to some.. But it IS to me..! hehe.. Thank you Mrs Avril Yeo!! But, hello.. Its not simple okay.. She may seem lenient and all but she do take the critical skill very very strictly..!!

Mrs Yeo was like asking me lots of questions. Even the Phase test for NGT insertion was ez to me..! Some of the questionz were.. "What are your Nursing Responsibilities when caring for patients with NGT..?" and "What are the possible scenarios when you have to omit out feeding other than NBM..??" I was like.. ahhh.. ermmm.. What was the question again..? Seriously. My mind went blank! And it wasnt ez when you have a spectator seeing you do the entire process..! Sharil (a.k.a Minah Kilang) was there to observe the procedure..! My god! They could see me shaking.. Of course la.. Kan cheong mahhh..~ haha

Tomorrow another morning shift. Buffay & Trib asked me to go swimming with them but, I'm sorry.. I just cant at the moment.. Thursday will be my one and only afternoon shift. Friday back to morning..! After that have to go back to school for the AHS Welcoming Party.. Haizz.. Packed week! And if I'm not mistaken, this weekend there will be catering as well.. Okay, I'm game! As long as $$ is coming in! I dont mind being tired!!haha.. Coz I'm like soOo broke now..! Had to loan $10/- from my bro..! Insya'allah, I'll pay him back! hehehe..

Okay lorrr.. I think I'm done for now.. Oh ya! My former classmate was admitted to my ward just now..! And I'm like soOo shy to meet him! haha.. Maybe tomorrow lorrr.. Tanyer khabar dia..

Okay, okay.. That's all for now.

Laterz!

P/s: The rain has fallen.. (",)

Believe It Or Not!

2006-03-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

Attn: To All My Missy Frenz.

Its 5 more weeks to our Vacation..!!

Yippee Yippee Yarrrrr..!!

Just Out Of Sorts. Laterz!

2006-03-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

Come What May (Nicole Kidman & Ewan McGregor)

Never knew I could feel like this

Like I've never seen the sky before

Want to vanish inside your kiss

Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings

Telling me to give you everything

Seasons may change winter to spring

But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may

I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste

It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide

Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side

Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide

But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may

I will love you until my dying day

Oh come what may, come what may

I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may, come what may

I will love you until my dying day.

AwwWw.. Isn't that like the sweetest, most romantic love song ever..? (better agree with me!!) My heart just melt when the duo sang the chorus part! And, Nicole & Ewan certainly can sing..!! Kudos to them..! Yeah, yeaah.. So what if the movie's abit old and back-dated..?? I still like it..! NO! I don't like it. I simply Love it and adore it and much much more..!! haha.. Initially when I heard the song over at the radio, I thot to myself, "My Gawd! Not another sad, sappy love song..?!?!" But now, How I wish, I have downloaded the song before My LimeWire software was deleted..!! Damn! ToO late now..! Anyone has it? Kindly email me the song; miz_feminist@yahoo.com

Gotta buy the DVD!!

Laterz!

P/s: Just completed my 4 slides of Powerpoint Presentation!! And I must say, Its simply nice..!! Viewable and rate-able..! haha..

Come What May..~

2006-03-06T19:54:00.000+08:00

Come What May (Nicole Kidman & Ewan McGregor)

Never knew I could feel like this

Like I've never seen the sky before

Want to vanish inside your kiss

Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings

Telling me to give you everything

Seasons may change winter to spring

But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may

I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste

It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide

Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side

Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide

But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may

I will love you until my dying day

Oh come what may, come what may

I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may, come what may

I will love you until my dying day.

AwwWw.. Isn't this like the most romantic love song ever..? I soOo dig this song now..!! Initially, when I first heard it over the radio when the movie was released, I was like, "what sappy love song is this..??" But now.. My heart just melts when I hear the chorus part..! Every verse is like soOo meaningful..!! Damn.. I'm such a foOl for love songs now..!! Wish I downloaded this song before I deleted my LimeWire software...!! Anyone have this song, can you like pass it to me by email..? Puh-leasssssssssse..~

Can't resist of posting this lyrics here..! Simply spell-bounding..~

Laterz!

Why Does It Always Rain Down On Me??

2006-03-06T16:41:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Its a rainy Monday afternoOn! Quite rare to have the weather like this. Sunny yet raining..!! And its like soOo warm in my roOm!!

Was told to do a Powerpoint presentation about CIP/Fundraising.. Lame right..? I know..!! If its not for the new recruits of C! AHS, I wouldnt be soOo goOd to do one..!! Its like..a waste of my freaking time..!! Haizz..! So then, Friday, I'll be let off early @ 1400hrs to go back to schoOl.. From Novena all the way to Simei! My gOd! Oh well, I've got to do what I've got to do..!

Presentation dry run tomorrow.. So, guess what..?? Have to finish up the presentation by tonight.. By hook or by crook..!! Damn! Why am I always the one to be in such deep-shit situation..?!?! Hmmm..

Watched for the 1st time the movie, Moulin Rouge yesterday when it was showed over at Channel 5 @ 1900hrs..! And I tell you, its like the most romantic movie..!! Especially when Satine (played by NicoLe Kidman) & Christian (played by Ewan McGregor) sang the song "Come What May"..!! Oh my god! Can I like buy the movie on DVD..??????? Okay, okay.. I'm getting excited over a movie that was released in 2001.. I know I'm soOo back-dated, but I cant help it..!! I'm gonna get the movie on DVD, somehow..!!

Okay, i guess.. Till here.. Gonna start on my powerpoint presentation now..! *sigh*

Laterz!

Bored As HeLL

2006-03-05T12:45:00.000+08:00

Hey aLLz.

Assalammualaikum.

Sunday afternOoN. Nothing tO dO. Ermm.. I just uploaded sOme phOtOs tO my bLOg. BasicaLLy its the same phOtOs I uplOaded somewhere. I simply dig them sO, I dont mind seeing them everywhere.. If you dOnt like it, its nOt my prOblem.. Live wiTh it, you dumbass!

Ermmm.. Heard Of the NYP student, Tammy? Said that she lOst her mObile and the persOn whO fOund it uplOaded her sex rOmp with her bOyfriend OntO the net. Its said tO be 10mis lOng. Its in the papers fOr One week already. Hmm.. All I gOtta say is that, SERVE HER RIGHT!! Whoever said that making Love shOuld be recOrded in her Phone..??? Haizz.. Brainless brat!! Now,peOple aLL over the woRld can have excess to the video on the net..!! She's suppOse tO be shamefuL of her pre-maritaL sex act..!! Haizz.. And, she is OnLy 17 years OLd..!!! I have nOthing mOre tO say.. On the Other hand, I pity her toO.. The persOn whO uploaded her video is a SICK freaque! ShouLd be slaughtered aLive I teLL you.. What is This wOrLd coming to..?? Hmmm..

I miss my frenz..! Wish I could be in schOOL with them rather than attend to the sick-old-people in the ward..! Haizz..

Have you ever thought about the choices you've made in life which you somehow regretted doing..?? Well, personally, I have.. And it is probably about quitting my job at the Airport to persue a certificate in Nursing.. I dont know why in the first place I want to persue this subject..! Was it bec0s of peer pressure..? I have yet to find the exact reason.. I should have just stick to my job as a Screening Agent.. Atleast, I'll be bringing home some $$ for my family.. Hmmm.. I'm nOt getting any younger nor wiser about decision making.. Its just too hard..!! Life is hard..

Whatever it is now, I think I just have to carry on with life as it is.. Try to make it better..? I will certainly do so.. So, wish me luck.. (I need all the luck in the world for this...)

Laterz!

Rocky Life

2006-03-04T17:01:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum Semua.

Its really been a very rocky week for me. Not at work. But at home. Everything seems so wrong eversince my dad was retrenched a few months back. He still have not got any job offers from anywhere yet. And that is the problem. My internet line was cut about 9 days ago and it just got re-connected back about 2 days ago. My mum settled the bills. Haizz.. I know its a burden to her.. Having to settle bills with her low pay.. But I guess.. Haizz.. I donno what to think anymore.. Life is so hard nowadays. But, there have been tougher days. No one knows. No one wants to know. I just thank god that he made us go thru all this shit as a family. Atleast, I still have the people I treasure most. And I believe when we stay as a family in times of difficulties, we will be strong to face anything.. Thank god. *amin*

And, yeah, as usual, my phone's credit is low now.. Been days since I last sent a SMS. Sorry to all the people who have been msging me this last few days. Im sorry for not being able to reply. People like Sue, Yati, Abg Hairul, Sulastri, Khairul, Hamizah and the rest I forgot to mention.. My humblest apologies..! And, yeah, to those who have been bugging me to go out with them, I'm terribly sorry. I just cannot go with my current situation like this.. Haizz.. Maybe next time.. I promise you this..! Okay..

Dont worry about me thou.. I'm still in good health and I'm still alive and kicking..!! hehe.. At work, i'm coping well I guess.. Its just that the 'critical skills' thingie suck..!! Case studies are a let down!! But on a different note, I got to know my results already..! And I must say that I'm quite contented with it..! I scored both A's for my Behavioural Science & Clinical Nursing Papers..! My GPA for this semester when combined with last term's is 3.706..!! WoOhooOoo..!! Can you believe that..? I myself was like super shocked..! I couldnt believe that I am capable of that results..! My hardwork really paid off..!! I hope the rest are doing well too..!! (",)

Cannot wait for my pay..! I'm like really super broke now..!! haizz..

Laterz!

Life's Updates.

2006-02-19T13:32:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Its a Sunday. And with nothing to do. Am I suppose to be happy? I'm not sure if I am.. I'm bored out of my wits..! Slept at 2am yesterday. Woke up at 11am this morning. My dad was in the kitchen cooking. Hmm.. My sis had to wake me up! Its so annoying! Arrgh!

Well.. here's a little something.. Lyrics to a Blink182 song. The 1st ever acoustic song sung by them.. Quite nice actually.. Remember the days when I was in the plane to Thailand, Bangkok with my cousin. We sang out loud to this song..! Sweet Memories.. Awww..~

What Went Wrong (You Fucked Up My Life)
I'm sick of always hearing all those sad songs on the radio

All day it is there to remind an oversensitive guy that he is lost and alone

I hate our favorite restuarant, our favorite movie, our favorite show

We would stay up all through the night

We would laugh and get high

Never answer the phone

I can't forgive, can't forget, can't give in

What went wrong

Cause you said this was right

You fucked up my life

I'm sick of always hearing sappy love songs on the radio

This place its fucking cursed and its plauged and i can

Never escape when my heart it explodes

I can't forgive, can't forget, can't give in

What went wrong

Cause you said this was right

You fucked up my life

Yeah. Meaningful lyrics, ain't it..? Hahah. Well, to me, it is..!

Hmmm.. Maybe if I have no post in the future, I'll just post some lyrics which I think is meaningful to me. Just to share with you peeps out there.. Was blog hopping just now. Fay's blog is soOo nice. Trib's blog was not updated since the last entry.. I think about a month ago..?? She still have no idea how this thing works, I guess.. hahaha.. Poor Trib..!! Maybe I should change my blog layout.. But then, if I do, its like soOo much work to be done..!!! Nurul's blog is nice too..! With pictures and all..! Haizz.. Its easier if you have a digicam to do that, right..? I have nothing. GPRS is like soOo expensive! And furthermore, I simply could not activate my GPRS of my phone..! Maybe its because, I'm using a pre-paid line...! Haizz.. Life! I need cash!! I want a digicam..!! Can someone buy me one. Please..! *going down on my knees* hahaha.. Okay, okay.. I wanna change my blog's layout..! Something like Fay's.. Or Nurul's.. Hmm.. We'll see how laaa..

Laterz!

Bored To My Wits!

2006-02-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

*sigh*

Haizzz.. Life is soOo rocky one minute and calm the next.. Right now, my life is in between the two.. *sigh*

Let's reflect on the things I've done so far..

Reflectionz

(i) Halfway thru Nitec In Nursing Course.

(ii) Haven't got a driving license yet.. (But I'm gonna get it soOn! It has been put off for quite some time now.. Probably have to retake the Theory tests AGAIN..!)

*sigh*

As you can see, I have NOT achieved anything stable yet..! For the past 21 years of my life, I feel so useless..! When I was a little kid, I have always dreamt of being an adult. Need not consult my parents about my decisions. Freedom of living my own life. But now, when I'm really a full pledge young adult, I somehow wanna go back to my childhood..

I don't wanna re-live my Primary schoOl days. Its because I have very few friends. I was fat and ugly and I was always lonely. Even my own classmates don't talk to me. The only friend I considered as friend was Mazlina. She's always there for me and vice-versa.. Not only boys don't talk to me. But girls too. Yeah, how sad is that..? I have always hated my childhood days..!! There was this classmate of mine.. (I can still remember his name.. Suresh Nair) He once called me, "The fattiest pig in the world". Yeah. I put my head on the table and I just cried. A silent cry. Tears falling endlessly. I hate him to the core. Can you imagine? Things that happened so long ago, I can still quote the exact words he said.. (Thats not Decay thru Misuse..!) Well, honestly, I still have not got over it.. I hold grudges! Does that make me a bad person..?? I don't know.

Back to my Reflectionz..

Well, nothing much.. I just hope to achieve something for this year.. Which is..

(i) Pass with goOd grades for my Nursing Course.

(ii) Get accepted into IUON.

(iii) Get a high paying job for atleast 6 months, save up enough money to buy a plane tix to UK to study in IUON.

Yeah. That is it. Simple. Do you think I can achieve it? I know I can. And I will show it to the world and all those arseholes who didn't believed in me..!! Those people who think that I'm all talk and no action. Those people who think that I'm only dreaming my ass off. Those people. We will see who gets the last laugh..!

Okay, anyways.. Its a Saturday night and I have no particular plans.. I badly need cash! My cash flow have been rather bleak lately. Its almost empty..!! To top it up, there's no catering this weekend.. And what does that mean..?? No income la, gundu! *sigh* How la..? How to survive for attachment..? Haizzz..

I'm feeling rather down this few days. Maybe its because I'm having my menses. MoOd-swings as they call it. I hate this feeling.. Everything seems wrong. Everything. My stomach dont feel goOd either.. I'm like soOo down Now..!! Nothing I do seems right.. Haizz..

Had the weirdest dream last night. I dreamt that I admired this guy. Dont know who. With moustache and goatee. Black hair. Matured face and LoOks. Quite gOod LoOking toO, if I may add.. It was in this very big house.. Somehow which loOk like a bungalow. We had a party. Seemed like my burfday, received aLot of presents from people I don't recognise. The funny thing is, The onLy person I know in my dream was my cousin. Why is she in it? Does it mean anything..? Anyways, I'm always fascinated about dreams. Iwanna know what the meanings of dreams. Dreamcatchers are kindda coOl things..! Maybe I should get one. Been wanting to get it since last last year..! Yeah, maybe I should invest in one..!! Legend has it that when you hang a dreamcatcher on your window, It will somehow catch the gOod dreams for you. You'll have goOd dreamz everytime.. Not sure how it works though.. Another thing is, I'm soOo into witch crafts. I think its coOl. Spells and magic potions. But, I know its not goOd to meddle with witch crafts. And anyways, things you find in the library about witch crafts are all F.O.S! haha

I miss him. He's asleep I guess. ~~Probably~~ I'm sure he's beat. And anyways, I got to know something about him from a reliable source.. And I'm not sure whether I like it or not. Its rather disturbing.. Whatever it is, I still miss him..! Its stiLL toO early to ask him about it.. Or perhaps, should I ask him..? Whatever. Maybe I should ask him tomorrow.. Aarghh.. I'm making a mountain out of a mole hill la. Forget about it! Whatever!!

*sigh*

Guess I bLog again some other day.. God knows when..! haha.

Laterz!

Catching Up!

2006-02-17T16:54:00.000+08:00

Hey Ho! Assalammualaikum!

I'm like sOoo happy Today! You wanna know why..? Because, its. . . . Jeng Jeng Jeng (suspense music playing) iTs F.R.I.D.A.Y...!! WoOhoOo..! God Bless Me! haha..

Sorry for not updating my bLog for a Long time now..! Been xtremeLy busy with work (attachment) and all..!! Okay, so here's the Latest updates about myself..

Saturday, 11th Feb 2006

Went to VSA at CairhiLL CC which is located at Newton.. There was PJ, Sarah, Azah and MyseLf.. There was suppose to be Sue (her mom was sick) & Jane (she was bz queing up for the Singapore Idiot's Auditions at Orchard CineLeisure..) Yeah! She did. I thought she was Like kidding about signing up.. But it turns out to be rather true.. Didnt have the chance to ask her How it went..! Hope she'll appear in the teLLy..!! hahaha.. Will be coOl to see her sing.. (I dont really think she can sing though...) haha.

After the VSA thing, actuaLLy had plans to go out with him.. But as it turns out, I was BuBBLed! Damn! But I understand.. He's tired and aLL.. Haizz.. Never mind, forget it.. Things have cooLed down since.. =)

Sunday, 12th Feb 2006

Had catering that day.. Engagement ceremony for 200pax.. SurprisingLy, the void deck was pretty weLL decorated.. (I thought it was for a Wedding!) It was so grand! Come on la, its only an Engagement..!! Well, on a personaL note, I would rather straight away hold a Wedding ceremony.. No fuss about getting engaged..!! All that is "leceh" stuff! If I have the money, I'll hold the function at a grand Hotel..! Its gonna be a white wedding with round tables for the guests.. (Like this, both the groom and the bride's side of the family can aLL meet under one roof!) No need for the traditionaL "groOm have to take the bride to the groOm's place, then go back to the bride's side again". Saves cost, time and resources..!! Don't you think so..?? Okay, okay.. Enough of day dreaming..!! Got home at about 8pm.. Wash-up and sat infront of the teLLy to watch ErLin MonteL.. Quirky! And to let you in a little secret, the girL pLaying ErLin, is my Secondary schoOL mate!!! Diffrent cLass.. (She tooK Arts Class while I'm in F&N) But our classes would meet for our Mother Tongue classes..!! She's the same on screen as well as Off screen..! And the best part about her is that she "meLatah" So, as usuaL, we would poke her and she just rattles on and on..! hehe.. And, Oh ya, Haizad is like soOoo cute!!

Monday, 13th Feb 2006

The very first day of my ClinicaL Attachment 1.2. It was like back to the previous ward and so, No orientation was needed.. We started work at 0800hrs and ends at 1600hrs.. My God! How boring is that..? On the 1st day, nothing much happen.. I didnt do anything much either.. I was like a wandering spirit.. CubicLe hopping..!

Tuesday, 14th Feb 2006

VaLentine's day and I had to work the afternoOn shift..! What a drag! I have always prefered Morning shifts to afternoon shifts..! The time pass so sLowLy when you're working in the afternoon shift..! Oh yeah, I toOk over ShariL's cubicLe.. I feed the uncLe at bed 143 porridge. I mixed in the blended vege and chicken.. He was perfectLy fine one min.. But suddenLy, he puked aLL over himseLf.. I was standing just beside him Gagging! Cannot stand the smeLL sia..!! And yeah, he puked on my hand as weLL..!! So, what do you expect to happen next, I had to change his attire, his bedsheet and aLL stuffs.. Shazwana and ShariL heLped too.. We aLso changed his pampers as weLL.. (Since it was on the way..) I toLd him to "peng" (which means "to turn" in Hokkien) And you know what he said to me..? "Peng, peng, peng, Lan chiao ah..!!" Yeah.. thats the first..!! Thanx UncLe..! (This is what I get when I do a good deed..!)

Later that night.. There was this very (and I seriuosly mean VERY) irritating uncLe at bed 133.. I don't know what wrong I did but he seems to pick on me..! Oh ya! He was like shitting every 10mins and keep pressing the call-bell for us to clean his shit up..!! I toLd him to wait awhiLe as the nurses are doing turning and they will come to him soon. He shouted at me saying.. "berak pon lu mau tunggu ah..?!?!" (which lamely translated to "shit also u want me to wait..?!?!") He kept pressing and pressing and pressing the call-bell..!! Insisting us to change his diapers for him.. If it's one time, okay la.. But it was like 4-5 times!! Every 10mins!! My God..!!!!!!!!!!!!! The S/N told me to ignore him. So I did. Then one S/N asked me to feed the uncle at bed 134.. (the bed just beside the shitting uncle..!) So, I went to bed 134 to feed him.. But he said he doesnt want to eat.. Instead, he wants me to shift him up higher on the bed.. Which I did..! Alone! After that, I tried consolling him to eat a little.. He said "dont want la..!" At this point in time, the uncLe at bed 133 (the shitting uncle) shouted.. "Lu bodoh punya olang ah..! Dia tak panggil lu, lu datang kat dia..! Bodoh la lu..! (which means, "you stupid fool. He didnt call for you yet you go to him. Stupid.") At that point, There was this one malay familY at bed 135..!! Can you imagine how embarassed I feLt..?!?!?! My god! Spare me, your humbLe creature..! That was the finaL straw. I just walked away! Cursing those 2 uncles under my breaths. Vowing not to attend to them again..!!!

Wednesday, 15th Feb 2006

Nothing much happened today. Another afternoon shift..! Mdm Liaw called me asking if I was interested to do Community Service on Thursday. Bring the elderly to Sentosa. I said yes. Was even too excited to think. haha..

Thursday, 16th Feb 2006

Morning shift that day. Got off work early. At 1330hrs, I signed out and off I went back to schoOl with Mdm Liaw in a cab.. (aLong with another teacher..). Azah, Fadhilah, Hasnah, NuruL and ShiLa came shortly after taking the next cab. (They left the ward at 1400hrs..)

Went off from schoOl at 1430hrs. Rode a bus to HoLLand ViLLage to pick up the elderly..! There was 30 elderly to 18 student volunteers.. (only 6 from Nursing dept the rest are Boys from other courses..) We went to the Underwater World, Dolphin Lagoon and The MusicaL Fountain..!! All F.O.C.. There was even dinner supplied.. McDonalds McWings and Fillet'O Fish Burger..! Yup, F.O.C as weLL.. haha.. I enjoyed the event. Especially when we went to the Dolphin Lagoon to see 3 pink dolphins..! They were gorgeous! And very clever too..!! The Musical Fountain was cool as weLL..! The colours and the dancing fountain. Captivated me..!! hehe.. If there's more of these outings again.. I will be glad to be a volunteer..! hahahah.. On the 21st Feb 2006, we'll be bringing the elderly to watch movie..!! I Not Stupid II.. hahaha.. But, tiring sia..! I got home at 2200hrs.. Leg was freakingLy aching..!! Watched Dimensi Ke 4.. Not scarry at aLL..!! BuLLshit arrr..! hahaha..

Friday, 17th Feb 2006

Today. Present. Now. Replaced the hours.. (30mins onLy).. haha.. Knocked off at 1530hrs.. Today as I said at the beginning of my entry, was a blessed day..! Cause its FRIDAY...!! 2 days to fuLLy rest at home.. (provided there's no catering this weekend..!!!) But then, I'll have no source of income..! Damn. Dilemma! haha.. We'll see how laa..

Oh ya! There's 2 new students in my clinical attachment group.. Tuminah.. (I addressed her as Kak Tum) Formerly from SGH.. Kind lady. Knows her job well. Always ready to lend a helping hand. Okay laa.. Better than nothing.. haha.. Another one is Saifudin. Ermm.. Frenly I guess.. Gotta admit that I was shy to start talking to him initially.. But I guess, he's okay..! All in all.. Best laaa..! Gotta help one another maaahh..! Anyways, its stiLL too early to teLL..! Today, I removed an NGT then re-inserted one to a patient in my cubicLe.. Scarry shit!! Mrs Avril Yeo said it was okay..! She's coOl. She never said No to a student before.. HelpfuL and caring as weLL..!! She boosted my confidence! Thanx cher..!! hehehe.. (",)

Okay, okay.. Gotta go now.. Been a very long entry so far.. I hope iT somehow or rather makes up for the last couple of days that I was gone..!

Latterz!

Hmmm..

2006-02-10T16:33:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

My day today was sooOo shitty. Nothing is done. Nothing to be done. My god. Wanna go out but, well.. actually, already made plans with a fren to go out to town today..! But, haizzz.. Lame. She slept and we didnt go out again.. (as usual..) Haizz.. Nevermind, I know she's probably tired..(thats because she's working..Unlike me..!!) Planned to go out again some other day but I will be so busy with attachment that I cannot even take care of myself.. Hmm.. We will see how it goes..

Well.. compared to yesterday.. Yesterday was superb! I picked up Fay & Trib at Yishun MRT and we went to my place to hang out.. (Actually to just chill till the sun goes down.. Wanted to swim in the evening...) Well, yeah.. I picked them up at 1500hrs.. Which was suppose to be at 1430hrs.. (Remind me to be late next time when picking them up!!) Yeah, it was drizzling but we still walked from the MRT to my place.. Which is quite NEAR, okay..??!?! hehe.. I welcomed them to my humble home.. Watched a bit of T.V then head straight to my room.. Did Trib's frenster page. It was nice.. Background of monkeys..! Then, did her blog too..! YahoooOo.. Now Trib has a blog! (At last!) She said it was troublesome and she probably will take forever to master it.. But, hey! Who cares! Just as long as you blog, its fine with ME!! hahaha.. Hip Hip HooRaYYYyy for Trib!!! But.. whats your blog add again..?!?!?! Anyways, if you have the time, please link me!! haha..

Oh ya. Where was I? At about 1700hrs, we left my place to head for the swimming pool..! Which is conveniently located next to my block! haha.. Entrance fee was $1 for adults and $0.50 for kids.. Oh yeah, my sis came along too..

Changed to our costumes and vour-laaa.. We're in! WooOoHooOo..! It was a nice weather. And did I mention that it was drizzling.. (Like I care..) Trib was Like shivering.. Other than that, we had so much fun!! We dived, play catching, floated (like logs), swim and played "find the key" game..! It was awesome! I can dive in and touch the bed of the pool..! It was so fun.. Then Fay was like openning her legs wide and we had to dive under her and go thru her legs and all.. I did that.. Trib tried to dive under but she kept floating up and her head, hits Fay's stomach! We had a good laugh! Well, my sis..? She was like playing around with Fay and all.. Constantly with Fay.. I think Fay is even scared of my sis!! hahaha..

The BEST thing that ever happen while we were there was ~~probably~~ Definately when we saw a R A I N B O W..!! Yep, we did! And without any delay, we made a wish! We held hands, closed our eyes and we made a wish like there was no tomorrow..!! It was an amazing sight anyone could ask for..! It was so prominent! We could see very clearly the colours; Indigo, Green, Orange, Yellow, Violet and ermmm.. I forgot the other 2 colours.. Hhahaha.. Whoa! It was the best of the best of the best sight ever..!!!!

Went out of the pool at 1915hrs.. They walked to the MRT station.. Before that, we said our goodbyes and our hopes that today (which was yesterday) would happen again soon..! Went our separate ways. Got home, famished, ate dinner and lepak!! WooOooHooOoo..!! Well, its gonna be the end of my 2-week vacation soon..! Attachment will start on the 13th of Feb (which is this coming Monday!) Shuckz! I wish attachment will just WHIZZ past!! God help ME!

Anyways, I think I might just have a temperature..! Why not? With all the rain water and the chlorine which I've gulp down! Shitheads! haha.. Whatever laaaaaa.. I do not care..!

Going out with my mum now.. Blog again some other time..!

Ciao!

WTF!

2006-02-08T18:57:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum aLLz..!

Whoa. Yesterday was a panic...! Waited for my mum before we went visiting my aunty at Tan Tock Seng Hospital. My god! It brought back alot of stupid memories (which i'm sickly fond of... how ironic is that..?).. Okay, in details.. Memories such as..

1. The smell of alcohol swabs.

2. The sight of old and frail looking individuals with their pitiful faces waiting anxiously for their loved ones to come bringing a basketful of fruits and flowers.

3. The nurses doing their tube feeding.

4. The spoilt curtains which you must pull with full strength if not, they won't budge and the list just goes on and on and so forth..

Okay, anyways, when we got there, my aunty just finished eating her dinner.. (And oh Ya! How could I forget, the odour stench from the food trolley! My god! That made me wanna puke, man!). Yeah, there was this huge bandage on her head.. Probably covering up the stitches.. Ermm.. my aunty had a blood clot in her brain due to hypertension.. (I donno what's her definate diagnosis..). She doesn't even recognise my mum! When asked about when she was admitted, she said it was Dec last year.. (padahal this year, Jan!) Hmm.. She seemed in a dazed and not at all interested in talking to us.. At about 1735hrs, received a phonecall from Sue. I had positively, swear to god that I forgot I had plans with them.. (Sue, Jane, Sharon, Hamizah and PJ). We were suppose to meet at 1800hrs..! So I msged them that I'll be freakingly late. They said they would wait for me and we would eat dinner together.. At about 1830hrs, I left the Hospital. Went back home, took my wallet and my EZ-Link card and dash off... I reached Raffles Place at 1945hrs.. They waited.. (As promised.) How sweet right..? But too bad, Sharon had to attend a wake so she wasnt there.. We ate at Lau Pa Sat.. At about 2050hrs, sent Hamizah back to the Mrt station (she had a curfew.. hahaha..) while, Sue, Jane, PJ and myself were still "arguing" where we should be heading next.. Somehow, we wanted to go to Esplanade. Sue wanted to go home.. Because she's afraid of the big bad wolf under her void-deck.. haha.. Okay, she took the next train home.. Left with us 3 girls..

We had fun at the Esplanade. Really. There was fireworkz and It was an awesome sight! Power. haha.. We sat at the end, near to the parking area, where you can sit on the rocks.. There was many many many couples romancing in the night away.. There we talked about loads of girl stuff..! It was really worth it.. I think during that session, I get to know PJ a lil better.. (Way to go, PJ!) We left the place at 2220hrs.. We went our separate ways at the MRT station. We kissed each other goodnight and wished one another all the best for their attachment.. I took the train home alone.. (as usual..) Haizzzzz..

I reached home at 2330hrs.. Took my shower and went straight to bed..

Woke up 0800hrs today.. Thanx to my annoying brother..!! God! Bathe, and basically did nothing the whole day! Received a msg from Hamizah saying that we have to clear our locker by Tomorrow or else it will go to the Head.. Hmm.. Last min notice again!! Haizz..

Thought of going swimming today.. But didnt.. Sharon was out with some frenz.. Sue..? I guess, another day then.. My mum already warned me about going swimming.. She said I was black already. C'mon! Its just a tan! She said, If I go swimming one more time, she's gonna cut up my swimming costume with a scissors..!! My Lord! What did I do in my previous life..????!?!?!?! LOL!

Anyways, Im like dead bored now. I could just drop dead! Nothing to do.. Haizzz.. Damn!

Okay lorr.. Blog again some other time..

Ciao!

P/s: I hope Azry got a light sentence..Maybe just a warning letter..! And I hope Sue is doing fine..! God, PLEASE help them..!

Sorry

2006-02-07T14:02:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

I'm sorry for my long absence..! I know all my die-hard fans are dying to read about my life.. hahahaha.. Corny..!

Okay, laaa.. nothing much happen during my absence frm blogging.. I've yet to update my frenster account and all those shits..! Ermmm.. To let you in a secret, I make out on the sofa @ a "fren's" place..! Yeah. So unlike me.. But hey, Its the experience I'm looking forward to.. I wanna spice up my life a bit, yeah..?

Hmmm... So, I've heard, everyone wanna go to IUON as well.. Hari already got his place there.. (that was what he allegedly told Sue..) Hmmm.. Hari deleted me from his frenster.. and from MSN as well.. I have no idea what his problem is but Im not staying to find out either..!! It was merely a joke.. And dont blame me if noone called you the last couple of months.. Maybe its because we were busy with our studies.. Dont you ever think about that..?? Im sorry if I'm being harsh on anyone.. But that is the truth.. So stop pointing your fingers anyhow..

Haizz.. Its not easy to ... haizz.. never mind, forget it!

Anyways, the song i've typed aerlier (before this entry) is kindda cool and catchy! Tune is fab! and what is being said, is about 90% true!! Cheap! You should listen to the song if you wanna know what I mean..

Okay lorr.. Nothing else to bitch about.. Blog laterz..!

Ciao!

Lirik Lagu

2006-02-07T13:32:00.000+08:00

Hafiz As'ari - Minah Tudung

[Chorus]

Minah-minah tudung zaman sekarang

Ramai CACAT otak. [Bodoh]

Pakai tudung tapi pakai Pakaian yang

ketat-ketat. [Bodoh]

Ada pula pakai Tudung tapi

Pakai t-shirt pulak. [Bodoh]

Mana ke tidak Masyarakat

Kita dipandang Rendah. [Bodoh]

Keluar Dgn Mak pakai Tudung

Macam sopan AURAT tertutup.

Tapi bila keluar dgn Kawan

AURAT terdedah bagi LELAKI tengok PERCUMA!

Aku sendiri tengok pon HERAN

Mana tak heran,

Agama kuat kuat Tapi baju KETAT.

Bukak tudung rambut perang.

Perang-perang, konon tu nak

Tunjuk BELANG.

Tindik sini, tindik sana, Bukan di

Telinga saja, LIDAH pon ada.

Muka DECENT tetapi perangai NONSENSE

Ikut sesuka hati dia, Tapi tak ikut

segi AGAMA.. [cak, cak, cak kedondong]

Repeat [Chorus]

Depan ibu bapa pakai Baju lengan panjang,

Seluar panjang Tapi di belakang,

Lain cerita, macam MONSTER!

Cabut kening, ada TATTOO di badan dia.

Pakai make-up, Pakai lipstick punya tebaL,

Macam MOMOK, macam momok!

Masya'allah, masyallah..

Tak boleh angkat, tak boleh angkat..

Tengok dia, tengok dia..

Goyang pantat, GOYANG PANTAT!

Masuk CLUB pakai tudung,

Pergi tandas, BUKAK tudung.

Ooh Ohh.. Kemana pergi budaya..?

Kemana pergi agama..?

Mana pergi MELAYU kita..?

Repeat [Chorus]

Dengar sini semua.

Jangan Ikut trend masa kita.

Kita rosak, kita HANCUR,

Siapa nak jawab bila kita di KUBUR..?

Mak nak jawabkan? [Sorry sikit]

Bapak jawabkan? [Sorry sikit]

Atok jawabkan? [Sorry sikit]

Berani buat, Berani tanggung sendiri.

Fikir baik-baik,

Fikir nasak-masak.

Jangan kita menyesal di hari kelak.

[Repeat Twice]

Repeat [Chorus]

Bushed!

2006-02-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum

Im tired! Went around the whole of Singapore just to buy a present for a fren..! hahah.. But it was worth it! We brought 3 scarfs and its very nice..! It will definately suit her!! Im sure She will love it!! Will be meeting her tomorrow and then give it to her and then we all go and eat..

okay laaa thats all.. Tired. Too tired! Cannot blog!

Ciao!

Me, Myself & I

2006-01-31T19:07:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum Semua. Selamat sejahtera.. (Cehhh..) haha..

Ehem, ehem.. There wasnt any post available yesterday because.. ermm how should I put it.. There was nothing interesting I did yesterday.. Just lazing around at home playing with my bro's PS2. My sis and me tagged-team playing Mortal Kombat game..! Hahaha.. It was superb..! haha.. Had so much fun. I pressed the controller until my fingers were sore and red with indentations on them..! But it was worth it..!

Ermm.. Was invited to Mdm Liaw's place for CNY.. Alot came.. Just to name some, Sharon, Mala, Hamizah, Azah, Sue, Juliet, Mas, Toby, Carita, Pei Ting, Rani, Chin Chew, Abu and of course Meeeee..~ hahaha.. Met up with Azah and Mala at Yishun MRT.. It was "suey" for me as my blouse colour was like the exact same shade as Abu's "kemeja" (I dont know this word in English..) haha.. As usual.. It has to be Hamizah and Sue to notice and of course without fail.. They teased me.. Saying something like.. "Did you all plan to wear the same colour..??" My god! Anyone who is anyone could come and wear the same colour.. It doesn't mean anything.. Dont be sooo narrow minded you guys.. hahaha..

We ate alot of "junk foods" at Mdm Liaw's place.. Oh ya, by the way, the place is huge.. It was a landed property.. (A terrace house..) Okay la.. Very simply decorated.. Looked like any typical Chinese family's home.. White walls.. White flooing and all.. Neat place and it was cool.. (A very big house for just the 3 of them..) When we came, Mrs Lee and hubby, Mrs Avril Yeo and hubby were there already.. Ya.. We came, we wished everyone A Happy Chinese New Year to all the teachers.. We gave Mdm Liaw a pair of oranges when she welcomed us in to her humble home.. It was alot.. She couldnt carry all of them cos it kept dropping.. hahaha.. We came in, the teachers also said their goodbyes and they left.. (Mdm Liaw said they have been there for quite a while and its goodthey left.. If not, we wouldnt have proper seats.. hahaha..)

At about 1530hrs, we left.. Went to the AMK Central's McD. Was hard luck finding that place.. An indian girl, somewhat looked like a primary 5 girl came up to us to ask for donations. $10 for a small box of chocolates.. She said that her dad was not working and it'll be next week when he finds a new job and he'll be only getting his salary at the end of next month.. So she's doing this to cover for her schooling expenses.. I mean, she looked pityful.. But, she shouldnt be buying chocolates and selling them.. I mean, she should use the money (which they use to buy the chocolates) to use it as her daily expenses.. Right..? Right..? Tell me Im right...!!?? We decided not to buy any by giving her the excuse that we dont have any cash right now and will have to draw out the money and we will come back to her.. But, she said.. (with her innocent face and pityful voice) "Can I follow you to the ATM coz I will need to go to other places also.." At that point, I was like speechless.. And I looked at Sharon with a blank face..! hahahah.. In the end, we said.. No, we will look for you.. and we just walked away.. Haizz.. The things people do..

Got home at about 1745hrs.. Sent my brother to camp.. Was hoping to meet someone.. But to no avail.. Haizz.. We were just not fated to meet today..

Okay lorrr.. That's all for today.. Will blog again some other day..

Oh wait..!! My grandma was admitted to Hospital yesterday.. CGH.. She sprained her ankle and It was bulging like hell.. Blue-black on the whole leg.. (the ankle part laaaaaa..) And she complaint of back-ache as well.. But after the X-Ray, (she had to do it twice, no thanx to the unexperienced nurses there..) the Dr just gave her a jab and some medication to take home.. (Okay, its not like she was warded there.. Thank God for that!) That was a scare..

Okay.. That was it.. Now she's resting at home..

Logging off now.

Ciao!

P/S: I went out without wearing a *** today..! Was a big accomplishment. Never felt so free before..! Hahahaha.. Just wanted to try out.. (But I wore a tube inside okay..) Whatever it is, when I'm in UK, i wont have to worry.. Not a wearing a *** is nothing to them.. Sinaporeans.. They are so back-dated in everything..!! Gosh!

WoohoOo..!

2006-01-29T19:17:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum semua..

Time Check: 1915hrs

I just got home from my picnic at Sembawang 'Filthy' Beach.. It was awesome to be out and about, laze around at the beach.. It has been quite sometime now since I last visited that place. It was no surprise to see alot, and I mean, really alot of people and tons of tentages everywhere..!! There was even a line up of about 8 tentages in a row.. (maybe it was a big family + relatives) And yeah, since its CNY, the place was infested with malay & indian families..!! Got a good spot under some trees and we laid out our mats.. We arranged our food items and we waited for the right time to go down.. Armed with our (my sis & me) swimming costumes (which i think is the wrong costume as everyone was looking at us..like as if we were an alien or something..) we went for a dip.. My god! You wouldn't believe it if I were to say the water was not clean and green.. It was instead, chalky-green-twigs & dried leaves infested waters..! Like as if algae was on the top most layer.. Anyhow, I went in.. It felt like im bathing in oil..!! Sooo oily..!! Serious! My gosh..! I stayed there for like 15 mins and went out.. There and then, I made the vow not to swim in such water again..!! Only swimming pool..!!!!

So, I went out, went to the toilet and wash myself up..! After that, I felt good.. The rest of the afternoon, I played frisbee and soccer with my brothers.. My sis were busy with my other cousins.. My mum & dad chatted about everything under the sun with my aunts & uncles.. We ate and ate and ate and ate.. From rice, to crackers, to kuih2.. hahaha.. Today was soo much fun.. I hope there'll be other gatherings like this..!

Its such a waste to be coming home at this hour.. As this is the hour when the sea breeze will blow..! And later at night, I was hoping to gaze at some stars.. Particularly the Orion Belt.. But, instead, my parents told me pack things up and leave.. Damn. Wasted! So sad.

Okay then, I have nothing more to add.. Gotta go now. Blog again some other day..

Ciao!

LOST.

2006-01-28T19:35:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum

Here's wishing everyone a Happy Chinese New Year.

There, I did my part of being a good citizen.. hehehe..

Today is soo boring. I hope it will end soon..! Slept at about 2am last night.. Had the most stupidest dream ever..! I dreamt about this guy (my ex-scandal) was chasing after me in Tekka..! My god! Of all the wonderful places and of all the wonderful people.. It had to be there and him..??!?!?!? Anyways, he was wearing sunglasses and I know its him.. Still feeling the hurt and the grudges I hold against him, I was like not acknowledging him despite his attempts to stop me. He was trying to tell me how sorry he was and blah blah blah.. (I know it too well..) Whatever it was, I just kept walking and walking around the Tekka streets (too bad, I didnt see any Negros picking up card-board boxes..!) hahaha..

Well, there (at Tekka) I saw some familiar faces.. Shanti and Paeni was there too.. Shanti was wearing a saree..! And Paeni was as smart looking as ever.. God, I soo miss them..!! Especially Chandran and Sandra..!!! <br>

Went out with my mum and sis to buy the ingredients for tomorrow's picnic with my aunts and cousins..! Hmmm.. Nothing to do now.. Soo bored sia..! *sigh*

Okay lorr.. Since nothing to blog, I shall LO..

Ciao!

Beat!

2006-01-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

Okay, okay.. So I'm always the one with the late updates and all.. But so what..? I have a life to run okay.. (Not like you mongrels, so free..!) hahaha..

Hmm.. okay. lets start from the beginning.. The gathering was FUN! Those who missed it, man, you are the ones at a lost! Okay.. There was so much food leftovers.. (Seriously) In the end, the teachers pack it and they brought it home.. Mdm Liaw said, can eat it for breakfast..!! hahaha.. (okay, suits you..) I reach there at about 1730hrs like that. I, Malz, Azah, Toby, Lyana & Diana took the bus together.. When we reach the place, Sue, Jane, PJ & Sharon was already there.. Abit disappointed though.. They went there by cab..(w/out telling me..) I tot we were going there together.. *sob sob* Okay, fine.. Thats settled.. Since they lived nearby.. Okay okay.. You win..

I brought egg-crabmeat-mayo sandwiches and crabmeat rolls.. And they were selling like hot cakes.. good.. But the springrolls turns out soggy.. But I let it cooled down first before closing the lid you know.. I dont know what went wrong la.. But still, its finished. Thankful for that.. Didnt think that my sandwiches were so good. If I'd known, I brought more..!! Chicken salad was good.. Fried rice was nice. Macaroni was good as well.. There was agar2 as well.. Some more got what huh..?? We laid it out on the table.. and It was quite a spread..!!

Played charade and musical chair and oh ya, karaoke as well..!! All the songs were super oldies..!! But its kindda nice too.. Mrs Lee was sporting enough to start the ball rolling.. She sang a song (not to mention abit off key..) hahaha.. But hey, it was for the fun of it.. Not a contest to enter Singapore Idiot..! hahaha.. Mdm Liaw kept her word.. She had a duet with Abu.. They sang.. Top of The world.. We sang as a group when the chorus part came.. It was nice..! I kindda like that song too.. There was a song which I was familiar with..Tie a Yellow Ribbon Round The Old Oak Tree.. But I guess, I wasn't idol material..!! I didnt even dare to hold the mike..!! hehehe.. Oh gosh.. Musical chair was funny..! We looked like we were kindergarten chidren..!! Silly.. Really silly..! Charade was the best..!! I had to act out MAry Had A LiTTle Lamb..! Like how was I suppose to do a Lamb..?? So, i was like frantically crawling on the floor.. and they said I did it like a box..! Okay fine..! I admit to that.. I want YOU to TRY to do a Lamb..!!

They left me.. They all went home at around 2100hrs.. I wanted to watch the chinese serial.. So I stayed behind.. And of all people.. Abu..??!?!?! Haizz.. We pack up, cleaned the room.. and left.. Went to Mdm Liaw'a car (her husband fetched her..) and she gave me a parting gift..! The album (for CSC) She said she wanted me to finish decorating it.. (Errr.. like.. okay.. I dont even get to enjoy my hols..)

Its still in the bag.. Got home like 2230hrs.. While we were walking towards the bus stop, I heard Abu said something under his breath.. something like.. "aku jugakk masok angin keluar asap.." Like WHAT is thattt suppose to mean..???!!?!?!?!?! Arrghh..!

Went swimming again today with the Arsehole Laydees.. Me, Malz, Sharon & Sue.. Yup only the 4 of us..! But it was like there were 40 of us.. Had fun at the lazy pool..! Malz just walk in it.. It was suppose to be a layzee pool.. She was so uptight..! Relax.. The slide..! Aww..! It was cool..! I did it twice..! I didnt know that I was brave enough to try it in the 1st place..!! But I kept wanting it more..! Malz had a go at it after loads and loads and loads of persuasion from the life-guard, us and a pri 6 indian boy named Joshua..!!! hahaha.. Oh ya, the life-guard was like Flirting with Sharon.. asking to check his BP for him.. and He even had the balls to ask Sharon for her number..!!!!! God! Get a life old man..! Then we went to the wave pool..! It was so darn fun..! Its gotta be the best pool ever.. (It was my 1st time there okay..) It is sooo cool..! Maybe if we were in a bigger group, it will be twice the fun..!! We saw a free show.. (couples smooching and rubbing the breasts..) in the cave.. God.. Get a room will ya..! hahaha.. Its really fun.. After swimming, we were like sooo hungry, famished is the word..!! Got to the coffee shop. 3 Coffee shops to be exact.. and guess what..?? there was only 2 malay shops.. (and they are all doing their closing shifts..IT was only 2045hrs..!!) Man..! What a letdown..! In the end we went somewhere.. (not sure of the place..) I ate bee hoon goreng.. Quite nice.. (everything tastes nice when you're hungry..!!!) Took the train home.. Reached home at about 2300hrs.. Changed my outfit and here I am.. hahaha.. at about 0007hrs, wished Hamizah Happy Burfday..! Its her burfday today..! Wahh..!! She replied, I was the 1st to msg her..! Yippeee..!

Wish there's a gathering again..! Gonna mish all my pals..!!

Okay, gotta go now.. Darn tired..!!

Ciao!

2006-01-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

For all you lay persons out there, this is Tom DeLonge from Blink182..!! Awww.. Isnt he cute..? He's a darling young one.. He's the vocalist and the lead guitarist of the band..!! *smooches*

See that piercing..?? I wanna get one just like that..!!! hehe..

Yippee..!!

2006-01-25T19:12:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

Whoaa.. Its like the last day of school today.. And the Behavioural Paper sucked.. Well, its not that bad actually.. (crossing my fingers!) But, ermm.. I wouldn't say I regretted for not studying.. Because, I did study.. Its just that we were tricked by our lecturers..!! If she just said to focus on everything (although its not a big help, thank you very much!) it would have not caused the chaos between Sharon, Hamizah and everyone else whom I knew..!!! After we left the examination hall, I was practically sighing a big sigh of relief that its finally over..!!!!

Whoever thought that MOTIVATION & EMOTIONS would come out as a structured question.?? I basically only memorized the definations, nothing more, nothing less..!!! There wasn't any SAQ on EGO-DEFENCE MECHANISMS, NEEDS, PERSONALITY, MEMORY & REMEMBERING..(Even if there was, it only carried minimal marks..!!) I mean I practically memorize all of that topics until I was sooooo darn confident when I entered the examination hall..!! But when I flipped thru the paper.. Holy crap! Holy crap I say..!!!! I was so disappointed with the paper..!! Haizz..! Sharon and I wanted to burn down the house of the teacher who set the paper...!!!

Well, anyways, its over..! So, get on with your life y'all..! Results will show..!!

Hmm.. Sharon, Sue, Jane & myself actually made a pact about a few weeks ago that we'll gonna leave for UK after our graduation from ITE to get a degree in a university there..!! I tell you, I cannot wait to get there..! We've been living our dreamz even now.. We are like practising our own slang and we cannot simply stop talking about being in the Uni and going to lectures.. We would imagine ourselves eating crackers inside the audi during lectures while other students are scruffling with their notes.. We would imagine always coming late to lectures and people will give us the one-kind of stare everytime we enter.. Getting lost in the big Uni.. I on the other hand, started planning that Im going to have my lips pierce.. (Just like Tom DeLonge of Blink182!!!!) Arrgh..! Then On the plane, we will be the ones making noise.. (like we always do..!!) oh god.!! Im sooooo darn excited already..!! And then we would imagine, Mala, Hidayah, Azah, Hamizah sending us off to the airport.. Awww..! Hahahaha.. Okay, Im getting too carried away..!!! I cant help it, its just too exciting..!!! Cannot wait to 2007!!
Errmm.. Reality check..!!!

Going for my Clinical Attachment 1.2 on the 13th Feb @ TTSH.. (Im sure you all know by now what TTSH stands for, right..???) Just now, we got to know our lecturer.. Its Mrs Avril Yeo..! YAHOO.. She's so soft spoken but people may take advantage of her kindness.. But what the heck..! Im soo happy..!!! But on the other hand, Syphillis Tan will be our Discipline Mistress there..!!! God! Its gonna be hell..!!! Like who nowadays employs a discipline mistress..? Sooo backdated..!!

Well... Tommorrow there will be our big gathering..!! Food.. Please bring food people..!!! Ermm.. I'll be bringing egg-mayo sandwiches and crapmeat springrolls.. Gosh.. There's no vegetarian food for Sharon..! Shucks!! Then how..? Aaaarrgghhh..! Panic..!

Since today is the last day of school, we went out just now..!! Mala, Sharon, jane and myself.. We went to tekka to collect Mala's saree.. And surprise, surprise.. It was not ready yet.. So, its another wasted trip..!! A bit disappointing too when I didnt get to see any Negros collecting card-board boxes..!! Yup.. Negros..!!!! hahaha.. Like what the hell..? They came all the way from Africa or Nigeria to Singapore and work as card-board boxes collector..!!???!?!?! It does not make any sense at all.. Maybe there wasnt any card-board boxes back from where they came from..! hmmm.. Then we went all the way to JP to eat Banquet.. I was still full from the Budget Nasi Lemak we get from the teachers (like a farewell meal..).. So, I only ate fruits..! Hmm.. diet arr..!! hhaha..

Hmm.. okay, okay.. Hope that tomorrow's gathering is a big success..!! Will keep you updated on that..!!!

Arrghh.. Okay, gotta go..!!

Ciao!

Black-key-Chan.

2006-01-23T18:07:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

WoOoohoOo..!! A load of burden has just been lifted of my shoulders at 1045hrs, today, this morning..!!!! This is because, my 1st paper, Clinical Nursing was over and done with..!! Thank god..!! PhewWww..!! Im so happy. Im over-joyed. Im practically screaming in my heart..!! But then again, one more paper is due this Wednesday..!! And I seriously, sincerely hope that it would be easier than the Clincal Nursing paper. The latter was soOo darn hard.. When I 1st read the SAQs, my heart sank into the deepest ocean, deeper than the beds of Antartica..!! My gosh..! At that moment in time, I felt IT. Regret. The one word that can best describe it..! Regret! AwwWww..! Darn. Should have studied about TPN..! Should Have studied about Barier Nursing. Should have studied about the Nursing assesments for Isolation technique in greater detail. In greater depths..! AwwWWw.. That was totally the end of my Clinical Nursing Paper..!!! I was at the dumps..! Shallow.. Like mud.. So heavy and down..!! Darn. Regret. It never go away.

Anyways, Im black now. Barbequed. Red meat. haha.. Went swimming on Sunday with my sis. People were busy studying whereas me, I was busy learning swimming.. And I still suck at it..!! Bah..! I gave up..!

Hmm.. what to do..? Haven't start revision for Behavioural Science yet.. Screw me! Im roasted.

Okay, okay. No mood to blog. Gotta go.

Ciao!

Say Cheeze..~

2006-01-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

Clockwise From Top: Zesty Zainab, Sarcastic Sharon, Irritating Irena (Me), Sickening Sue & Harmful Hidayah.. And We call ourselves. . . . Arsehole Laydees . . . . hahaha.. Ain't that cute..? Hahaha.. (Maut!)

Not In Picture: Monstrous Mala, Annoying Azah, Raunchy Rachel, Hazardous Hamizah. (",)

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2006-01-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

Heeehee.. Thought of sharing what a wonderful time we had during swimming.. Now now, don't be jealous okay.. hehehe.. More pictures coming up.. hehe.. Basically, its Sharon, Sue and myself hogging the camera.. (i'm still camera shy, okay..) Oh ya, this pic was taken from Sue's blog.. hehehe.. Sorry Sue.. (But there ain't no copyright law, rite..??) Heehehe.. So, I have nothing to worry about..

(",) P/s: I love you too, Sue..! hehehe..

Slipped my mind..

2006-01-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

Oh ya, I forgot.. There will be a gathering on the 26th of Jan at Mrs Lee's condo.. She booked a function room for us.. I have to tell the class.. Pot luck..! Shootz..! Have to inform the class on Monday..!!!!!

B.O.R.E.D.

2006-01-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

Today, nothing much happen.. Woke up at 10am today.. There wasn't any catering today.. Boring.. Thought that I would occupy myself with revision for the upcoming exam this Monday.. But then again, Lazyness got the best of me.. I was lazing around at home.. Watch T.v. Watched Remember The Titans again today. It was superb.. (Eventhough I've watched it like a hundred times already..).. It's quirky and touching in a way that in the end, Gerry died..! He's like the most good-looking one in the squad.. (Next to Julius Campbell..) hehe..

After that, I took out my CN Notes and started browsing thru abit.. After about half an hour or so, I went out with my dad to fetch my mum back from work.. We went to Metro again today.. Bought my sis her swim-suit.. (Planning to go swimming today otself.. But what luck..! It rained down on me today..! Shucks!) My mum treated us KFC today.. Ate it at home.. When We reached home, my 2nd brother was already there.. He salam me and kissed me..(itS been the routine ever since he went to the Army..) We sat down and ate together.. I love it when he comes home.. I basically cannot wait what happens to him during in camp.. Its just amusing to hear stories from him.. He would make the faces (that would make me laugh so hard, i cried..) and the sounds, the places he describes..! Its just so amusing..!!

Oh ya, did I tell you yesterday I went to study with some frenz at the Civic Centre.. Went there at about 1030hrs.. Got home at about 2045hrs.. I managed to do some of the revision questions given by Mrs Lee.. (There was a sense of accomplishment..!) Went shopping with Sue after that.. Wanted to buy 2 t-shirts.. Even went in the fitting room together with Sue.. But in the end, I didn't buy them.. What a waste..! (Insufficient funds laa..) hehe.. Sorry Sue..

Hmmm... Tomorrow..? Let's see.. I really need to STUDY..!! haha.. Phuck it. Im sure everyone else in my class is busy brushing thru their notes and books.. While I'm lazing around and writing my blog..! haizzzzz.. Regrets. Regrets. REGRETS...

Okay okay.. Gotta run now.. Blog again some other time..

Ciao!

What A Dayyy..~

2006-01-19T20:10:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum..!

Whoa..! What a day today has been..! Was suppose to go to Behavioural Science Revision Class BUT as usual.. I overslept.. And I woke up at 0930hrs..!!! Can you imagine that..? Class started at 0800hrs..! Haizz.. Lazy, Lazy. Checked my mobile.. 5 messages.. Already made plans to go swimming with a couple of my frenz in school today..!! I went out of the house at 1020hrs.. Went to the NTUC to buy shampoo and 8 Days magazine.. Read the mag in the bus on the way to school.. My head hurts.. It was spinning.. Felt like puking..!!

Hmmm.. Reached school at about 1130hrs.. Mala & Azah was waiting in the cafe.. I msged Sue where she were at about 1200pm.. She replied she was waiting for us in the pool.. But when we get there, they were no where to be found.. Kanasai.. Mala called her.. Sue said that they were walking towards the exit.. But when we went out, they were not there either.. Haizz..

About 20mins later.. We went in again.. We sat a few mins as the sun was shinning down on the pool so hard.. We talked crap (like we always do..).. We changed.. (oh ya, Jane didnt come along...) So it was me, Sharon, Mala & Sue changed into our swimming costumes.. Hamizah bailed out on us again.. Saying that she was still having flu.. (Yeah, she was..) So its okay.. She sat down studying.. (A while later, we saw her lying down..) hahaha.. It was as if the place belonged to her..! haha..

We swam for about 3 hrs or so.. We played Truth or Dare.. (W/out the dare..) We did synchronise swimming.. We tried to communicate under water.. haha.. It was so much fun.. But too bad, Time really flies when we are having fun..!! At about 1500++hrs, we went up.. Oh ya.. Mala..!! Eventhough she was physically with us, it was as if she wasn't there.. Always anti-socialising.. Floating else where.. Never with us..!! She spent like practically an whole hour asking for a "float" from the life guard..!!! Always shouting to Hamizah to help her ask.. It would be 1000 time easier if she was the one asking it herself.. In the end, I was the one who asked..!!! Happy that she finally got it.., she floated like a log..!!! Minding her own business..!! Boring..!!

After washing up, we went to eat at Banquet, East Point.. Hidayah came shortly after we gobbled up our bowl of Yong Tau Fu.. Ate fruits.. Went home by bus.. Reached home at about 1900hrs.. So tired..!! Tomorrow, going study with my pals again..!! At Civic Centre.. We'll see what crap will happen tomorrow..!! Will update you on that again some other day..!

Gotta go now..

Ciao!

2006-01-18T16:34:00.000+08:00

C! AHS

..x.. Club Applied Health Science Family ..x..

Combination of Biochemical Technology & Nursing Students & Teacher Advisors.

Had our very 1st gathering. To break the ice & to get to know about one another..

At the end of the day, our main objectives were met and I feel that, We can work together better..!!

Errmmm..~

2006-01-18T15:22:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

I guess I've not been updating my shit for a longgg time.. Been busy with stuff (I don't know what..) But I guess, I was just busy being myself..

Hmm.. Okay, lets start from the beginning.. I don't remember having feelings of hate, anger or shitty at any point in time these last few days.. Errmm.. This week is the study week, so we have one week of break.. I was suppose to do some revision but.. lazyness got the best of me.. I have a feeling that I'm going to regret this later..

Last Friday.. we stayed behind after class to help our teachers do up some posters and banners for the coming CCA roadshow.. (Its all over now..) And I must say, it was very good.. The teachers were impressed..! (Compared to the previous banners, ours were way better..!!) Thanx to our creative juices..! Mala, Sharon, Hamizah, Jane, Sue & Myself, we made a good team..!! Kudos guys..!!

Monday, Mdm Liaw called.. She asked if I could come down to school to help her finish up her photo album.. And being the good soul I always am, I obliged.. She told me to meet her at Bishan Junction 8 Popular bookstore at 2pm.. We bought the photo album and the stand.. After that, she bought something to eat.. (Currypuff from Old Chung Kee..she bought 1 for me too eventhough I decline upteenth times..). Then, we drove back to school.. She briefed me on what to do and she was off to pick up her daughter from school.. I was off to the reading room.. A few mins later, Diana came.. We discussed what to do and were off.. I msged Sue, hoping that she was free but, she was at her hubby's place.. Don't want to disturb her.. hehe.. Diana called Yanwen to come down.. He helped up to cut the pictures we've drawn.. Mdm Liaw came back together with Mrs Lee with some more photographs.. Gosh, kecohhhh babe..!!

Mrs Lee told us she booked a function hall for us to celebrate.. On the 26th Jan.. Just after our last paper.. Before we all go our separate ways for attachments.. It would be cool and fun.. We suggested, no more BBQ.. We are gonna have pot-luck..!! Its simpler and less messy..! There'll be games (I hope..) And the main event will be Karaoke..!! Mdm Liaw told me (in the car) that she would want to duet with Abu some of the oldies..!! hahahaha..

Oh ya.. We finished doing the album at 7pm.. The next day, was the roadshow.. We did not so bad.. There were at least 10 new members who signed up.. haha.. (Better than nothing, right..??) AHS got alot.. About 104 new members signed up..! Kudos to the team..!!

At about 2pm yesterday, we went swimming again..!! Sharon, Mala, Sue, Jane, Me, PJ... Mala & PJ didnt swim.. too bad.. Mala said she have outgrown he swimming costume..! Sharon & Me were splashing and walking in the pool rather than swimming.. (Maklum lah.. tak tau berenang..) hahahahhahaha.. Sharon made a big progress.. She could float..! Yayy..! Whereas me..? Haizz.. Lost hope already..!! hehehe..

We are planning to go swimming again on Thursday..!! After our BS revision class..

Okay then, so far, At home, I've been doing nothing.. But.. I've clean up my wardrobe..! Been wanting to do and finally today, got the chance to do so..! Thrown out some old baju kurong.. And some old worn out t-shirts.. Its neat now..!!

My mum is on M.C today.. Sent her to the doctor's office.. Got 2 days of M.Cs..

Hmm.. the rain is pouring down again.. Its so dark outside.. Its only 1545hrs.. Cloudy..Windy.. The perfect weather to snooze..!! hahaha..

I haven't start my revision..!! AaaAAaarrgghhhhhhhhhhhh..!!~

Okay, okay.. Gotta go now.. Blog again some other day.. Perhaps when Im free and bored and I have nothing better to do.. Watch out for my next publish..! haha..

Ciao!

Wednesday Blues..~

2006-01-11T12:52:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

Oh! Wednesday is here to stay.. What a boring day.. Now in the MLC with Hamizah only.. She's sleeping like a baby.. The rest are in class attending their last CMSK lesson with Ms Rosie Ching. hehehe.. Wonder what they are doing now.. I just finished my Intelligence topic in the eLearning journal.. Boy..! Im so boredddd..~ Mizah keep complaining that she's so sleepy.. Don't know what she did last night.. haha.. Chat ngan Din Takadim agaknyerrr.. hehehe..

This morning, i did my Behavioural Test II.. I think the paper was okay.. Some of the questions were tricky though.. If I get 45 marks, I'll be contented.. hehe.. MCQs hmmm.. tricky.. SAQs.. Hmm.. kindda expected it.. During the test, I was regretting.. why didn't I study? I've neglected my studies..! Its too late for regrets now.. The test is over.. And I hope, the marks I get is satisfactory.. Neglect Comes With Regret.. Hmm.. We will see how I did.. Anyways, this is just a test.. The main Exam will be coming in 2 weeks time..!! And Im not prepared at all..! Aarrgghh..!!

Yesterday was very hectic.. My maternal grandparents slept over and all my maternal aunties and uncles came to my place for a gathering.. Celebrating my grandma's 60th Burfday & Hari Raya Haji.. Hmm.. Couldn't study.. Too much noise.. My little cousins were running around the house screaming and laughing.. I joined them too.. hahaha.. All in all.. 5 families came to my house.. It was so darn packed in the living room.. We all watched Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam II.. (i watched it like 5 times already..) I enjoyed seeing my cousins closing their eyes and screams occasionally everytime the pontianak shows her face..!! hahahaha.. Am I sadistic or what..??!?!? hehe..

The crowd eases off at around 1700hrs.. One by one the family started to leave.. My house is like heaven again.. By the time I cleaned the place and wash up, its like 1900hrs.. Watched The Hot Chick.. Darn funny..!! hahah.. Rob Shneider is really a comedy king..!!

Didn't study even.. haha.. Haizz.. Thats me.. Went to bed at 2330hrs.. Woke up at 0500hrs.. School back as per normal.. Boring...! Oh ya.. We all planning to have another chalet during our one week break..!! Yahoo..!!

Okay, gotta go now.. Blog again some other day..

Ciao!

Rain rain go awayyy..~

2006-01-10T14:18:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum..

Its been a few days the rain keeps pouring like nobody's business.. And It has been a few days too I'm using my wet towel.. I just wont dry..!! Thanx to the rain..!! hmmm..

Last weekend, there was some work.. Saturday was at Toa Payoh South CC and my gosh, was it a grand affair..!! The layout was green and white colour.. The dias was grand and its soOo nice..!! Must have cost a bomb..!! Saturday was a full day.. From 1100hrs - 1700hrs was the normal function and from 1900hrs -2100hrs was dinner.. I tell you, I was shivering from head to toe.. It was raining on and off.. I played in the rain and of course was drenched like nobody's business.. hehehe.. Got home at 2300hrs.. I showered and I was still shivering like nobody's business..!! hahaha.. I put on my sweater.. And dive in straight under my comforter..!! Wow..! That was great..! But it didnt end there...

The next day, Sunday.. There was another project.. This time round, it was at Marine Terrace Function Hall.. This time round it wasnt as lavish as the previous one.. But its simple yet elegant..!! All white..! Pure. Clean. I like that too..!! And yes, it was raining again.. Played in the rain again.. My cousins and I splashed water onto each other until everything was wet.. (including our under garments..) hahaha.. It was fun.. It was like I was a kid again.. (heck, Im still a kid..!) hahaha.. It was great fun..!! Saw Abu and his brother and his mom and dad and his aunty (the uncle who returned to be with HIM).. His aunty cried when she saw me.. (I took care of his uncle during his stay in hospital..) I hug here.. There were tears in Abu's mom's eye.. (There were tears in my eyes too..!!) Hmm.. I hold it back..! I tried to be strong.. Cehh..! hehe..

Hmm.. found out that Mas's boyfren isnt that bad at all.. I always thought that he was stuck-up.. But then again.. As the saying goes, never judge a book by its cover.. He's okay..

Meant to blog a few days back but Was just too tired.. Now, today is HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA.. Hmm.. going back to school tomorrow.. So restless in school.. There was no one month break..! Everyone enjoyed their break while we had to slog.. Going back for attachment really soon..!! Haizz..

Okay okay.. Gotta go now.. Blog again some other day.. (",)

-Ciao-

Awww..~

2006-01-06T19:55:00.000+08:00

Time really flies when you're having fun.. Happy times are short-lived.. Wish we can have this gathering again this semester..

.::. One BIG Happy FamiLy .::.

(.") JN 0504 F (",)

.Lyrics.

2006-01-06T19:46:00.000+08:00

PeterPan - Ada Apa Denganmu

Sudah... maafkan aku...
segala salahku
Dan bila kau tetap bisu
ungkapkan salahmu

Dan aku... sifatku dan aku khilafku...
Dan aku... cintaku dan aku rinduku...

Sudah... lupakan semua...
segala berubah
Dan kita terlupa... dan kita terluka

Dan aku... sifatku dan aku khilafku...
Dan aku... cintaku dan aku rinduku...

Reff
Kutanya malam... dapatkah kau lihatnya
Perbedaan yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tak berubah
Ada apa denganmu...

Oh.. hanya malam...
Dapat meleburkan segala rasa
Yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tak berubah
Ada apa denganmu...

.Lyrics.

2006-01-05T19:49:00.000+08:00

Disturbed - Down With The Sickness

Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing in me

Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes (oh no)
There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon in me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
You mother get up
You fucker get up
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes (oh no)
The world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon in me

(And when I dream)No mommy, don't do it again
Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me
Why did you have to hit me like tha
tWhy did you have to be such a bitch
Why don't you,
Why don't you fuck off and die
Why can't you just fuck off and die
Why can't you just leave here and die
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK YOU
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
How would you have to see how it feels mommy
Here it comes, get ready to die

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
You mother get up
You fucker get up
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

.Stuffs.

2006-01-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

Haizz.. Got PUNISHED again today. As usual, It was during Clinical Nursing Practical Lesson...!!! Damn that gigi..! I was merely saying something under my breath and the rest of the class laugh about it and I was the one who got punished.. Haizz.. What luck..!!! Stupid teacher.. She didnt even get to the root of the problem and she blames me..!! Yeah, Maybe I was the problem..!!

Anyways, I'm not forgiving her.. She made me lose face infront of all my classmates..!! Kanasai..!! Aaarrghh..!!!!!

But, it was a history in the making when we were released 15mins early today..!!!

Okay la.. no moOd to bLog.. Blog again some other day..

!Ciao!

.Late.

2006-01-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

!Aaarrgghh!

Got home like really late just now...! Meeting was over at 1800hrs.. Went down to the Cafeteria. Found Sue, Jane, Hamizah & Mala waiting for me.. (Its because it was raining heavily & I've taken Hamizah's hp by mistake..) Assuming that was the reason.. If not, they would be long gone..

Test coming up real soOn..! Still have not touch my notes yet.. Hmmm.. What's going on..?
With me..? Hmmm.. My head hurts. My stomach hurts. During S&W, we did a test.. (can you believe that..? We even have a test for S&W..) How pathetic is that..??

Haizz..

I added Diana already to my linkz..! Yayy..!
How do I make people to Tag me..?? Do I publicise..?? Im not that thick skinned you know.. (Although Im fat..) hahaha..

okay, okay.. I'm tired.. Gotta log off now.. Got appointment to meet my clique early tomorrow.. For breakfast.. hehe..

.: Burger Buster :. here we come..!!!!

!Ciao!

.: Tired :.

2006-01-04T10:54:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum

Hmmm.. I'm so lethargic nowadays.. Nothing is being done.. Meant to blog yesterday but I had to do sooOo many things.. Yesterday, my class ends at 1500hrs. But I had to stay in school for a meeting with the AHS Club teachers. Before that, I had to see Mdm Liaw (my Class Advisor) about some issues that are still not settled yet.. Yesterday, once and for, I've made up my mind and I put the msg across.. I wrote a Self Declaration Letter to my teachers. Mdm Liaw and Mrs Tan read it and they were happy with the decision which I have made.. And, for once, I felt that I've made the right choice. I wasn't force to make it and I was sure. I made it with a clear state of mind...

The meeting started at about 1600hrs.. (It was scheduled at 1400hrs) And to my utmost surprise, I was the only student which attended the meeting along with 8 other teachers.. A list of ice-breaking and team-building games were set and I had to deliver them across.. W e set the time frame and the order the games are supposed to be played. Alot has yet to be done.. Forfeits to think about and whatnots..

The meeting ended at about 1700hrs.. It was short and simple. The msg that wanted to be brought across was succesfully laid out and everyone seemed clear.. There was a sense of satisfaction.. It felt good. I like the feeling.. hahaha..

Yesterday, I had the "mood swing syndrome". I was quiet in class and I didnt mix around much.. My face was long and black.. My clique asked me what was bothering me.. But all they got was "nothing, i'm fine".. Well... I'm not fine.. I was bothered very much about some of the comments made by frenz.. Specifically Mar.. We went out for makan on New Year's Eve.. And when I and Sue went out to buy drinks, Mar asked Mala.. "So, you in the same class with that bitch..?" And Mala's initial response was like.. Laugh.. And she said yes.. Then, Mar asked again.. "Can tahan her ar..?" Mala said.. "I have to la.." (These were told to me by Mala herself yesterday..) I mean.. c'mon.. It was the first day of schoOl for the new year yesterday and sooOo early in the morning, I heard this..?? Man, i tell you, I was down.. That really brought me down..!! To think that I treated Mar as one of my closest frenz.. She said that about me..?! Maybe she meant it as a joke.. Maybe I'm just over-reacting.. Maybe I'm too sensitive.. But. . . . . . . . . . . . ... . . . . .. . .. .. Haizz.. I donno what to say.. It's sooOo freaking sad.. And to think Mala can laugh about it too.. Haizz.. Doubly sad..!! And, Yati..? She laughed also.. Haizz.. Okay.. Now I know la where I stand.. Its no use.. Haizz..!!!!!!!! Friends INDEED..!

Now, Im inside the MLC in school.. With friends.. There are all doing their revision for next week's test. And here I am.. Updating my blog.. haha.. Slackingz sia..!! Later, still got meeting.. Finish class at 1700hrs.. Meeting till 1800hrs.. Tired arr..

Okay, okay.. gotta run.. Later S&W got swimming lesson.. Didnt bring my swimming attire.. That's because, I dont have one.. And I'm too broke to get one..! haha.. Excuse will be.. "Im having my menses now.. So cannot swim.." But, I did bring my PE attire.. haha..

Anyways, its stupid..! I cannot be bothered..!!

Okay, ciao..!!

WeLcOme!

2006-01-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

GoOdBye 2005, WeLcOMe 2006!!

AssaLamuaLaikum

Alhamdulilah, tiLL now, I'm stiLL aLive and kicking..! Its sad to see in the news that even its the new year, people died due to various terrorist attacks. And what is even hurting that, Its my own reLigion getting invoLved..! So sad to hear about deaths an injuries to innocent people.. Suicide bombings everyone. Even in Europe (the place wanna tour so much..) Haizz.. The worLd is not safe anymore, anywhere..

Anyways, on a different note aLtogether, Yesterday was surprisingLy fun.. Did my Community Service with Sue. PLayed UNO and I Lost..! Darn.. I don't Like LOsing.. So, after that one game, I kept that pack of cards..! haha.. Im a sore Loser laa.. I admit, okay..

A couple of unexpected events did occur.. But, since its the new year, I'll Let bygones be bygones.. Met Mar and Yati..! Gosh! I mish them soOo much..!! Nothing's change with them.. They are stiLL quirky and fun-Loving as always.. Its a pity that Firah couLdn't make it.. WeLL, she did't even bother to msg me saying that she's not coming.. Its aLways Like that.. Either one of wiLL not be abLe to come if we were to make pLans to meet.. Its either I'm busy with something or she's going out or whatnot.. Hmm.. Wish we couLd aLL meet up together Like before.. MAybe eat at our favourite staLL @ Bugis then probabLy take neoprints for remembrance sake.. Hmmm.. How time reaLLy fLies..

I did nothing today.. Just Laze around in the house.. Hmm.. My Life..! hahaha.. Living Like a princess.. (My fOoT!) How I wish, I was born on a siLver pLatter.. I wouldn't have to worry about anything..! hahaha.. But then again.. Dream on la Ina..!!!! hehe

There's something wrong with my Phone..!!! Everytime I want to send msgs, it wouLd switch off by itseLf..!! My god! Is it a virus..??????!?!?!? AhHhHhhh..! Darn.. Someone did try to send me a virus Like yesterday.. Yati was busy "sucking" my MP3s when suddenLy Yati compLaint that she keep receiving bLuetoOth msgs..!! Ahh!! Someone pLease advice me what to do..!!!! I'm aLready broke as it is, so pLease don't expect me to send my Hp for servicing..!!!! ='(

Its soOo depressing without a Hp..!! I wanna get a new one..! But given my current status, I cant even afford my meaLs..!! haha..

okay.. Gotta go now.. Gonna watch a coupLe of VCDs which I rented this afternoOn..! haha.. Some horror fLicks to spice up my night..! hehe..

GoOd Day. Or shouLd I say, GoOd Night.. (-.-)zZzZz

Aww.. Darn..~

2005-12-30T19:48:00.000+08:00

I forgot to include..

Hmm.. My Behavioural Science Test 1 I only scored like 46/50.. I was hoping to get 48 49 like that.. Abit disappointing though.. But, then again.. Alhamdullilah..!! Still waiting for the day I can get to know my Phase Test results.. Behavioural Science Test 2 is coming up really soon..! And, I'm slacking..! Gosshhh..!! Buck up..!!! I wanna score As for my 2nd semester...!! I wanna go Poly...!!! Aaargghh..!!

.: Happy New Year :.

2005-12-30T18:50:00.000+08:00

Yayy..

Assalammualaikum

Know why I'm happy..? It is because, Its the Eve of New Year's Eve...!!! YahhoooOoo..!!

Got home super late today.. Not that I went out with my frenz.. But I simply had to attend a meeting regarding the CCA Roadshow whic is coming up on the 16th January 2006..

Wow..! Better get use to writing 2006 now..! hahaha.. Okay, okay.. Meeting was like sh*t.. Only 4 of us turned up.. And there were 3 teachers there.. What is there to talk about..? We discussed the plans for the upcoming year and so on and so forth.. Haizz.. I tell you, it's gonna be one hell of a year..!!

After the meeting..., the teachers had a chat with me.. I felt so stressed up.. It was like an interview session.. Saying that they needed me in that club.. They're grooming me here and there.. They need my resources and all that sh*t.. Kanasai. It was nonsense, I tell you.. I was sitting there and nodding my head saying I understand... I understand.. They gave me time to think.. Said that I will have to give the answer by 2nd Jan 2006. Either its a Yes or a No.. Haizz.. After sooOoo long, This is still not over yet.. And to be honest, I still don't know which club to choose.. Why cant I have the best of both worlds..? Choices again..! I hate making choices..!!!

Tomorrow will be another agonizing 8hrs at the Hotel..!! Aaarrgghhh..!!

Any plans tomorrow..? Hmm.. actually made plans with a couple of my groupies.. But still have not decided where to go.. Singapore is sooOoo boring..!! Wish I can go Europe..!!

New Year Resolutions

(i) Save $$ - In 6 years time, I hope to tour Europe..!!!

(ii) Diet - Lose weight and NOT gain them back again..!!

Lets just keep it at 2 for now.. In previous years, I never really pay attention to resolutions.. hahah..

I'm tired. I shall stop here. Need rest and definately I NEED sleep..!! *YawnzZz*

Sleepy Me

-Rin-

Besh Laaaaa..~

2005-12-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

Whoaa..~ The time now is like 0002hrs. Its a Friday. A new day. A new beginning. But, its still the old me.. Been meddling with this blog since like 2130hrs.. Now, my back hurts like HELL.. Tomorrow's errr.. I mean later today, class starts at 0800hrs. But I'm still wide awake.. Haizz.. kanasai.

There will be a meeting later at about 1445hrs, in school.. Haizz.. Class finishes at 1300hrs. What am I going to do for 1hr 45mins in school..? All my other frenz will be at least reaching home.. While me..? Still in the school. Waiting anxiously for the time to past.. What shall I do..? Haizz.. The situations I'm put in..

Saturday will be New Year's Eve. And I will have to slog about 7hrs of Community Service at the Marina Mandarin Hotel.. Haizz.. But then again.. Sue will be there.. hahaha.. Sue is one little devil.. Enjoyed the times spent with her.. Awww..~ ahahahah..

Sue, jgn lupa bawak games tau.. Kalau tak, boring arr.. Nak buat apa seyy..?? hahah..

Nak amek neoprint arr.. Dgn Firah..!!!!! Firah mana kau..?? Cakap jerr nak jumpa, tapi.... . . Yela.. aku ni kan saperr..?? hahaha.. (mengadu nasib nie..) Kalau Mar tuu.. Haizz.. Takyah la cakap.. Busy selalu.. Yati..?? keje? Berg ada datang tak..?? hehehe.. Okay, I'm bored..!!

I'm trying to lose weight laaaa.. Tapi kat skolah semua org tak caya.. Especially Malz. She even said F**k U to me in the Cafe just now.. hahaha..

Oh ya..! How's the layout of my blog..?? Lawa kannnn..?? Buat sendiri tau.. hehehe.. I'm freakin proud of myself siaa...~~~

Okay, okay.. gtg now.. besok skola tauu.. Harap2 tak lambat..! hahaha.. Okay.. Semester ni, slack habis nyerrrrr..! Apa nak jadi dgn aku ni..? Ina, Ina.. Wake up..!! Jgn pikir, 1st Semester you did well, you can slack off now..! Other people are miles ahead of you..! Wake up girl..!

Just now, during Clinical Practice kelakar sakkk..!! Mdm Pauline Tan said she's a "fun-loving people.." hahaha.. Mepek jerr..! Banyak dia nyerrr fun-loving.. Gigi loving ada arr..!!! hahaha.. Jahat sakk aku..!! Then, ada ke dia kasi patient nama Roger Abalashah. What kind of Eurasion name is that..????!?!?!?!?!?!?! hahaha.. Abalashah..? ABALASHAH..??!?!?! hahahaha.. Din Bagedil baru kene... hehehe.. Maut. Kalau Mizah baca ni, mati aku.. Sorry eh mizah..! Love you..! hehe..

Okay laaaaaaa.. gtg.. Logging off..
-Rin-

Weeeeee..~

2005-12-28T13:14:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

Wahh..!! Yesterday, I went to see KingKong with a couple of my groupies. Hamizah, Sue, Jane & Sharon.. Hahaha.. When we got to TM, i didnt expect it to be sooOoo packed..!! Especially at the Cinema itself. There were irritating kids and their snobish parents queue-ing to get tickets. Narnia was a best seller. Tickets were selling fast.. But.. Who cares..?? We are watching Kingkong..!! hahaha..

We've decided to watch the 1615hrs show.. But we were no where close to the counter. We were still in line at about 1610hrs. Then there was this guy who like wanna jump que.. Then he asked us if he can be infront of us.. Being a bunch of GOOD SAMARITANS, we let him have his way..~ And it was like already 1625hrs.. When we finally got to the counter, we got the tickets and the seats we got were really "kanasai" seats..!! The front seats...!! My god! My neck hurts..!

The best part of the show was when it finally started..!! With popcorns ready, drinks ready and Old Chung Kee snacks in our bags, we settled down on our seats in the nearly full theatre.. The sound effects and graphics were great..! Credit goes to the producer/director of the Lord Of The Rings Trology..!! To all who said KINGKONG was a drag, you all donno how to appreciate good movies, you arse-hole..!! hahaha..

The movie was awesome and the star of the show really goes out to KingKong himself..!! Superb protrayal..!! And of course to the damsel in distress..Ann Darrow...! KingKong was sooOoOoo cute when he sat down with Ann to watch the sunset..!! hehe.. The saddest part of the show was when in the end, he was shot to death by cowards in aeroplanes..! Many snipets that I really enjoy..!! All in all, I would give the Movie 5 mini gorillas (out of 5 mini gorillas)..!! I'm going to get the DVD when it releases..!!!! God..! Best movie..! A perfect Movie to end my-not-so-Perfect 2005..!!

Ahh.. okay.. Got home at about 2030hrs last night.. Tired. School rocks today..!! Class starts at 0800hrs and ends at 1030hrs.. No S&W Which means I dont have to see that Stupid Teach's face..!! hahaha.. no offence..! (",)

Okay, now 1345hrs, Im at MLC with Zainab, Sue and Hamizah.. Each of us busy with our own eTutor stuff except me.. Busy updating my blog.. Sue has taught me the ropes to handle this blog.. Kinda confusing especially when i'm a dummy when it comes to HTML...!! hahahaha..

Ok, okayyy.. gotta go now.. Blog again some other time...

-Rin-

.: Newbie :.

2005-12-26T19:54:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum Allz.

Hey.. I'm currently "labelled" a the mostest "BLUREST cock" alive..! I think, Sue would know why.. Oh ya, Thank You a bunch Sue, for aLL your help with this blogger thingie.. It's not that I'm new in blogging but its just a new setting.. Been blogging in Friendster's Blog since quite some time ago..

But, I'm having the hang on it now.. Just a bit slow on the reflexes but.. I'm working on it..! Slowly but steadily.. Gimme about a month's time, I'm sure what goes where at the tip of my fingertips.. hehe..

I'm still experimenting what goes with what.. So, bear with me..

Oh, ya, sorry for the vulgarity in the beginning there.. Its just me.. Vulgarities would fly when I'm stressed up.. hahaha.. I just came back from Pasir Ris. Sent my bro off to camp for the 2nd time.. haha.. Alot of guys there.. so ermm.. I did wear a lil bit of make up; eye shadow, lip gloss, eye liner and all those stuff that makes a girl look like a woman.. haha..

Received photos of my fren's wedding ceremony. Boy, did she look drop dead gorgeous..!! I tell you, if I'm a guy, I would fall for her..! hahaha.. Anyways, Maznah, congratulationzZz..!! I wish you Marital BLiss..!! And I do hope to see you carrying your bundle of joy soon..! All my frenz are either getting engaged or married.. Left with me on the shelf.. Haizz.. What a sad sad Life..!! ='(

Okay... seemed to be writing alot now.. Better stop.. Wouldnt want to bore you..

I'll blog again some other day..!

-Rin-